Chapter 193: Drinking
The harrier was stunned for a moment, then showed a helpless smile, and sat cross-legged on the ground with a skirt that was as gentle as water in the past.
Jingchen sat on the steps next to the bed, leaning on the edge of the bed, one arm curled up on the bed, and the other hand raised high, holding a jar of wine, which flowed down Jingchen's neck.
The harrier smiled and threw away the wine glass, sat at the feet of Jingchen, and raised the jar to drink proudly.
"Click!" There was a loud bang, and a jar of wine that turned out to be Jingchen had already been eaten, and Jingchen broke the jar with a frown.
Jingchen was not drunk yet, but when he saw the harrier there like a man drinking heroically, he couldn't help but rub his eyes, "You...... Is it a real Jade Harrier? ”
The harrier wiped the remaining wine from his mouth, "God, little fairy...... How much alcohol is consumed? ”
"Unexpected...... The Harrier Immortal still has such a side. Jingchen couldn't help but sigh that life is really devastating, even a fresh woman like the Harrier will drink so heroically, yes, who hasn't had a few things that want to use wine to kill their sorrows?
But Jingchen didn't know that the harrier drank with him like this, and those incidents that wanted to use wine to kill his sorrows were all related to Jingchen.
The harrier wants to forget the feeling that Jingchen makes her heart move, the harrier wants to forget the helplessness of Jingchen who loves Xiao Yu and ignores everyone else, and the harrier wants to forget the helplessness and loneliness of being in the Phantom Healing Hall, all of which need wine to solve......
"Yes, people, there are always things you want to forget...... the two of them drank wine, and even the tone of their speech was very different from before.
Jingchen's tone of voice became free, while the harrier became bold.
I don't know how much wine he drank, Jingchen's cheeks were red, and the harrier leaned his head against the corner of the table and breathed rapidly.
Tears suddenly burst out of Jingchen's eyes, and Jingchen staggered to his feet, stumbling in front of the Harrier.
Jingchen stared at the harrier, and the harrier at this time actually had much less wine in his stomach than Jingchen.
Jingchen suddenly approached, and the harrier's heartbeat suddenly became much faster.
But at this time, the harrier can only pretend to be drunk, so that even if Jingchen does something to himself while drunk, he can wake up the next day and pretend that he doesn't know anything, otherwise Jingchen will definitely feel very indebted to Xiao Yu and blame himself.
Although the harrier can drink with Jingchen arrogantly, but the harrier's mind is also delicate and amazing, she knows that she should think about it for Jingchen, and she can't blindly satisfy her desires.
If Jingchen wakes up and feels that he owes Xiao Yu something, I'm afraid that the harrier will blame himself......
Harrier is kind, even though she falls in love with someone like Xiao Yu.
The harrier knew what Xiao Yu meant in his heart, Xiao Yu was worried that he would fall into the devil and cause trouble and cause trouble, so he told himself that if Xiao Yu had something uncontrollable, he must not be soft.
Harrier admires Xiao Yu's courage and her love for Jingchen to sacrifice everything, so Harrier knows what to do and what not to do.
When two people fall in love with the same person, why fight to the death? Falling in love with the same person shouldn't it be more indicative that these two people have a little fate?
Why do you have to make enemies everywhere......
The harrier pretended to be drunk like that, opened its eyes and watched Jingchen approach little by little.
Jingchen was almost the same distance from the tip of the harrier's nose, and the harrier was breathing rapidly, but he didn't dare to open his eyes.
Jingchen kept staring at the harrier's eyes and approaching the harrier.
Just as he was about to touch the tip of the harrier's nose in the next second, Jingchen stopped.
The harrier found that there had been no movement, so he opened his eyes, only to find that Jingchen was staring at him with red eyes, "What's wrong with God?" ”
Jingchen sighed softly, and leaned over on the edge of the table beside the harrier, "You're not her......"
Fortunately, Jingchen stopped at the last moment, otherwise after Jingchen woke up, both of them would have changed a little.
"God...... Would you like to hear from me? "The harrier wants to know more about Jingchen, in the past, Xiao Yu was by Jingchen's side, and the harrier felt that he was not very suitable, and now that Xiao Yu is gone, can't he make friends with Jingchen?
Jingchen's eyes suddenly lowered, "Heh, why don't I want to keep her?" I will never give in if there is half a point, and I don't know how many people love her? How many people covet her presence every day and every night? And how many people want to take her for themselves? I thought I had done everything I could to keep her, but in the end, I was so powerless. She always believed in me, and even until the last moment, she wanted to try again to see if there was a chance to stay with me, to stay by my side, which was supposed to be my request, but turned into her bitter plea, how could I not be uncomfortable......"
"Bai Yu Shangxian is a smart woman, she will definitely understand you." The Harrier turned sideways and looked at Jingchen with a sympathetic face.
Jingchen sneered again, "Heh, it's because I know Xiao Yu's temperament too well, it's because I know that Xiao Yu will definitely forgive me, it's because I know that Xiao Yu will definitely forgive me, and I will be so guilty." On that day, I shut her out because of a silver hairpin, and she caught a cold, but she didn't blame me, and even relied on me more than before, trusting me, how could I be worthy of her undesirable love......"
Jingchen curled one knee and rested one elbow on his knee.
With the other hand, he took out another jar of wine and drank it all.
"God, since the White Feather Immortal is willing to suffer in order to stay by your side, you should understand her thoughts, why are you here to drink to kill your sorrows?" Although the harrier likes Jingchen, the harrier knows that Jingchen has a heart, and now there is only Xiao Yu alone.
In Jingchen's heart, except for Xiao Yu, only the guilt of Xiao Yu remains.
How can I bear to take advantage of it? It's better to be a favor and have a drink with Jingchen, which can be regarded as Jingchen owing himself a favor.
When Jingchen called himself "I" in front of the harrier, at that moment, the harrier seemed to feel the same love for himself and Xiao Yu for a moment, and at that moment, it seemed to be the happiest time for the harrier to be lonely for thousands of years......
"I owe her ...... Too much, too much, I am weak in the world, I have to block everything for me, but when I return to the fairy world, she will be punished for my uselessness, and go to the most mysterious prison in the fairy world. What I gave her may have been a lot in the eyes of others, I changed my temperament for Xiao Yu, and secretly rebelled against the immortals of the Emperor of Heaven for Xiao Yu, and no longer focused on the fairy world, but these, in my opinion, are far from enough...... Xiao Yu sacrificed much more for me than I did willingly for her, but she never asked me for anything, she could even give up my love, she just wanted to stay by my side, how could I not know......" In fact, Jingchen's thoughts about Xiao Yu have always been clear.
Maybe it's also because Xiao Yu never hides it in front of Jingchen.
Jingchen knows even more about what Xiao Yu has done for himself, but Jingchen has no way to repay it, so he can only silently accept Xiao Yu's unconditional kindness to him.
Jingchen also happened to see someone who was happy with Xiao Yu but was ruthlessly rejected by Xiao Yu, and Xiao Yu at that time seemed to be another person.
Just like the original dust, except for Xiao Yu, there is no room for anyone in his eyes.
The harrier didn't know how to comfort Jingchen, but in the eyes of the harrier, Jingchen had never been so impulsive to drink so much wine by himself, not caring about the things that needed to be solved later.
I'm afraid that Jingchen won't be able to keep Xiao Yu this time, not only Xiao Yu is sad in her heart, but I'm afraid the saddest thing is Jingchen who can't do anything about watching Xiao Yu leave his side.
Except for Xiao Yu, no one had ever seen Jingchen with red eyes blaming himself, and the harrier looked at this high Jingchen god so embarrassed in distress.
"Perhaps...... I have never been worthy of her, she has the only appearance in this world, hides the most powerful power in this world, and is the most cherished race in this world, but such a perfect her, she who should have been held by the stars has been wronged again and again for me, how should I be good......" Jingchen raised a jar of wine again.
The harrier frowned lightly, and snatched the wine jar from Jingchen's hand, "My lord, there are still things you need to deal with in the Heavenly Emperor for a while, so don't drink so much wine." ”
The harrier's "adult" stung Jingchen's heart even more, Jingchen frowned, stared at the harrier, and tears slid down his eyes.
The harrier panicked all of a sudden: "God, what's the matter?" ”
Maybe it's because I've been around Jingchen and Xiao Yu for too long, and sometimes the harrier will forget, blurting out and calling Jingchen "adult", whenever this happens, maybe ...... Only then will Jingchen look back at the Harrier.
Jingchen hurriedly wiped away his tears and stood up, "Gaffe." ”
"It's okay, God has nothing to do." Maybe the harrier also realized that it was because of the "adult" that he blurted out that the emotional gap between Jingchen suddenly became so big, and it seems that he should be more cautious in speaking out in the future.
Jingchen staggered to his feet, and the harrier wanted to help, but Jingchen pushed away the harrier's hand, "No need to bother." ”
The harrier couldn't help but blame this unobstructed mouth, if it weren't for Fang Cai's "adult" that evoked Jingchen's memories of Xiao Yu, maybe Jingchen would have poured out more words to himself.
At this time, the harrier, I don't know when, was completely moved by Jingchen, maybe it was because Jingchen suddenly approached just now, or maybe it was just when Jingchen confided in him.
The harrier may sometimes feel that he is taking advantage of the void, but now he is beside Jingchen and Xiao Yu is Konghou, if he just says a few words, what if he just says a few words?
It's an undeniable fact that harriers like dust, but it's ...... Maybe it's not love at the moment.
The harrier stood in place, looking at the wine jar in one place, but the corners of his mouth unconsciously raised, at least this is the place where he and Jingchen used to drink together and talk about their hearts.
Perhaps women always like to reverie out of thin air, and always love to fantasize about their future with an impossible person.
The harrier knows no more than Jingchen's love for Xiao Yu in his heart, but he still has to insist on fantasizing.
How could the harrier not know that Jingchen could have red eyes and tears for Xiao Yu, and he could plead bitterly for Xiao Yu kneeling at the feet of the Emperor of Heaven, and he could be willing to re-enter reincarnation for Xiao Yu.
If these are not the embodiment of Jingchen's undying love for Xiao Yu, what else can express Jingchen's love for Xiao Yu?
In love, it seems that all people are deceiving themselves, hiding from themselves, but losing their hearts.
The harrier is nothing more than the next Qing Yao, and more likely the next Zhumo.
But the Harrier had forgotten early on, if it weren't for Xiao Yu's understanding that he was the life-saving benefactor of Jingchen and Xiao Yu, how could the Harrier have survived until now.
You must know that Xiao Yu is two completely different people in front of Jingchen and in front of others.
That day, the harrier saw Xiao Yu's appearance after entering the demon......