160 I don't want to have children yet

When I returned to the city, it was already completely dark, and Shao Ya sent me directly to the door of the apartment.

After getting out of the car, I suddenly felt a chill hit me, and I couldn't help sneezing, and the next second, Shao Ya quickly put on my coat, "Be careful of catching a cold!" ”

His tone was soft, with a look of pampering.

"Thank you, Shao Ya!" I looked up at him gratefully, "You've helped me a lot, I really don't know how to thank you!" ”

"You're my savior, who am I not helping you?" He pursed his lips and smiled, and suddenly raised his hand and stroked my hair.

I subconsciously dodged it, and he laughed and picked up a leaf and shook it at me, "It's just a leaf, there's no need to be so nervous!" ”

I also felt like I was overreacting, so I smiled at him embarrassedly.

Saying goodbye to Shao Ya, I went upstairs directly, and saw Ah Wen and Ah Jing at the door, the two of them looked cautious, and hurriedly greeted me when they saw me.

"Mrs. Xu, Mr. Xu is waiting for you!" Ah Wen quietly approached me, pointed inside, and said, "He had a meeting today, and he was in a bad mood, and he called you after the meeting, but you didn't answer." ”

I quickly took out my mobile phone, and suddenly found that the phone was out of battery, and after thinking about it, it was estimated that he was in a meeting when I called Xu Junyan, and when he called after the meeting, my mobile phone happened to be out of battery.

It's just a coincidence, and it's not intentional, so it's not going to be angry, right?

Push the door in, only the night light is turned on in the room, the light is dim, Xu Junyan is sitting on the sofa in the living room, he is staring down at the phone, there is a tall glass in front of him, I wrinkled my nose, smelling heavy alcohol.

The collar of his shirt was open, the cuffs were rolled up, revealing his muscular forearms, and his slender legs were fully open, like a cheetah hidden in the darkness, ready to pounce on me at any moment and hold me under its claws.

His posture makes me feel inexplicably short of breath, but when I think about it, my heart is empty! I didn't steal a man, I didn't kill people and set fires, why am I weak-hearted?

Besides, didn't I work hard all day because he didn't save him?

So I swaggered off my shoes at the door, and walked in with my bag without saying a word, wanting to turn on the lights by the way, but glancing at the god on the sofa, I still forget it.

"Where have you been? Why don't you answer the phone? "I was just about to go upstairs, but Xu Junyan suddenly stopped me, and his tone was heavy, which sounded like the rhythm of Xingshi's questioning.

"I went to see a few manufacturers, and the phone is out of battery!" I replied to him crisply, and my attitude was not kind.

"Who did you see?" He stared straight at me, his tone darkening.

Maybe it's because of the wine, his eyes are slightly red, which makes me feel slightly scared, but my naturally strong personality makes me still not to be outdone, "In short, he is a person who can help Yicheng get through the difficulties, Yicheng is not under your jurisdiction, and you don't need to ask so clearly!" ”

"The person who helped Yicheng get through this?" Xu Junyan suddenly sneered, and a compelling chill burst out of his eyes.

He walked towards me step by step with a calm face, and suddenly grabbed me by the collar, and then he held the phone up in front of me, "You'd better give me a reasonable explanation, otherwise ......"

"What are you smoking? What do you ask me to explain? He suddenly turned his face so quickly and violently, I was stunned at first, and then began to struggle, and out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of the picture on his phone screen, and I was stunned for a moment.

On the screen is a picture of Shao Ya and I standing together, he helping me put on my coat, he strokes my hair, and we look at each other and smile......

It's just a photo from a few minutes ago, and the person who took the photo obviously deliberately picked a tricky angle, specifically choosing the seemingly intimate picture of me and Shao Ya.

I struggled to free up one hand to snatch his mobile phone, and in an instant, Zhou Jingru's name came into view, and I immediately became angry, "You promised me not to contact her privately again!" ”

"You promised me not to see him again!" Xu Junyan sneered at each other, paused, he let go of my collar and pinched my chin instead, his face was awe-inspiring, and his anger was like a cloud that was constantly gathering, spreading little by little on his handsome and indifferent face.

"What do you want me to do? If you don't help me, will you let me watch Yicheng fall? I went to see Shao Ya, but only we just talked about work, as for the photos, I don't want to explain, you know what Zhou Jingru is thinking! "He exerted the force on his hands, my painful tears swirled in my eyes, anger and grievance welled up in my heart, and I had no patience to continue to deal with him.

"I don't know what she's thinking, I just know that my woman runs out with my seed to flirt with other men, and the other party is still my enemy!" The corners of his lips pulled a sneering smile, and his tone was sour and mean, "I doubt it now, you and him join forces to fight Zhengqing's idea!" ”

"You...... You're a bastard! His words hit me in the face like a silent slap, and I slapped him almost without even thinking about raising my hand.

For a moment, Xu Junyan was stunned, and I was also stunned, and when I came back to my senses, I pushed him away and went upstairs.

I don't dare to look at his face, I think his face must be more terrible than ever before, we are all carried away by anger, we need to be calm, we need to be alone.

However, just as I wanted to close the door, Xu Junyan suddenly pushed the door open and rushed in, I subconsciously retreated, he directly pushed me against the wall, and then kissed me regardless of it.

His kiss smelled of hot wine, and he pried open my teeth and rampantly entangled me, like the wild and domineering of the first acquaintance, and he gnawed at me like a punishment.

I was overwhelmed by his kiss, I held my stomach with one hand and pushed his shoulder with the other, but he grabbed my wrist and lifted it above my head.

The sound of my struggling gasps and breathing seemed to stimulate him, he was no longer satisfied with a simple kiss, his hand went up my waist, and his slender and slightly cool fingers ravaged my softness with a slight roughness, and in the haze, I heard the sound of metal clashing.

I came to my senses all of a sudden, and I roared his name angrily, "Xu Junyan, do you still want to have children!" ”

He was stunned for a moment, looking at me as if he had just woken up from a dream, his eyes flashing with deep shame, and then he easily opened my hand and carried me to the bed almost gently.

I pulled the quilt over myself and couldn't hold back my crying anymore.

With tears in his eyes, he reached out and stroked my cheek, and the moment his fingertips touched mine, I turned my head away from him.

"Get out, get out of here!" Thinking of the thrilling scene just now, I still can't forgive him for his recklessness and rudeness.

His hand stopped in mid-air, and I turned and buried my face in the pillow.

After a few moments, I heard the door shut, and I closed my eyes and let the tears wet my pillow.

I don't know what happened today, my original intention was really simple, I just wanted to keep my sincerity and my hard work, but I really didn't expect the process to be so difficult and complicated.

Xu Junyan is full of strength to fight Shao Ya to the end, he doesn't care about my feelings, I admit it, and I endure it, but I can't sit still, whether it is Chen Jianren or Shao Ya, as long as it is within the scope of my principles, I will cooperate with them and deal with them for the sake of righteousness and sincerity.

My character is so undefeated, before I met Xu Junyan, I still did after I met him, but there seem to be more and more contradictions between us.

All along, his mind remained the same, what he wanted was a rose in a greenhouse, a canary in a cage, and when my actions were out of his control, he would hold me hostage and punish me like a beast.

People often say that if you love someone, you will change for him, but in fact, what has changed in the adult world is just a compromise.

It's just that what makes me disheartened is that in my world with Xu Junyan, I seem to be the only one who has been giving in and compromising.

I don't know how long it took, Aunt Zhang knocked on the door and came in, she came in with food, saying that Xu Junyan specially instructed her, saying that I haven't eaten yet, and I must let her supervise me to eat.

First, I didn't want to lose my temper with Aunt Zhang, and secondly, I couldn't treat the child in my belly badly, so I had to get up and eat with a smile.

"Aunt Zhang, when did you learn to cook Cantonese food?" I asked as I ate.

Aunt Zhang smiled and handed me a bowl of chicken soup, "Where will I be?" Jun Yan drove out to buy it, and it seems that he went to your favorite Cantonese restaurant. ”

My heart warmed up, I swallowed the food in my mouth, and asked casually, "Aunt Zhang, has he eaten it?" ”

Obviously, I was still angry before, but I don't know why I was concerned about his food and clothing as soon as the words came out, and I was useless!

Aunt Zhang shook her head, "I don't know, he came back from outside and explained me a few words and then left, saying that the company still has urgent matters, and he may have to stay up all night tonight!" ”

"All night?" I was stunned for a moment, and an inexplicable pull came to my heart.

After dinner, I flipped through the parenting manual for a while, but my mind was in chaos, and I picked up my mobile phone and flipped out Xu Junyan's number, but I couldn't press it.

Forget it, it's okay if you don't come back, let him sober up, and I'm out of sight and out of mind.

Eventually, I washed up and went to bed as usual, and fell asleep groggily.

The morning sun shone through the curtains, and when I opened my eyes, my surroundings were still empty.

No, did you really stay up all night? And don't even make a phone call!

Marriage is not love, my attitude towards marriage has always been serious, I will not easily enter into marriage, and in the same way, I will not easily shake my belief in marriage.

Differences and conflicts between husband and wife are inevitable, although I am still angry with Xu Junyan, but I don't want to stay at home alone and sulk.

Especially when I think of Zhou Jingru deliberately making trouble, I can't sit still.

Half an hour later, I went out with my bag, "Ah Wen, Ah Jing, send me to the company!" ”

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