Chapter 36: Let go
Xiao Yu slowly got up, turned his head and stared at Jingchen motionlessly.
Jingchen's eyes showed a little reluctance, he was reluctant to let Xiao Yu go, he and Xiao Yu had just made new progress, but he didn't expect to be separated so soon.
Jingchen also got up slowly and grabbed Xiao Yu's arm, "Xiao Yu, I'll go with you." ”
"Xiao Gongzi, why are you so sad? Aren't there two more days? Xiao Yu held back tears and looked at Jingchen with a smile.
Qing Yao had a further certainty in her heart about their relationship, but Xiao Yu's time by her side was not short, and she was still reluctant after all.
Qing Yao stepped forward, "Bai Yu, since there are still two days, can you give me half a day?" I know you have to go, but we never talked properly, how about the remaining day and a half for you and Xiao Gongzi? ”
Xiao Yu knew that his relationship with Jingchen had been seen by Qing Yao, so he hesitated for a moment and agreed, "Miss, I'll ...... Good. ”
For so long, of course, Xiao Yu saw that although Qing Yao and Jing Chen had not met a few times, they really admired him, and suddenly felt ashamed of Qing Yao, she trusted herself so much, and asked herself to help take care of Jing Chen, but she ......
Xiao Yu took Jingchen's hand off his arm and followed Qing Yao out of here.
Jingchen looked at the uncleaned corpses around him, and looked at Xiao Yu who was gradually moving away, "Xiao Yu, I'm sorry." ”
Jingchen didn't have the ability to leave Xiao Yu behind, and he didn't have the courage to help her resist any sins, at that moment, he felt that he was so cowardly and useless, and he couldn't even protect the people he cherished.
Qing Yao took Xiao Yu's hand and took her to the side hall, and asked Xiao Ling to go out to guard the door, "Miss, thank you for helping me out of the siege, otherwise I might not be alive now." ”
Qing Yao knew that Xiao Yu didn't want to betray herself, "Bai Yu, I saved you because I see your loyalty to me these days, but you tell me the truth, you two are ......"
Xiao Yu really has no reason to continue to deceive, "Miss, it's me who is sorry for you, I ......"
But Qing Yao just smiled, and seemed to look down on a lot, "I should have found out a long time ago, Xiao Gongzi, he's fine, right?" ”
"Hmm." Xiao Yu looked at Qing Yao's lonely face, both ashamed and distressed.
"Tell me about him, okay?" Qing Yao's words were exactly the same as what Yu Mo said to Xiao Yu at that time, and Xiao Yu couldn't help but think of Yu Mo again.
"Good. He...... Very good, will protect me when I am naughty, will stand in front of me when I am in trouble, I have known him for a long time, but he has forgotten. When it came to forgetting these two words, Xiao Yu was still as sad as ever, reluctant to mention it, as if the wound that had just scabbed deep in his heart had been torn open again.
"Forgot?" Qing Yao didn't understand the meaning of Xiao Yu's words.
"Yes, because of one thing, he forgot everything? That's why he showed up in Su Province, and I ...... And it's for him. "This is what Xiao Yu owes Qing Yao, so the only thing she can do is to tell her everything Qing Yao wants to know.
"I see, no wonder, but even if he forgets everything, he still remembers the love he has for you, doesn't he?" Many things are clear to the bystander, and the story has been a little long since it began, so it's time for a poor person to help it end......
Xiao Yu turned her head to look at Qing Yao, smiled, and nodded.
"White Feather, you know what? When I saw him for the first time at the birthday banquet, although he was just a handyman, he was deeply attracted to me, made me want to know him, wanted to understand him, I had that feeling for the first time, my father introduced me to many rich sons, but he was the only one who brought me something different, I thought he could be a part of my life, now I think about it, I was wrong. Qing Yao was inherently unwilling, but Jingchen's eyes were so obvious, what else could she do?
"Everyone has the right to pursue the person they love, and you are the same, Miss, he doesn't remember anything now, but I'm not sad, because as long as I can be by his side, it's enough, but now I can't do it, Miss, if you really like him, you won't fail him, I'll give him to you." Xiao Yu actually knew Qing Yao's thoughts about Jingchen from the beginning, and she never stopped her because of selfishness, but fortunately, Qing Yao treated him sincerely......
Qing Yao was stunned, she didn't expect Xiao Yu to give up Jingchen, she knew Xiao Yu's feelings for Jingchen, her eyes and Xiao Yu's actions would not deceive, but it was the first time she saw that in order to protect her beloved, she could give him to another person.
"White Feather, you...... Seriously? Qing Yao was naturally happy, but she didn't want to believe it.
"Really." Xiao Yu nodded indifferently, as if he had already made a decision.
"But Xiao Gongzi, he will definitely go with you." But Qing Yao also knows very well how deep Jingchen's love for Xiao Yu is.
"I ...... There is a way to get him to stay. Xiao Yu lay in Qing Yao's ear and didn't know what to say, Qing Yao was shocked, "This ...... Jingchen will hate you, right? ”
"What if he hates me? Now I don't have the ability to protect him, he will not only suffer with me, but also be hunted down, I don't want him to do this. "Xiao Yu takes into account Hua Li, maybe the Emperor of Heaven will also send someone to hunt him down, how can Xiao Yu bear to let Jingchen follow him?
"Bai Yu, what he cares about is you, I can't do this." But Qing Yao saw everything clearly at this time.
Xiao Yu took a deep breath, "Do you love him?" ”
Qing Yao was silent for a moment.
But Xiao Yu can give her the answer: "Love, right, since you love, just keep him by your side!" It's for me, okay? Qing Yao? ”
Qing Yao didn't know what to say, but she could understand Xiao Yu's distress, and she could only do it now, "Okay, I promise you." ”
Of course, Xiao Yu was unwilling to leave Jingchen by others' side, but for now, it could only be like this.
Jingchen's fate in the world is destined to be bumpy, if he is taken out of the Su Mansion, without the protection of Qing Yao's identity, Xiao Yu will not be able to take care of everything.
Xiao Yu believes in Qing Yao because Qing Yao loves him enough.
From the beginning, when Qing Yao invited Jingchen to Cui Yunxuan for dinner regardless of her identity, Xiao Yu found out.
Maybe now Qing Yao is hindered by her identity, and Jingchen is hindered by her state of mind and can't see each other often, but the love in Qing Yao's heart has long been exposed, so Xiao Yu can only persuade herself to keep Jingchen by Qing Yao's side.
As soon as Xiao Yu walked out of Cui Yun Xuan, he found Jingchen wandering at the door, and when he saw Xiao Yu coming out, he stepped forward quickly, "Xiao Yu, let's go see Master Su!" Tell him I'm going to go with you, I'm not going to work here, I'm really not at ease when you go alone, you're a girl's house, although you know some martial arts, but your fists are no match for four hands, I'm with you, although I can't help much, but I can take care of each other, right? ”
When Xiao Yu heard Jingchen say this, he felt that everything he did was worth it, "Jingchen, do you really want to go with me?" ”
After experiencing this incident, Jingchen had already discovered that he really liked Xiao Yu more than he did at the beginning, "Well, although my memory has not fully recovered now, I understand that I should stay by your side." ”
Xiao Yu didn't want to use the way she told Qing Yao, she wanted Jingchen to retreat, "Follow me, there will be no place to live." ”
But Jingchen was determined to stay by Xiao Yu's side, "So what? As long as the two of us are together, isn't it? ”
Hearing this, Xiao Yu's heart was sour, how she didn't want Jingchen to leave her, but for the sake of Jingchen, Xiao Yu had to be ruthless, "Follow me, you will do a lot of work, I don't know anything, and there may be many people chasing and killing me, this ...... Don't you care? ”
"So what, wouldn't I be the same for everything? Besides, even if someone is chasing you, then I will hold them, and you will run quickly, and then find a rescuer to come back and save us! You have to run faster! Otherwise, I can't hold it, I'll ......" Jingchen seemed to think a lot about the future of himself and Xiao Yu.
Xiao Yu hugged him all of a sudden, tears soaked through Jingchen's clothes, "Okay, let's go together, I must run faster!" ”
Xiao Yu smiled with tears in her eyes, she didn't expect that Jingchen, who had lost all of her in the mortal world, would love her so much.
He has changed, although he has become weak, but in Xiao Yu's heart, he has never been weak.
Xiao Yu apologized to Jingchen countless times in her heart, because the more Jingchen loved her and the more she wanted to stay by her side, the more Xiao Yu couldn't take Jingchen away.
Because her wings are not yet full, although she can defeat mortals, if Hua Li comes to beg him, Xiao Yu is not capable of protecting Jingchen.
Because Xiao Yu doesn't know when her demonic nature will be annihilated again and her mind will become stronger, and she may also accidentally hurt Jingchen, she can't joke with Jingchen's life, she said in her heart, "Jingchen, if I can see you again, I will never let go of ......"
Xiao Yu looked at Jingchen affectionately, "Jingchen, I'll leave tomorrow, I want to find a place to live in advance if I want to do it earlier." ”
"Okay." At this time, Jingchen really thought that Xiao Yu would take him with him......
"By the way, promise Qing Yao to accompany her to have one last meal tomorrow morning, you can accompany me, Qing Yao is reluctant to let you go." Xiao Yu smiled, but Jingchen vaguely saw a little bitterness in this seemingly ordinary smile.
"Okay, I'll listen to you." Jingchen put a hand on Xiao Yu's shoulder, whether it was the fairy world or the human world, it was the first time that he approached Xiao Yu so naturally and calmly.
"I'm going to leave suddenly, and I'm a little reluctant, come and go shopping with me!" Xiao Yu also looked at Jingchen very calmly.
"Okay." Jingchen bent down, supported his knees with his hands to keep his eyes level with Xiao Yu, and helped Xiao Yu dry his tears with his hands, "Why do your tears always hang on your face?" Didn't you cry before? ”
"From ...... Once upon a time? Xiao Yu looked at Jingchen in surprise, as if he saw something new in Jingchen's eyes......