Chapter 576
This is true even now.
But now that it's true, let's accept it.
He's already thinking about it.
Anyway, the only thing that can be grasped is now, so be happy in time. Let's try to live as a deed.
Besides, Lin Hua is really a very interesting guy.
You can joke with each other like boys, and you don't have to worry too much about it, and you don't need to be inhibited.
This is a big celebration for today's Yanye, and there is even a feeling of redemption.
"Yanye, you know how to control your own freedom. Is it called free will, although I don't know much. But that's how it feels to be in Chadongcheng."
"Know how to master freedom. Aren't you the same?'"
Yan Yuan thought in his heart.
I am just showing the "appearance" of freedom.
Pretend to be free, trapped in freedom, swayed by freedom.
It's just recklessness.
She seemed to be able to read his mind and said!!
"Me. It's a superficial freedom, just a feint. It's just pretending to do whatever you want. It's just a deliberate act of being uninhibited. Actually, I wish I could be like you."
Hear that. Yan Ye subconsciously shook his head.
He couldn't help but remember what the girl had said.
"No one can replace another."
blurted out, and he was stunned.
To put it bluntly -
Actually, everyone understands.
You are yourself.
Just the individual who is encouraged.
Everyone understands that no one can replace anyone.
It is because we understand that there are many different desires.
It's like Yanno has always wanted it!! can be the sister who dies for herself.
Yanye likes her sister very much. This sentiment has not changed to this day.
My sister likes to watch the stars and swim and has taught Yanye many things.
However. But she died.
In order to protect the word, there are no stars and no water flow, on the dry asphalt road!!
Yan Ye wanted to replace her, but he couldn't.
I tried to work hard, but I couldn't be like my sister in the end.
He's a pathetic guy. He's a coward.
Even so. Even so—
She-Lin Hua is still. Shamefully, she said to him, "Hmm...... Since it's summer, it seems like I should go somewhere.
"Where are you going?
"Uh!! By the way, how about a seaside or a swimming pool?"
"Are you sure?' you're going to play in the water and swim,
"Ah...... No, you don't have to go to these places. You can ...... anywhere It's all right.
"Then it doesn't matter if it's summer or not, so you don't have to go in the summer."
…… No, no, I want to go out for a walk with you!"
After speaking, Lin Hua was silent.
This...... Don't...... Isn't it
"What, you can't be...... You like me...... True......fake"
Yan Ye asked her in a joking tone.
"Talent...... Not really!"
Unexpectedly, her face quickly turned red.
That said, the answer is already obvious.
"No, it can't be true."
She nodded her head dryly.
"It looks like it's ...... Really."
The cheeks are flushed like cherry blossoms. Slightly bowed head. Nervous look.
"What the hell am I good about?"
He knows his problem is stupid, really stupid, he knows. It's just that
Unexpectedly, she asked him back!!
"Yanye, what do you like to eat?"
"Why do you suddenly ask this?"
"Don't worry about telling me so much.
"Hmm-that-hamburger steak.
"Sure enough, it's very much like you
"I'm so sorry. I'm just naïve and can't grow up, so what's the matter,
"Why do you like hamburger steaks?"
Increasingly incomprehensible. Confused by the question.
What you like is what you like, where there is any reason.
Because I want to eat. That's why I ate it.
And he replied—
One that's because...... Belch...... Because it's delicious.
"Then I, that's pretty much how I feel."
"What?
Do not understand.
Lin Hua likes Yanye, and Yanye likes hamburger steaks, which is the same feeling
Because it's delicious,
She smiled.
It's not clear, but the so-called liking seems to be what it is.
Alas-Yanye sighed softly.
Lin Hua is a lovely girl and she is very happy to be with. They can also talk to each other and don't need any extra worries.
"Actually, I'm dying."
Lin Hua seemed to have been attacked suddenly, and his face was stunned.
Then she stared intently at Kuyanye. Clam up.
The sound of bubbles emitted by the aquarium motor. It sounds so clear at the moment.
And then, Yan Ye found that those eyes were overflowing with tears. Now he was confused.
"Vine Lin Hua,"
A crisp sound rang out in the room.
On the left cheek, there was a tingling pain.
He was beaten.
was slapped hard by Lin Hua.
"If you don't like me, forget it, why bother with such outrageous lies to perfunctory me! Laughing at my mind—"
As soon as she said that, she turned around and ran out of the room.
Bang –
The door was slammed shut.
She was mistaken.
It's a real thing.
The truth of what seems to be a lie.
Although Lin Hua, who had no idea, had been permanently injured.
He just didn't want to hurt anyone. Why did it happen like this?'
It's inexplicable
What exactly is going on, it is completely incomprehensible.
- Suzu.
"Ah...... You made her cry."
The Maiden Grim Reaper stood aside.
It's better when it pops up.
The black cat beside him deftly looked at the deaf man who placed the aquarium.
"In vain! Is this fish delicious?
"It's better not to eat indiscriminately."
Teenage girl shrugged. Answer the black cat's question.
"You guy...... And what to do?
"I don't call you guy, I call me white."
What?
A little surprised.
The Grim Reaper in front of him seems to have a name.
"I'm Death No. xxx."
"Daniel, enough is enough. Come here
"Alright—"
The black cat named Daniel, with a reluctant expression on his face, jumped slightly. Looking into the white bosom.
"The price of your death. Is it the girl's tears, said in vain.
"No......" Yanno replied. Why me?
"What do you mean?
"If she doesn't like me, maybe she can get a clear response, whether it's acceptance or rejection."
"Then you can tell her if you don't know. Just say I like her."
"How can you say it? I'm dying, aren't I?" Yanye said anxiously.
As a result, he immediately revealed a solemn affection that he had never seen before.
It's as if the tone of the previous joke was just "disguise".
"You're not the only one who will die. Didn't I say, 'Tell you to play hard, and you have to work hard to live.'"
What is she talking about?
It's not just me,
So what'
The one who will die is himself, not anyone else.
Not someone else
Yan Ye's inner thoughts did not get any response, and the girl and the black cat just disappeared.
The next day, Lin Hua appeared with a smile.
Trying very hard to smile at him.
"No way, I still like you after all, well, that's it. So it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if you hate me or don't have feelings for me."
She smiled again.
I laughed too.
It's just that it's a little sentimental.
The heart feels ...... It hurts a little.
The TV in the living room is constantly showing flickering images.
Just after nine o'clock in the evening.
A movie starring a pop singer is being shown on TV.
Yan Ye's eyes were vacant, and he stared blankly at the TV.
Almost no sound reached the ears.
Only the image in front of you. Barely imprinted in my mind.
On TV, popular rock stars are performing sad expressions.
The rock singer played the sad wheat love very vividly.
And he was expressionless.
On TV, talented screenwriters are constantly creating lies that admit straightforwardness.
The screenwriter made Borage very badly. And he stared blankly at the front.
Inexplicably, I feel very sad.
Seemingly. Myself for Death -
— After all, it's fear.
Right.
That night, Yan Ye was floating in the starry sky in the water.
What will the fish do if they are tired of swimming?
I guess I'm looking for a new place to go.
Sink your body to the bottom. Yangzhi refracts the distorted night sky.
The moon was reflected in the water, and a crescent moon swayed gently.
Nothing beyond that.
I can't even hear a sound.
This is the universe.
Transparent universe.
Everything looks at the mystery, and it is so clear and transparent.
At this time. A familiar voice came from my ears.
"It's true that I used to say this on TV, so I pray to the stars that your future will not be full of the shadow of death, and that everything is just a nightmare!!
So gentle. It's my sister's voice.
Crystal clear, straight to the depths of the heart.
Parents must have great expectations for their sister.
As a result, my sister was taken away like this.
He was the one who took away his sister.
So. He wants to live with his sister's part. I want to carry my sister's future on my shoulder.
However. After all, there is nothing I can do.
Not only did he not be able to replace his sister, but he even handled his own affairs in a mess.
Destiny is predestined.
In the beginning. Is it destined to be like this?
This is. A one-way street that you don't have to choose!!
Yan Ye floats in the pool in the middle of the night and sinks.
Falling Poolsmith.
Reach out to the sky and stop.
I want to catch that bright moon.
Reach out again, then stop again.
It's a pity that it's gone, and I can't see it.
Disappeared from sight.
It's still close at hand.
In an instant, it was lost again.
"You are yourself, and no one can replace anyone else."
The words of the girl suddenly sounded in my head.
Pull out your hands and try to go up.
Right now!!
The blind man grabbed his hand.
Hold on hard and pull him back into this world from the universe of water.
"Yanye! It doesn't matter if you want to."
…… Why...... Lin Hua......?
Lin Hua is right in front of you.
Crying if.
"Because of you...... It hasn't come up yet! I thought you were dead!"
Her whole face was drenched. I can't tell if it's tears or Yong in the pool.
She thought Yan Ye would be here tonight, so she ran to the pool to find him.
Then he found that Yan Ye had sneaked into the bottom of the pool, so he stood by the pool and waited for him to come up. As a result, I couldn't wait.
Lin Hua is getting more and more old. In the end, for the sake of Yanye, I finally mustered up the courage and jumped out of the pool.
In order to avoid swimming lessons, I even put my father's piranha in it. Now he is not trembling and not jumping.
Her whole body was shaking.
That's right. She must be!!
"Hey, you're not hydrophobia?"
"No, I'm not afraid of water.
However, she shook her head in denial.
Then why do you tremble!!'
Lin Hua seemed to answer his doubts, and said-
"I was scared, and I panicked at the thought that you would die. Therefore I have nothing, I only have you."
She smiled.
Very far-fetched smile.
"It's so good, Yanye"
She hugged Yan Ye hard.
Tears welled up in his eyes.
"Thank you"
Even the voice was shaking.
I want to smile. Emotions and tears are completely uncontrollable.
"I...... Actually, I don't seem to want to die. I've always wanted to force myself to give up what I wanted to do. I hope to be a substitute for my sister...... But I'm so useless...... It simply can't be done...... But...... But I still don't want to live!! I really want to live. I want to live well...... I don't want to die......
Finally cried out.
Crying unbearably and uncontrollably catharsis.
For the first time, I spoke the words from the depths of my heart.
Something that once disappeared without even noticing.
Something that has been lost unconsciously.
And many things that are obtained in their place.
Lost my sister. The price of change is to realize that what medicine is called loss.
Therefore, gaining is a symbol of loss. Why do you lose leisure to gain new gains?
Here is this most important place. At this moment, he does exist.
Two people together.
With her -
"That guy. I guess that's going to change."
Well, I don't know."
"Speaking of which, in fact, you have faith in vain, right?"
"Perhaps. But — the real test is just beginning now."
That's like. A dream that shatters at the touch of a phantom is like a phantom.
However, there is a feeling that I can continue to live.
You can live well. Continue the feeling of not being able to walk.
The two walked together on the street after school.
Yan Ye had already decided to tell Lin Hua everything about himself and the god of death.
He didn't expect her to believe it. After all, that's ridiculous and incredible.
He just wanted to tell her everything.
Outcome. Lin Hua immediately showed a surprised expression.
Strong winds have been blowing since early morning today. She asked, while restraining her long hair that had been blown up!!
"She told you you were going to die."
"Hmm. That's right."
"That—did she say when you'd die?"
"Well, it shouldn't be long before that."
"How long. How long does it take?
Lin Hua is like a child who loves to break the casserole and ask to the end, insisting on asking clearly.
Because as long as it was related to Yanye, she was eager to know.
However, this inadvertently reminded Yanye. A very big focus.
"Uh-huh......
Soon, how long.
Although told that he would die. But he didn't say that he would die when he asked!
Think about it. I don't really believe in the Grim Reaper.'
Therefore. will not pay attention to what the other party says.
"Uh-huh......
…… Uh-"
The parts that I have never thought about or heard of, of course, I have no way of judging.
Yan Ye groaned, lost in thought.
"So. It's not bad at all." Lin Hua said suddenly.
"Ah, what,"
"I said it's not bad at all."
"Nothing is bad?"
"I don't know when I'm going to die. Aren't you the same as me?"
Ahhhh I see, that's right.
It's the same for everyone, and that's how we live.
Even if you understand the final outcome. I still have to continue to live.
The Maiden Grim Reaper once said.
The so-called destiny is "the operation of life".
I see, this is all predestined.
Man cannot survive in the running of life.
This is how human beings live.
That's what it means, really.
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