Chapter 4: Grievances
In my memory, Pan Yueqing doesn't like to be so affectionately called Tong Shanshan, except for the strong love between the bed, the most outrageous nickname is the word "Shanshan".
However, Shanshan didn't have any joy at all, and even his limbs were almost paralyzed by heartache, his mind was blank, and his voice was far away from his own: "Before the end of the year? It's October ...... In such a hurry? ”
Pan Yueqing has always indulged Shanshan's jealousy and possessiveness, and after marrying her, she really didn't accept the singer beauty sent by others, and now it is inevitable to be sad and angry when she puts it on anyone.
Thinking like this, Pan Yueqing stretched out her hand to Shanshan in distress, this little guy still hasn't grown much meat after so many years, and he hugged her in his arms for fear of crushing her with too much force, and he has never been willing to accept softness, and he gets along with Song Xi, who has a needle hidden in the cotton, and he doesn't know how much he will suffer. The yard is fortunately big enough, and it is the same if the real marriage enters the door to find a reason to place a grounding order, so that she can go out of her garden less.
"If you don't want to see her......"
"Won't you marry?" Shanshan didn't know what Pan Yueqing was thinking, her eyes were slightly red and pushed Pan Yueqing away, and before the second sentence could be spoken, she was attracted by the bump felt by her hand against his chest, this dress was a gift from the Song family, and the pattern used was Pan Yueqing's favorite white crane playing in the water, and the color and texture of the fabric were all in line with Pan Yueqing's mind, so this dress would always be favored by Pan Yueqing.
The needlework is delicate and smooth, and the side walks beautifully and neatly, this kind of work has never been good at Shanshan, and Song Xi is suitable for doing this. Originally, Pan Yueqing preferred warm jasper rather than rough red stone.
"Shan'er, not everything can be defined by doing and not doing, too many things are involuntary......"
"I don't want to hear it." Shanshan shook his head and looked at Pan Yueqing's eyes with a slight coldness and disappointment, "If you really don't want to, Your Majesty will make it difficult for you?" Li Pi is now unmarried in seven out of twenty, why don't you see His Majesty taking care of his family affairs? ”
Pan Yueqing looked at Shanshan for a while and stood up: "If you don't calm down now, we'll talk about it when you calm down." ”
"Pan Yueqing, you originally wanted to marry Song Xi, didn't you?" Shanshan glanced out the window, the loquat tree swaggering in the wind had long been covered with a canopy, but originally, was this tree really planted for her?
"Don't think about it." Pan Yueqing said, "You are the head of the house, and what you do with the people in the yard is up to you, as long as you are measured." ”
The tone is flat and reasonable.
Shanshan came out of nowhere, and a wave of anger rushed straight to his head, as if the anger that had been suppressed for a long time finally found an outlet: "Just because I'm your wife?" If Song Hee was your wife, you would say the same to Song Hee, wouldn't you? If I wasn't your wife, and the person who married you wasn't me, I wouldn't be nothing, would I? Pan Yueqing, is the person you are facing now the word 'wife' or me Tong Shanshan! ”
Years of grievances really shouted out, but it was not much easier, but a sudden powerlessness spread through Shanshan's ears like hot spring water, until it engulfed her whole person.
In fact, what's the point of saying it, Pan Yueqing doesn't care about who is who, he just adheres to the identity standing next to him.
It's the same for everyone.
Shanshan closed his eyes, and turned to Su Qi and said, "Send off guests, I'm going to sleep." ”
It has been three months since Pan Yueqing and Shanshan last spoke, the weather is gradually cooling down, and when the beginning of winter is approaching, the housekeeper Pan Qi carefully came to report the family accounts, and the pen accounts are clear, except for the blank next to the word "concubine".
Pan Qi lowered his head and said: "Madam, the slave doesn't know how to deal with it properly, these days the old man is not at home, the old lady doesn't care about family affairs, so she has to ......"
"This little thing is still used to annoy Madame? Didn't the law stipulate that officials should not be extravagant and wasteful? It's just a concubine......" Rouge said angrily.
Shanshan interrupted her, looked at Su Qi and said: "Su Qi, you look at the silver two, don't fall into the handle, after all, it is rewarded by the Queen Mother, even if it is an object, you can't slack off." ”
"Yes." Su Qi saw that Rouge was dissatisfied and wanted to say something, so he hurriedly stopped her and led Pan Qi and Rouge out together.
As soon as he got out of the bamboo garden, Rouge slapped Su Qi's hand away: "What are you stopping me for?" This matter is not right in the first place! Now that the lady is still presiding over the matter of raising the size of the concubine, what is this? ”
Pan Qi coughed awkwardly on the side, and Rouge remembered that he was also a member of the Pan family, so he snorted and stopped talking.
"They all tell you to read less books and read more books!" Su Qi reprimanded, "Let me ask you, when our wife got married, who arranged the marriage ceremony?" ”
"The eldest princess and the old lady, as well as the wives of the Tong family."
Su Qi nodded: "Then I'll ask you again, now that the concubine room has passed the door, after the queen mother is a country, she naturally can't buy a concubine room, and the queen is even more impossible, and the eldest lady of the Song family is very disappointed in Song Xi, who else can do this concubine room ceremony now?" ”