Maybe, it really won't come back for a few years.

Of course, she didn't say this sentence, if she said it, what would Qi Tianyu do? Lose? Or anger? Shu Jinge didn't continue to the jurisdiction, deep down, she still didn't want Qi Tianyu to be too sad.

They both love each other too much and don't want each other to have any sadness and pain.

Qi Tianyu opened his mouth, and it took a long time to say, "I ......"

It's just this one of my words, he doesn't know how to speak, he wants to say that I miss you very much, and he wants to say that there is no cold company in this year, and this is not like home, but a thousand words have turned into speechless under Shu Jinge's indifference.

Qi Tianyu rubbed his eyebrows, Huo stood up and looked at the door and walked out.

"I'll go out for a walk."

Qi Tianyu went down, Shu Jinge stopped packing up her things, she covered her chest, and tears suddenly fell from the corners of her eyes.

She didn't cry when she left, but when she came back, she cried.

What are you crying about? She didn't know why she was crying, it wasn't her who was wrong, why did she feel distressed when she saw his painful appearance?

When cooking dinner, Qi Tianyu came back, and as if nothing had happened, he went straight into the kitchen, and when Shu Jinge was surprised, Qi Tianyu had already copied two dishes and brought them out.

Qi Xiaodie looked at it and explained, "Every time I come back from school, my uncle cooks for myself. ”

Shu Jinge nodded and didn't speak, and Shu Xiaoyan didn't know if he should go and give his brother-in-law a hand.

But after a while, Shu Jinge couldn't sit still, so Shu Xiaoyan was optimistic about the children, and she went into the kitchen.

Shu Xiaoyan nodded righteously on her face, but she was snickering in her heart, looking at her cunning eyes, Shu Jinge smiled, and then touched her face, is it red? Her cheeks didn't seem to be as thick as they used to be.

"Need my help?"

Shu Jinge's voice almost made Qi Tianyu's hands tremble, he shook his head and said, "No need, just go and watch the children." ”

Shu Jinge didn't go out, but walked around the kitchen, took the dishes and chopsticks, and passed by Qi Tianyu's side again and again, always looking at him out of the corner of his eyes.

Those hands are still so slender and powerful, but when did he learn to cook? You know, he used to screw it to death, and he wouldn't go into the kitchen for a single step.

And that face, because he was sitting seriously on one thing, looked even more attractive, I don't know if this face has confused some woman in the past year or so and wants to give everything for him.

After thinking about it, Shu Jinge suddenly felt that he had nothing to do.

What is she thinking!

After all the dishes were fried, Qi Tianyu naturally sat in the vacant seat next to Shu Jinge, and also diligently added vegetables for Shu Jinge and the children. , The whole process went smoothly, as if this matter had been done many times, and Shu Jinge was one head and two big, I don't know what happened to Qi Tianyu.

She wanted to speak several times and stopped, but she was finally scolded back by Qi Tianyu's gentle smile that could grapple with death, and silently ate the food in the bowl.

She can't eat a meal, she doesn't know whether she is happy or worried, she wants to refuse, but Qi Tianyu didn't give her the right to refuse, and even after eating, Qi Tianyu took the initiative to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, and dealt with them all.

He seems to have done these things countless times, and he is very familiar with them.

Shu Jinge watched him shuttle back and forth between the dining table and the kitchen, and heard the sound of water coming from the kitchen from time to time, which made him feel uncomfortable inexplicably.

This year, did he do it all?

She still remembers that before she played the game, it was a luxury to let him go home for dinner, and after the game, there were a lot of things, and he had not eaten a few meals together, but now, he can wash his hands and make soup and wash the dishes and chopsticks by himself.

Has he changed?

Shu Xiaoyan had already quietly gone upstairs with Qi Xiaodie to give the couple who hadn't seen each other for more than a year some space.

Qi Tianyu finished cleaning up everything, and saw that Shu Jinge was still sitting in the same place looking at him, he was slightly stunned, and asked, "What's wrong with you?" Why don't you go to rest? Jet lag is sad, hurry to rest. ”

One sentence seemed to have been repeated countless times, so that Qi Tianyu suddenly appeared in Shu Jinge's mind talking to the air like this deterioration, countless times of telling, countless times of loss.

Inexplicably, the resentment in Shu Jinge's heart disappeared, she lowered her head and said, "I'm not too tired, I want to talk to you." ”

Qi Tianyu was stunned again, but he quickly came back to his senses, almost cleaned himself up as fast as he could, and then sat next to Shu Jinge, looking at her quietly.

Shu Jinge paused for a moment and couldn't help laughing: "What are you doing here?" How to think like a child. ”

Qi Tianyu said very bluntly: "Listen to you." ”

Do you know that in the past year, it was a luxury to want to hear your voice, and now, I feel very happy to be able to stand opposite you like this and listen to you.

Shu Jinge was stunned for a moment, and then sighed: "Qi Tianyu, you don't have to be like this. ”

Qi Tianyu immediately said: "We are husband and wife, this is all as it should be." ”

He said it as a matter of course, and she was inexplicably distressed when she heard it, and she blamed herself inexplicably.

She said, "Qi Tianyu, aren't you tired like this?" ”

He said firmly: "I'm not tired, the only time I'm tired is when you're away for a few months, and I suddenly realize that I'm missing out on a lot of good things." ”

Shu Jinge didn't know what to say, she was not a person who could bring up the topic, and when she came out of the game, her personality became ruthless and perverse, and she really didn't adapt to Qi Tianyu's insipid warmth at this time.

This is like boiling a frog in warm water, he is lowering Shu Jinge's precautions little by little and softening the thorns in her heart.

"But, Qi Tianyu, I will feel tired."

Shu Jinge looked at Qi Tianyu, the other party still had a faint expression on his face, but he said: "So, you can wait for me in the same place, and I will walk in front of you step by step." ”

He was working hard, really trying, he knew that he also had thorns on his body, and he had to use all his strength to smooth out the thorns on his body, and then soften the other person's thorns, so that the two of them would not be scarred when they hugged each other.

Shu Jinge was silent, such Qi Tianyu was something she didn't expect, and it also made her hesitate if there was anything wrong.

If, when she first came back, he was still doing his own thing and being self-centered, she would definitely do it directly with the other party, and then separate from each other.

However, at this time, what Shu Jinge felt was not a sharp thorn, but softness, which she couldn't avoid or give up.

Qi Tianyu approached Shu Jinge, stretched out his hand to cover her hair, gently brushed it and then put down his hand, and said reluctantly: "Xiaojin, I know that you are still complaining about me, and I also know that it is my fault, I shouldn't have not shown up when you need me, I just beg you to give me a chance, just once, you just watch in place, I will definitely go to you." ”

Shu Jinge shook his head, looked at Qi Tianyu seriously and said, "Tianyu, you know that I am not just because of that incident, you should understand that Wen Zhiyuan's game has indeed changed us, hasn't it?" ”

Qi Tianyu paused suddenly, lowered his head, and his voice was full of anxiety and grievance.

"So what? Xiaojin, do you really not love me? ”

"No, I love you, I'm still mad with love like before, the sky is falling apart, love is dead and alive, but I'm really tired, I think this kind of love makes me more and more manic."

Shu Jinge rubbed his head and said, "I almost really killed Wu Yue, do you know?" How was I feeling when my hands were stained with blood? It was a feeling of being above anything, excited, nostalgic.

Tianyu, I've changed, I'm no longer the gentle little princess you liked before, I'm a ruthless and perverse person, I can't bear to say anything disrespectful to me or even any female friends around my lover.

Tianyu, I'm sick, it's serious, it's nerves, it's the stimulation of the game, it makes my nerves reach unprecedented heights, I can't get down, I think I can even kill people and set fire for you.

If I continue to be with you, it is very likely that the next time I encounter this kind of thing between men and women, I will definitely take action, Tianyu, can you bear to watch me kill people?

Maybe you've felt this way too, right? Tianyu, that game is the biggest virus, it's still alive, eating away at our nerves and brains little by little. ”

Qi Tianyu listened and looked at Shu Jinge, a mistake was good, he asked, "But what does this have to do with us?" What if you kill someone? I also want to kill, I have even picked up a fruit knife and want to cut Wen Zhiyuan's main artery.

I knew there must have been something wrong with the game, and I knew that something was wrong with me, and I ran away, but after I ran away, I didn't change anything at all, but I almost lost you.

Xiaojin, you can't escape, even if you do, we see that nothing has changed except for the loss of our feelings, so we have to face it together. ”

Shu Jinge looked at Qi Tianyu blankly, and saw that Qi Tianyu began to talk about what happened a year ago, when she called, he was during a complication, he ran to the basement, wanting to kill Wen Zhiyuan with a knife, but in the end he controlled it, just anesthetized himself, but it was precisely because of alcohol that he lost her last look.

It's his pain.

In the end, when Qi Tianyu closed his mouth and looked at her, his eyes were full of apologies and remorse, Shu Jinge's heart softened.

She said, "Qi Tianyu, why didn't you tell me?" ”

Qi Tianyu shook his head: "I knew that something was wrong with me the day I yelled at you, but I don't know what went wrong, I am even more violent than before, I don't even want you to escape from my palm, I don't want to see you happen at all, I always want to tie you to my side and watch you forever." ”