The youthful atmosphere of boys and girls deeply infected me.

I was so excited that I wanted to buy a bike. Luo Jincheng clasped his hands on his chest, smiled lightly, and silently watched my every move.

After paying and buying a bicycle, I patted the seat, turned to Luo Jin and said, "Uncle, let's go to the library." ”

The smile in the corner of his eyes instantly spread to his whole body, and without saying a word, he took the handlebar and pretended to be disgusted: "You just let me ride a second-hand car to school?" ”

I nudged him, sat in the back seat by myself, and gave orders: "Go or not, if you don't go, I'll find Xiao Xianrou to take me there." ”

He shook his head lightly, rarely did not squeeze me, obediently sat in the seat, rubbed his right foot, and the car drove out steadily. He rode smoothly and at a moderate pace, without the impulses of his youth, but he made me feel comfortable and calm.

I hugged his waist tightly, the autumn wind blew my long hair in my shawl, and the smell of a man lingered in my nose. I remembered what Gao Xiaosong said: At that time, one of the proudest things for girls was to sit on the back seat of a boy's bicycle.

Yes, in those years of youth, the happiest place is nothing more than the back seat of your boyfriend. I have also sat in the back seat of a certain person, passing through one beautiful scenery after another, and the youth continues, as if it is never tired.

Those years have long since been scattered.

Time passed, but I was left with another man's wide back. I leaned close to him, feeling the peace and stability that belonged to me. The seat in the back seat of his has long been firmly occupied by me.

Such a mature man, riding a second-hand bicycle and carrying a little girl who looks innocent, naturally attracted surprise and attention all the way.

I didn't expect to meet Levia at school.

His car was safely parked next to us, pushing the door open and walking towards us. I was stunned for a moment, and unconsciously glanced at Luo Jincheng in front of me out of the corner of my eye.

We haven't been in touch for months. After the last incident at the beach, I only vaguely heard a little bit of news from him. I have a lot of apologies for him.

His appearance has not changed, only a hairstyle has changed, and he looks more mature and restrained. But the smile was still as warm as a spring breeze, "Shu Hua, Mr. Luo, why did you come here on a bicycle?" ”

Luo Jincheng stepped on the ground with one foot, and the other foot was still on the pedal, as if he was leaving at any time.

"Back to School Youth." His voice was deep, sounding as if he was smiling, "Shu Hua said that we missed each other's youth, and sighed that it was a pity, I had to take the opportunity to make up for it today, no, as soon as I arrived at school, he pulled me to get a bicycle." When I was in college, most of my classmates didn't use second-hand cars. ”

My brain took a sharp turn, when did I say that? This man...... It's a good thing to make up. I held my right hand on my waist, quietly pinched his flesh, and the corners of my mouth hooked a smile: "Are you also coming back to participate in the school celebration?" I just passed by your computer school, it's so magnificent. ”

He smiled and said: "I just came back from a business trip to the Philippines, and I just came over just in time for the school's anniversary." Yesterday, Liu Min also asked me if I wanted to get together when I came back, and I said no problem, she set the time. Tomorrow together, right? ”

I also nodded yes, and then I heard the man next to me turn around, his eyes gentle, "I still have a report meeting at the academy, the time is almost up, go over first." You'll come to me later. As he spoke, he turned to Levia and nodded.

I was stunned for a moment, but I jumped out of the car with interest, "It's okay, I'll look for you later." Ride slowly. ”

……

We walked to the shore of Biyue Lake together, a pool of clear water floating with withered lotus leaves, and a strong campus atmosphere.

"You ...... The relationship is very stable. When will the invitations be delivered? Levia hung her hands in her trouser pockets and looked out at the school building across the lake.

I smiled lightly, "I don't know." This is ...... It's still early. His company has just experienced a big upheaval, and he needs to spend more energy on management, and he can't rush anyway. This is true, after the reunion, we finally ushered in a rare peace and tranquility, living in the present, and have no time to think about the future for so long.

I unconsciously glanced at him beside me out of the corner of my eye, and finally said the words that had been buried in my heart for months.

"Levia, I'm really sorry......" I was about to say something.

He smiled softly, "You don't have to say sorry, I understand. After that day, I knew that there was no way we could do it. It just so happened that I went to a project in the Philippines, and I didn't have time to say goodbye to you. Don't think I'm negative and go away, really, you don't have to have a psychological burden. I am also happy to see that he is kind to you. Finally did a good deed to himself, a good deed of adult beauty. ”

I looked at his pretended relaxed demeanor, and a cool breeze blew through my heart. I can only say sorry for your years of selfless waiting. Some people are not bad, but just like having only one ticket, if you give it to someone else, you can't give it to you.

"Shuhua." He turned his head to stare at me, "I have wondered countless times, if I take the initiative and be more domineering in the past three years, will I have a better chance of winning?" However, there are no ifs in life, and the sand that flows away cannot be left after all. I just saw him carrying you, and in addition to envy, the rest is full of blessings. ”

He suddenly said in an uplifted voice: "Shu Hua, I may be a loser in the love field, but in terms of personality, I think I have the measure of adult beauty." I wish you happiness, and don't forget to send me a wedding card when you serve the wine. ”

I listened to his heartfelt words, and for a moment I had mixed feelings. If you can't live it, you can only live it in this life.

I said emotionally: "Via, you are very good, there will be a more suitable girl." ”

……

When I went to the lecture hall, Luo Jincheng's report was nearing the end, and as soon as he looked up, he could see my adoring gaze. After the end, he shook hands with several leaders of the hospital and exchanged a few words, and then walked towards me in stride.

In the slightly curious eyes of everyone, I smiled and greeted him. He said with a smile on his face: "It's over so soon?" ”

I quipped, "No, we're going to get together tomorrow." His eyes stared at the change in his face for a moment.

He stretched out his hand to hold me, his eyes were as deep as a lake, and his lips were lightly raised: "Then get together, he can't do anything to you anyway." ”

I held his palm, the corners of my eyes a little warm, "You know, I was worried that you would be jealous." "At that moment, I thought a lot. He used to be so jealous of other men's proximity to me, and he used to be so obsessed with other people's overtures to me. The shadow that hid deep in his heart had tormented him for so long.

At this moment, I saw an unprecedented calmness and confidence in his eyebrows, which was the confidence of a man in a woman.

He snorted coldly and pulled me out, the heat of his palm filling my heart like the caress he had ever given. "Why should I be jealous of a man who is not even a rival in love? The man who can snatch you out of my hands hasn't been born yet. ”

My brain froze.

This man...... Give him some warmth, and he will be arrogant.

……

Later, FK, the power returned to Luo Jin little by little. Luo Jinrui, who once stirred up the storm, was re-investigated because of the murder of the trainer three years ago and was suspected of attempted homicide. The public security organs took advantage of his detention to investigate his involvement in smuggling, money laundering and other criminal acts in Southeast Asia in the past few years, and his accomplices were not found out, including He Qingwei, who helped him harm me twice.

Only then did I know that Luo Jinrui took advantage of Southeast Asia to open up markets and participated in the establishment of a hidden smuggling and money laundering road between many countries. And Lu Min's so-called "money laundering" is just a small microcosm of this road. Luo Jinrui is the real controller behind it.

No wonder he was so jealous of Zhang Jingen later, it turned out that Zhang Jingen grabbed his handle, and he jumped over the wall in a hurry to get rid of the trouble, but he almost let the other party take the lead. It's really dog-eat-dog, a handful of hair. "In the warm winter sun, I nestled in Luo Jincheng's warm arms and analyzed them one by one.

"How can it be compared?" He gently stroked my long hair and smiled.

"I'm not learning from you yet. You said that you had a face crawling out of a grave, who did you stink it for? Scolding people and always like to use metaphors. ”

He turned me over, "So you were scared of me?" Well? ”

I boldly met his eyes and said provocatively: "I'm not afraid, it's just a paper tiger, what's so scary!" ”

"Who do you say is the paper tiger?" He slammed his hand at my armpit, squeaking me through the sweater.

Naturally, I boldly "resisted", and my hands fought back at him even more wantonly. I'm not afraid of what he's doing to me, on the contrary, I'd rather be like him.

It's just that after the wind and waves are calm, I can't figure it out, he is still a dragonfly to me, and it is difficult to have lingering turbulence again. Could it be that all his former passions have gone to hibernation with the cold weather?

In his apartment, he bought me new daily necessities and all kinds of clothes little by little. It's just that he is so cautious and polite, which makes me feel annoyed, but I can only sulk, and there is no other way. Later, on the grounds that Xiaohong was out of love and wanted to accompany her, he refused to spend the night with him, and he never complained.

I secretly asked his attending doctor what was going on. The doctor said that perhaps the trauma and heart disease have been removed, which does not mean that it will return to normal immediately, and it is necessary to give him a buffer time to adjust to his original habits.

The doctor put it mildly, to put it bluntly: if you want him to return to the original turbulence, you have to let him have a process of adaptation. If necessary, it can be induced by stimulation.

I listened to the word "stimulation", and my cheeks burned all the way to the base of my ears.

This helplessness lasted all winter. When it warmed up in March, the training of several brands of the company was in full swing. Luo Jincheng went to Guilin Market to inspect, and then a phone call called me, saying that the Spring River is plumbing, and we will have spring there together.

When I listened to these ambiguous words, my heart rippled for a while, and the long-lost throbbing instantly returned. It's rare for him to be so interested, and I can't spoil his interest.

However, before leaving, I learned from Xiaohong tactfully, and set off with confidence after some psychological construction.