Chapter 1154: Pain
Returning to the cave mansion, Ling Yan breathed a sigh of relief, looking at Ling Shishi, who was still pale, for some reason, Ling Yan always had a feeling of fear of losing her in his heart.
And Ling Shishi's appearance was also preoccupied, the corners of her eyes flashed with a hint of complexity, her lips trembled, as if she was doing some fierce ideological struggle, her autumn eyes looked at Ling Yan, and she hurriedly lowered her head, trembling all over, her eyes gradually turned red, and the tears that she was holding would inadvertently flow down her cheeks with her movements...
Ling Shishi's abnormal appearance, how could Ling Yan not see it?
"What the hell is going on?" Ling Yan stared at Ling Shishi with a very serious expression.
However, this time, Ling Shishi didn't have much fear, she just smiled at Ling Yan with a little style, and didn't answer Ling Yan's question.
"Father, I think it's time for me to leave..."
Ling Shishi lowered her head and recited these words vigorously.
But these words tore Ling Yan into his sleep like a thunderbolt from the sky...
"Leave??" Ling Yan's heart shook violently, his brain seemed to have fallen into a big earthquake, and he couldn't be at peace, he hurriedly rushed over and grabbed Ling Shishi's shoulder, and asked in surprise, "Leave??" Where are you going?? You won't be allowed anywhere without my permission! ”
Although Ling Shishi said a few words very simply, these few words were explained a lot, and a lot was explained.
Ling Yan has understood, and he understands, Ling Shishi's abnormal performance today, or rather, in the past, is just a disguise, but even if it is a disguise, Ling Yan is very addicted, indulging in this feeling that should not be indulged.
She's leaving, she's... It's not after all....
Ling Shishi's pale face finally flushed, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
"I've been out for too long, I've wasted a lot of things, and they'll blame me!" Ling Shishi smiled with a hibiscus face, a smile that could make the heavens and the earth lose their color, like a cold poisonous needle, piercing Ling Yan's heart.
The poignant smile seems to be like a lilac slowly withering...
Yes, she's just a daughter she picked up, not her own daughter at all, and now, she's going back, and she seems to know where she should go back, so why do you want to keep her? ? Or, it's right to let her go back, at least that way, you don't have to follow yourself into the endless killing machine, maybe it's bland and bland, it's happiness...
Ling Shishi saw Ling Yan's pale and bloodless face, and her heart was also painful, holding back the tears that were about to overflow her eyes, she continued to laugh with tears, she didn't dare to cry, and she didn't want to cry, she just hoped that her impression in her father was that she was a girl who would never cry.
"Oh, go back! yes, you've been out for too long! Ling Yan said dryly, he found that at this moment, it was so difficult to spit out every word.
"Father, don't you blame me?" Ling Shishi lowered her eyes, looked at the ground, and said quietly.
"What do you blame??" Ling Yan said calmly.
"Blame me for hiding a lot, in fact, I know that I am not your biological daughter at all, and I also understand that I am a member of the Nuwa clan, everything, I know everything, I just pretend to have amnesia and hide by your side!" Ling Shishi bit her lower lip tightly, a little blood overflowed from her flower-like lip flap, but she still didn't let go, she was afraid that she would not be able to help crying.
Ling Yan just shook his head, silent.
"What are you doing this for?"
"Save people... Save me... Clansmen .." Ling Shishi wanted to turn around and leave, but she found that it was difficult.
"Oh... That's good, at least, you didn't do bad things behind my back, if that's it, I don't blame you, after all, people should think about themselves! ”
Ling Yan inhaled vigorously, although he felt that even if he was breathing now, it was so difficult, although, he should hate Ling Shishi, hate her for deceiving himself, but, he actually has a choice, since he can choose, then why let Ling Shishi lie to himself? ? It's just your own choice, why do you want to blame others?
If I hadn't kept her by my side, I wouldn't be where I am today.
"It's time for me to go..."Ling Shishi gently broke out of Ling Yan's embrace, and finally mustered up the courage to choose to leave.
Shui Yue still watched silently, silently...
Ling Yan didn't say a word, or rather, he didn't know what to say. Half-ringing, he seemed to know what to ask..
"You... Do you really see me as a father?? Ling Yan didn't know why he asked such a strange question, but the bitterness in his heart told him that this question was very important.
Ling Shishi's face was stunned for a moment, nodded, and shook her head violently, tears in her eyes kept spinning...
"Father, do you hate me?" Ling Shishi suddenly turned around, lowered her head and asked Ling Yan: "I took advantage of you and snatched the Ling Ying Divine Bell..."
Probably, Ling Ying Shenling is her purpose, right?
Ling Yan still didn't say a word, but he had already closed his eyes.
No one knew what he was thinking, but Ling Shishi felt extremely uncomfortable, and tears had overflowed her eyes, but she hurriedly turned her head away to prevent Ling Yan from seeing her sad appearance.
"Father, I have a life dispersion prophecy talisman here, if the people of the Shadow Palace in the sky embarrass you, you can use this talisman, it can save your life and send you away from the dangerous place!"
"Take it away, and besides, you don't have to call me father in the future, after all, you are no longer Ling Shishi!" Ling Yan endured the pain in his heart and said lightly.
Ling Shishi stiffened, standing there dumbfounded, clutching a charm in her hand...
She actually, in fact, doesn't want to leave, doesn't want to leave, but.... Time was running out, and if she could, she really wanted to be by his side all the time, but the reality was so cruel that even if she wanted to, the reality wouldn't allow it.
She knew Ling Yan's temper, and she also knew what the relationship between the two would be after today, tears had already wet most of her delicate face, but Ling Shishi did not show any trace of choking, her teeth were almost crushed, the blood at the corner of her mouth made the bright red on her lips strange, she raised her heavier and heavier steps, the hesitation at the beginning, gradually turned into resoluteness, and walked towards the outside of the cave, after a while, the breath was gone, and it dissipated...
Ling Yan sat quietly in the cave for three days and three nights, not moving, as if the old monk had settled down, and Shui Yue also sat silently beside him, accompanying him for three days and three nights, although she felt that her spirit was a little unbearable.
"Why did Sister Shishi lie to her big brother?? Why did she go? Shui Yue always asked herself like this, as if she was asking Ling Yan.
"I knew there would be such a day, but I never thought it would come so quickly!" Ling Yan took a deep breath and slowly opened his eyes, his voice still hoarse.
"That.. Big brother, do you hate Sister Shishi? ”
Ling Yan shook his head: "Hate what?" She's right, she approached me for the sake of her people and stole the Lingying Divine Bell, this is not despicable, if I want to achieve something, I will do this by such means, and besides, she is not sorry for me, why should I hate her! ”
"But she... She deceived you, and she deceived Yue'er!! Shui Yuexing's eyes drooped slightly, and said.
"Really??" Ling Shishi looked at Shui Yue's immature face, unable to speak for a long time...
It's just that Ling Yan is also pretending not to know, what he thinks in his heart, Ling Yan just hopes that he will forget the fact that he once had a daughter as soon as possible.
Do you want to kill her? If you can't do it yourself, so what?
I knew that there was today, and I knew that I would not see each other.
I know that there is today, but I know that I don't know each other.
The sun and the moon have never stopped for anyone, reincarnation, and it is just a waste of time.
A breeze, mixed with a few different breaths, blew into the cave...
"Heaven-level disciple Ling Yan, come out quickly, and follow me to the Punishment Heavenly Scene to meet Great Elder Ye Bianzhou!"
At this time, the cold and ruthless voice of the law enforcement disciple sounded outside the cave mansion.