"What?" I was dumbfounded, "Xue Zikun, what did you say?" ”

"This kid can't be asked for a while." Xue Zikun lowered his eyes, I couldn't see his expression, so I had to listen to him say, "At this stage, I can't ....... it"

"I have a way." I pushed him away vigorously, completely ignoring my injured palm, "I don't know what shook your decision, but I can bring it myself, Xue Zikun, you bastard is not once or twice, what happened in Korea I will never forgive you, and now, I will not forgive." ”

"Xia Xia, listen to me." Xue Zikun was also anxious, he hugged me from behind me, and his face was on my head, "I'm not by your side, it will be very hard for you to take care of a child, and ...... I'm a soldier, I'm afraid I can't decide the matter of marriage myself, and besides, if you let the Xue family know that you have this child, you will be in deep danger. ”

"What danger will I have?" I laughed, "You're just making an excuse for not wanting to be responsible, the child's affairs are not discussed, I want him." ”

Xue Zikun didn't speak, just hugged me like that, and I broke free of him with all my might, "Don't touch me." ”

"Xia Xia, don't do this."

"What else do I do?" I closed my eyes, two lines of tears crossed my cheeks, "You're busy with yours, I'm busy with mine, and I'll take good care of the child." Don't bother. ”

"Xia Xia, now is not the time to talk angry, we will have children in the future, you wait for me to be stable, I will give you a perfect wedding, and we will have a few at that time, but now it really can't." Xue Zikun kissed my neck, very thin, very light, "He didn't come at the right time." ”

"Am I also showing up, isn't it time?" I reached out and wiped my tears, the bandages on my hands were oozing blood from my intense activity, and I looked at my palms and suddenly wanted to laugh.

"You're bleeding." Xu Zikun also saw the blood stains on my palm, he rang the call bell at the head of the bed, and Lie looked at him indifferently, "It's bleeding, what's wrong with bleeding?" Isn't that normal? ”

The doctor came quickly, because many medicines could not be used, my wound did not heal very well, and the knife pierced the entire palm that day, and the wound was very deep.

The wound was still a blur of flesh and blood, and the doctor cleaned it and sprinkled it with some medicine that could relieve the pain.

"Don't get wet, don't move." The doctor repeatedly instructed Xue Zikun and said, "The patient is special, because many drugs cannot be used because of pregnancy, so you can only stand up like this, and your family members will take care of it." ”

Xue Zikun frowned, and after the doctor left, he asked me, "The reason why I don't want children now is because I can't protect you yet, Xia Xia, do you have to admit that I can't protect you in front of you, I don't have that ability?" ”

"I don't need your protection, and I'm fine."

"This is not the time for you to be willful." Xue Zikun hugged me in his arms, "I can't risk losing you." ”

"You've ever lost, Xue Zikun, have you thought about my feelings? Just now, I was going to propose to you. I cried, tears became more and more disobedient, "If you don't get married, you won't get married, it's nothing, I also admit it as a single mother, but what is your attitude?" This is your child, you say don't want it? ”

"I ........" Xue Zikun looked at me speechless for the first time, he must have something psychological, otherwise it wouldn't be so abnormal, I thought of his going back to the army, and said with a cold face, "You better go back to the army, I'm no problem alone." ”

"Xia Xia," Xue Zikun hugged me tightly, "You forgive me, forgive me for not having the ability to break away from the Xue family like Xue Zixu, I still have to take care of my mother, I still have some things to deal with....... Xia Xia, in short, I love you, but this child really can't be wanted now. ”

"You don't have to worry about it." I broke free of him and lay down on the bed on my side, Xue Zikun also followed on the bed, hugging me behind me, neither of us spoke, for a long, long time, my tears wet the pillow, and Xue Zikun let out a long sigh, which made me more and more aggrieved.

I just knew that Xue Zikun, who I loved, was not an omnipotent person, and the reason why he was perfect was because the world he was in compiled a dreamlike love for me, and without that world, he was also an ordinary man.

In front of this child, Xue Zikun's everything became so powerless, and I suddenly felt that my blindness to love could not solve the fundamental problem between us.

Love, marriage.

Bubbles, reality.

My dad once asked me, would you like to be the woman behind Xue Zikun? A woman who will not be recognized by him, a woman who cannot be brought to people? What I said at the time, I said I didn't care.

Now that I think about it, it's really a slap in the face.

Xue Zikun got up first when it was dawn, he kissed my face for a while, and then went out, I didn't sleep all night, my eyes were sore and swollen, I turned over, got up, and prepared to go to the bathroom.

The bathroom was not far from the door, and I heard someone in the hallway talking, in a low voice, "Make a decision?" ”

"I'll go with you in a moment."

"If your mother knew, this matter would not be so simple, after all, there is Qu Man."

"Okay, you don't have to worry about my business."

"Departing in half an hour."

"Hmm."

Although the voice is small, I can clearly tell that Xue Zikun and Xue Zixu are talking, they were still tense yesterday, when did it become so good? Is there still a lot of business?

Qu Man? What does this matter have to do with Qu Man?

It was quiet outside, I turned around and went to the bathroom, and then I heard the sound of the door opening outside, I hid my inner emotions, and before I finished urinating, the bathroom door was pushed open, Xue Zikun stood at the door, looking at me in panic, I looked at him, and finally he went out without saying anything.

In addition to the bathroom, Xue Zikun was sitting on the edge of the bed waiting for me, there was porridge and buns on the table, he didn't raise his eyes, and said softly, "Eat." ”

I didn't speak, sitting in front of him, Xue Zikun put the chopsticks in front of me, "I'm going to leave in a while, Xue Zixu will help you deal with the child's affairs properly, don't go back to our house, I asked Xue Zixu to arrange another place for you to live, I transferred a sum of money to your card, so you. Life won't be so hard in the future, and besides, I will come back as soon as possible."

I didn't move my chopsticks, I lost my appetite.

Xue Zikun fed me a mouthful of porridge with a spoon, I suddenly became nauseous, covered my mouth and went to the bathroom, Xue Zikun followed behind me, and asked anxiously, "What's wrong, what's wrong?" ”

I rinsed my mouth and calmed down a lot, "It's okay, it's just a normal reaction to pregnancy." ”

"Xia Xia, this kid ......"

I turned back to Xue Zikun and smiled, "I understand what you mean." ”

Xue Zikun hugged me, his snort rushed into my neck, and his hand stroked back and forth on my waist, "Xia Xia, I love you, I love you very much, I love you very much." ”

If it was before, such beautiful love words would have made me want to make a promise immediately, but now, I am suddenly very disgusted, a person who says that he loves me, can't marry me, and wants me to kill my children, why am I so desperate?

There was a knock on the door outside, Xue Zikun was stunned for a moment, and kissed my eyebrows: "Go to the place arranged by Xue Zixu and wait for me, I will come back as soon as possible." ”

I nodded yes and smiled heartlessly, "I remember everything you said." ”

Xue Zikun reluctantly went out of the door, and I, leaning on the door panel, felt very dizzy, and after my eyes were closed, there was a scene in front of Xue Zikun saying that I didn't want this child.

After he left, I took my bag and went out, there were a few people in black standing in the corridor outside, they stopped me and asked politely, "Mr. Xue commanded, you can't go out." ”

"Why can't I get out?" I looked at the expressionless men in black, and thought to myself that they must have been under the control of Xue Zixu, there were four black-clothed people here before, but since Mrs. Xue came to make trouble, the number of people has increased to ten.

I can't understand a little, is this protection, is it surveillance? Or control?

I could only go back to my room, Xue Zikun asked me to listen to Xue Zixu's arrangement for everything, I have seen Xue Zixu's methods, since I was not allowed to have this child, even if they tied me up, they would tie me to the operating table!

I immediately felt a feeling of powerlessness.

Man is a sword, I am a fish.

When Tang Yan came, he saw my crying rabbit-like eyes, and he couldn't say a word in surprise, he looked around the room, "What about that guy?" ”

"Gone." I leaned back on the bed, out of breath.

"Fuck, it's just about leaving, coming on, what kind of thing does he think he is!" Tang Yan was anxious, "Then what are you crying about?" ”

I wiped my tears and said to Tang Yan in a tone close to pleading: "Tang Yan, help me, I want to leave here." ”

There are Xue Zixu's people guarding the corridor, and Tang Yan has been specially appointed and can come in at any time.

"What did that guy do to hurt you?" Tang Yan hurriedly circled back and forth, looked at my red eyes, and sighed: "It's no problem to transfer to the hospital, I'll arrange it immediately." ”

Tang Yan ran out like a gust of wind, and within ten minutes, he brought in a wheelchair, "Let's go." ”

"What about those people out there?"

Tang Yan smiled mysteriously, "Exchange me, I've been skipping school since I was a child, and my escape skills are full marks!" ”

I got into a wheelchair, and as soon as I got out of the room, someone stopped us, Tang Yan took out a piece of paper and shook it in front of the man in black, "Let's go for a checkup, the nurse will notify you." ”

The man in black looked at each other as if he couldn't be the master, Tang Yan was anxious, "We just went downstairs to do B ultrasound, can I still harm her?" ”

"Mr. Xue said she couldn't leave here."

"Mr. Xue said it was your father, and he was also your father? Now that Midsummer is a little uncomfortable, she must have a B-ultrasound examination, you know, she is the grandson of your old man Menxue in her belly, who will take care of something happening? Tang Yan said very evilly, "Pull aside, pull aside." ”

The man in black did not give up: "Then let's follow." ”

"What are you going to do with a woman doing B ultrasound? I can't even get in. Tang Yan waved his hand, "You Mr. Xue have an order, saying that you can also watch B ultrasound in midsummer?" ”

The man in black stopped talking, and Tang Yan snorted coldly, "Get out of the way." ”

The man in black didn't follow the elevator, I looked at Tang Yan and made an awesome gesture with my thumb, Tang Yan was complacent, "Hmph, I'll just say it, I'm the best at coercion and temptation." ”

We went directly to the underground parking lot, Tang Yan let me get into the car, he blew the buckle and looked at me, "Do you have a bird-like pleasure out of the cage now?" ”

I looked at the steering wheel, "You drive well, our mother's life is in your hands." ”

"Where are you moving now?"

I thought of what Xue Zikun said, he said that I should not go back to the place where I lived before, I really didn't plan to go back, I was afraid that I would go crazy in that house with our sweet memories, "I have to rent a house." ”

"Renting? Are you like this? Tang Yan shook his head and sighed, "Forget it, it's better for me to save the earth on behalf of the moon!" ”

Tang Yan took me to a community that is a little far away from the city center, although the surrounding facilities are not so perfect, but the air is very good, Tang Yan opened the car door: "Let's go, you live here." ”

"I'll stay for a few days and move out as soon as I find a house."

"Don't be reckless, how are you looking for a house by yourself now, let's go!"

This is a particularly simple two-bedroom living room, the house is not big, but the decoration is very chic, the overall style is pastoral style, Suihua curtains, floral tablecloths, floral sheets, people feel very comfortable.

"You did the renovation?" I looked around and said, "The girl's heart is bursting!" ”

"It's not bad if it was designed on a whim!" Tang Tan was very satisfied with his design, but turned around and was about to go out, "You tidy up here first, I'll go out and buy some things." ”

"What to buy?"

"Is it stupid to be pregnant for three years? Of course, it's eating and drinking, do you want you, a semi-disabled person, to go out and buy it? ”

After Tang Yan went out, I looked at the closed door and sighed in my heart, what kind of blessing did I cultivate in my last life, so that I have such a good friend.

This house looks like someone is cleaning it regularly, I can't move after the transplant, and the other hand simply wiped it with a cloth, and when I thought of Xue Zikun while wiping, I secretly held tears.

Women are made of water, and that's true.

Under the beloved man, it will soften into a puddle of water, and when it is hurt by the beloved man, it will cry into tears.....

After about two hours of work, there was a knock on the door outside, and I guessed that Tang Yan must have taken a lot of things and couldn't open the door, so he didn't think much about it, and opened the door directly.

Unexpectedly, it was Qu Man who stood outside the door.

She looked at me and smiled slightly, "I heard you're pregnant." ”

I nodded, "Yes." ”

"Sister Ruan wants to see you," Qu Man smiled, "and her grandson." ”

Qu Man smiled inexplicably, I was a little scared, so I took a step back, and suddenly, Qu Man took out a towel and put it on my mouth and nose, just a few seconds, I was confused, unconscious.