The autumn rain leaked and dredged the paulownia, and it was sprinkled down the eaves, and Qingmiao held up an umbrella to help Wuwu take a look at the house, the house was in disrepair, and I was afraid that there would be some leaks when it rained, so Wuwu moved the futon to the ground, which did not affect her chanting and meditating.

It was still raining outside, and Qingmiao couldn't wear a robe to repair the roof, so she made tea on a small table in the Sanssouci house, and after Sanssouci finished reciting the mantra of death, she called her to come and drink.

"It's a harsh environment here, are you used to living there?"

Carefree smiled: "I have experienced a more bitter environment than this, and now it is nothing bitter." ”

Qing Miao poured her a cup of tea, he knew Wu Wu before, Jing'er's eldest daughter tablet stands here, Wu Wu often follows the golden boy to incense the girl, Qing Miao also said a few words to her, but I didn't expect her final destination to fall here.

Carefree is very grateful to Qingmiao for taking her in, and Qingmiao Buddhism is profound, she also likes to listen, he has been born and entered the world, and his master is a high monk, carefree and dull, often ask him to solve his doubts.

It is not good for a nun to go to the front of the Zen Temple, and she is ashamed to ask when she comes, and this time she has doubts again, and asks: "If a person makes more evil obstacles, will he go to hell after death?" ”

Qing Miao said: "The Buddha said to put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha on the ground, if he repents, he will not." ”

Worry-free said: "He didn't put down the butcher's knife, in the eyes of the world he is a Shura demon, in my eyes he is a god descended into the world, will he go to hell?" ”

Qing Miao smiled: "If you are a Buddha, he will not." ”

If she is a Buddha, no matter how many sins Ling Xing creates, she can cross him, but she is not.

Wu Wu asked: "How can I become a Buddha in the mortal womb of the flesh?" ”

Qing Miao sat in the cloud dance and spoke, he said: "There is a Buddha in your heart, you are a Buddha." ”

Carefree smiled bitterly: "Master, I'm stupid and can't understand." ”

Qing Miao asked her, "Who are you reciting these mantras for?" Who did you copy the Lotus Sutra for? It is not that you can become a Buddha by reciting the Buddha and copying the scriptures, but if you are sincere to the heart of the Buddha, the Buddha knows that the Buddha will bless you and the people you care about. ”

He studied Buddhism, and he also had a Buddha in his heart, and his heart had been born, but his torso was still alive, so he had to cater to the laws of this world.

Qing Miao's comfort did not play much role, after the rain stopped, Qing Miao repaired the roof for her, after he left, the mountain was lonely again, worry-free standing under the eaves to see the mountain fog, as if there was a person coming against the light, she reached out to touch, but through the light mist dissipated invisible, after the rain there are unknown insects and birds chirping, crisp and pleasant, it seems that Xiang'er is in her ears The voice is delicate, but she looks around, but she is at a loss, she is the only one independent in the world.

In the daytime, it is still like this, after nightfall in the mountains is silent, there are often all kinds of small beasts neighing and insects chirping, she is actually a very timid person, she has to be frightened when she hears any movement, she is very scared, but thinking of Ling Xing in order to save her tragic death, she wants to live with his expectations, Ling Xing has done too much, Xiang'er died young, she wants to live for them, accumulate more benefits for them, so that they can have a good baby, if it weren't for these beliefs to support her, she would have completely closed her eyes in that battle, but now, she feels that she can't hold on, Ling Xing and Xiang'er didn't know if they were gone, she wanted to go to them.

Chaoyang was sick and refused to accept the fact that Xiang'er had died, she was eight years old, she knew what life and death were, and when she died, she disappeared in the world, how could she be, how could Xiang'er disappear?

Jing'er relieved her of her and raised her body for half a month, but she didn't want to go to the palace again when she was sick, so Jing'er arranged a female school for her in Jiang's house, and asked Liu Fufeng and them to accompany her, and changed a few gentlemen, and the female history in the palace was also invited to teach her at home, Jing'er asked her, do you want to start over, build a new school, or those people before? Chaoyang suffered for a while, but decided to want those people before, Sister Mao'er, the Zhao family sisters, they are also her little sisters, Xiang'er is gone, she has to cherish these people even more, but so many people play together, but there is one less, and every time I think of her, I feel uncomfortable.

Jing'er was busy unleashing her daughter, and finally her daughter's mood stabilized, and she would laugh with the little sisters, but Jing'er smelled the bad news, and when the little novice of Huiguo Temple went to deliver firewood and rice to Wuwu in the morning, she was found hanging on the eaves.

Jing'er was embarrassed in her heart, preparing the car to go to Huiguo Temple, Qingmiao had already brought the body of worry-free to the Daxiong Treasure Hall to chant the scriptures, Jing'er arrived and saw a white cloth stretcher surrounded by candles, how much effort did it take to uncover the white cloth, the hanged person described as terrifying, not to mention that worry-free had been disfigured and broken, this corpse was really disgusting, but Jing'er was not afraid, only huge grief swept through the body, she thought that Wuwu had seen through the red dust, and was dedicated to cultivating to the Buddha, it turned out that she just had nowhere to go to the passive escape from the world, How could she let her go here and ignore her, Wuwu refused to go with her, and she would kidnap her too!

Qing Miao saluted Jing'er, he had found out that he was not ambitious yesterday, and he relieved her, and he couldn't guard her all night, so he asked the little disciple to go to see her early this morning, but it was still too late, he was very sorry, people were here for what happened, and he was guilty of not taking care of her.

Jing'er didn't want to listen to his explanation, worry-free is her most intimate sister, she is really incompetent these years, let her suffer and die alone, now it's too late to say anything, worry-free will not come back, she has also explained Chaoyang these days, saying that Xiang'er is gone, but your road is still very long, you will have many friends, now to her, I know how pale this comfort is, no matter how many friends she has, it is not that person.

Jiang Ji took up his post in the Jungi battalion, and when he heard the bad news of worry-free, he rushed to Huiguo Temple to accompany Jing'er, and take care of Wuwu's afterlife.

Jiang Ji has been running on several sides of the military camp mountain temple at home these days, and she is also very tired, Jing'er lives in the temple to pray for worry-free, Chaoyang goes to school at home, Jing'er didn't bring her, the palace says that Concubine Hui's mother and daughter died of smallpox, Chaoyang also thinks that Aunt Wuwu and Xiang'er died together, and now how to explain to her that her Aunt Wuwu died again?

Jing'er was too sad and didn't ask about the world, so she asked Jiang Ji to go back to take care of Chaoyang, she wanted to live in the temple for a few days, but Jiang Ji couldn't rest assured that she would come to see her every day, and she couldn't ask for leave in the barracks, and she couldn't see the light of day when she died.

Chaoyang children go to bed early, can't wait for their father to come back at night and fall asleep, wake up in the morning and go away, if it weren't for the next person to say that the father has come back, she doesn't know, only feel that she hasn't seen her father for a few days, her heart is empty, but she has passed the days of crying when she can't see her father, stay at home at ease, just sit at the door of her father's yard every day after school and look around.