95. Suicide

"Miss Midsummer, please."

The guard asked me to go back to the infirmary for breakfast, and came back to pick me up in half an hour, and when I arrived at the infirmary, I saw Qu Man standing in front of the window, she saw me, and smiled faintly, "Xue Shao's arrangements have been told to you, someone will send you back in a while." ”

"Are you here to kill me?" I looked at Qu Man and thought of her appearance in Sister Ruan's hall with a bucket of chainsaw man, "I thought I saw Li Da's face?" ”

"You see him, not me, why should I kill you?" Qu Man smiled. "I wouldn't be that stupid."

"It's rare that you can still keep your sanity at this time." I thought of the things that happened in Korea before, as well as the things I had done after returning to China, and plucked up the courage to stand in front of Qu Man, "But what are the things you did better than killing me?" ”

"I admit it, I arranged your wine with you in South Korea, and I also admit that I deliberately got close to Xue Zikun in front of you, I love Xue Zikun, and there is a relationship between us that you can never overcome," Qu Man was very calm, "Midsummer, so what?" You just don't like people, I can't have a good impression of you, your love can't move me, I just want to see you separate, I just want to let you get to this point. ”

"You made it." I raised my hand and slapped Qu Man hard, she didn't dodge, I had a lot of strength, her fair face was instantly red and swollen, but she still looked at me so calmly, "Let's fight, the rabbit is in a hurry to bite, and the dog is in a hurry to jump off the wall." ”

"I beat you, but I just think you are too shameless, you calculated me at the beginning, and Xue Zikun broke up after misunderstanding me, and then you deliberately got very close to Xue Zikun in front of me so many times, and deliberately stayed with him, so what's the use? Do you think you've succeeded? Now that I smiled, I took out the check given by Xue Zixu, "Now that Xue Zikun is gone, I got this, what about you?" ”

Qu Man didn't speak.

I continued, "Xue Zikun arranged a lot of things, but he didn't mention you, in fact, you are clear, the relationship between you is just a cooperative relationship, why should you be too serious, Qu Man, if I were you, I would have no face to see people for a long time, your profound calculations, in my opinion, are like children playing at home." And now what are you flaunting in front of me? What qualifications do you have? ”

Qu Man was slightly angry: "Midsummer, you don't deserve me to mention any qualifications to me!" ”

"Qu Man." The doctor appeared at the door, his eyes fixed on Qu Man, "You should know that this is not the place for you to come. ”

"When will it be your turn to mind my business?" Qu Man glared at him, "Get out of here." ”

"When will it be your turn to make a subordinate in the Xue family? Qu Man, there is a difference between master and servant, Sheng Xia is Xue Zikun's friend, and you are just a ....... of the Xue family" The doctor thought for a while, "There are really no words to describe your existence for the time being, what am I talking about, do you understand?" ”

"I know that you are not small, doctor, you hurt Li Da, and insulted me, but it doesn't matter, we will have many opportunities to contact in the future." Qu Man glared at me, "Midsummer, live well, you know, I just can't see you." ”

Qu Man bumped the doctor on the shoulder as he left, but the doctor laughed, and I asked him, "What are you laughing at?" ”

"There are too many self-righteous people in this world, and the one just now counts as one." The doctor comforted me a few words, "You are the first one who dares to yell at the Xue family, you are really bold." ”

"Doctor, do you know a lot of things about Xue Zikun? You don't know what unit he's in, you know you don't know ......"

"I'm just a doctor." The doctor interrupted what I was about to say, "Be better than yourself, as long as you live well, Xue Shao will rest assured wherever he is." ”

I nodded, as if I understood.

Qu Man didn't make any trouble when she came to make trouble, I knew that she was here to disgust me, but I didn't expect to be sneered at by the doctor, I couldn't see Qu Man standing in front of the window, the doctor stood behind me and said, "She is not qualified to walk in the courtyard, even if she wants to go to Sister Ruan, she must take a car or a corridor." ”

"Why? What kind of existence is she? ”

In fact, I have wanted to ask this question for a long time, I have asked Xue Zikun several times before, and he has been secretive, but this time I had a rare opportunity to ask, but the doctor said, "I'm just a doctor." ”

In fact, I am already very grateful to the doctor for what he did for me, although I seem to be unpopular, but I was saved by him at this life-threatening moment, I put my gratitude in my heart, and I still said thank you.

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When these people sent me back to the imperial capital, they used a very polite way, four people sent me to the airport, two people sent me to the imperial capital, they didn't send me back to any house, just put me at the airport in the imperial capital and then went back, I stood alone in the airport hall and watched the endless flow of people, endured the tears that were about to fall, and went back to the city by subway.

I went straight back to my home with Xue Zikun, which is not the kind of scene as the legend, such as the door lock has been changed, or the new owner has been moved in inside, and there is nothing wrong with me, but when I got home, I found that the home was still the same as before, the difference was that there was a file bag on the table in the living room, I opened it curiously, and inside was a house book, as well as a house deed tax and other bills, on which the property owner wrote my name, Midsummer.

The registration date of this house was about a week ago, and it was no accident that it was placed here, after I left here, someone still came to my home, and yes, when Qu Man took me away, it was opened with Xue Zikun's key bag.

Forget it, I really don't want to think about those things, I can't think of anything to think of, I feel very tired, I went back to the room and lay on the bed, turned over and fell asleep.

I woke up hungry in the middle of the night, and I didn't eat much for the day, so I got up and cooked a bowl of noodles by myself, and the refrigerator was neatly stacked with these two dozen Sprites, thinking about the embarrassing things that were still here a few days ago. Now, it's become a waiting for me alone.

But what is there?

After eating noodles, I went back to sleep, and this sleep went straight to noon the next day, when I took a shower, I saw the red marks on my back, and I forgot to rub the ointment at that time, and now I can't reach it alone, but that's it.

Xue Zikun was beaten so much, he must have hurt even more.

I looked at myself in the mirror blankly, tears were rolling in my eyes, I still held back, Xue Zikun said that I couldn't see me crying, so I couldn't cry.

It's very simple to live like this for a long time, as if time flies, and it seems like years to live.

I live in an isolated world, and every day I have to be kind to myself except waiting.

Xue Zikun, I'll be fine, wait for you to come back.

Two weeks later, when Tang Yan called me, I was cleaning at home, and I ironed Xue Zikun's shirt, I was afraid that when he came back, he would dislike the shirt with too many folds, you know, he is very particular.

Tang Yan said that he wanted to take me to eat delicious food, I didn't want to go, he said that something like that happened at his house that day, he wanted to make up for it, by the way, he brought me and Chen Mo gifts, it was his award-winning work, and in the end he couldn't twist his soft grinding and hard bubbles, and agreed to his invitation.

Tang Yanding is a particularly high-end western restaurant, on the sixteenth floor of a hotel, with an excellent view.

He was staring at the window with a red wine when I arrived, and I walked up to him for a moment before he realized my presence.

"Coming?" Tang Yan pulled me to look out the window, "See?" In that building, someone was going to jump. ”

I saw a red shirt standing on the top of the building, because of the distance, I only saw a general figure, but I couldn't see the face, the woman was thin, sitting alone on the railing of the hotel roof, as if the wind was blowing, and she might fall down at any time.

"What's the matter, I can't think about it." Tang Yan shook his head, "Now this person, he is looking for death at every turn, I really don't know what to think." ”

"Because of feelings." As soon as I finished speaking, my mobile phone rang, it was Chen Mo.

We hadn't called for a while, so I picked it up, "Chen Mo, are you back?" ”

"Xia Xia." Chen's tone was very bad, "I'm very grateful that I can have such a friend as you, I'm going to a far away place, I wrote you a letter in my home, and I put the key in the switch box at the door, in fact, I don't have anything to say, I just haven't talked to you for a long time, I miss you very much." ”

"Momo, what's wrong with you?" Chen Mo definitely encountered something, and I asked tentatively, "Where are you?" ”

"I'm ........ Hahahaha" There was Chen Mo's laughter for a while, low and depressed, "I'm the closest place to heaven." ”

"Silent, where the hell are you, don't scare me." I was anxious, grabbed the phone and asked, "Did someone bully you?" Where you are, I'll look for you. ”

Tang Yan saw that my face was not right, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong with Chen Mo?" ”

I pressed the hands-free button, and Chen Mo's words came out of it: "Don't use it to find me, everything is my willingness." After Chen Mo finished speaking, he hung up the phone directly, Tang Yan was anxious, "What's the situation, this eldest sister can't film and be depressed!" ”

"Oh, look, the man is on his feet." Someone next to him looked at the red figure in the distance with a telescope, and didn't forget to say to the people around him, "Why does it look so familiar?" It seems that he has acted in some TV series. ”

Tang Yan couldn't help but walk to the table on the side, snatched the person's binoculars and looked at it, and scolded as he looked, "Fuck, it's Chen Mo who is going to jump off the building over there." ”

I immediately panicked, quickly took out my mobile phone and dialed 110, and after saying the specific location of the building, I ran with Tang Yan at a trot all the way to the building, I kept thinking silently in my heart, Chen Mo, don't think about it, you must wait for me, you must wait!

Tang Yan saw that I was running slowly, and took my hand and ran all the way, I didn't care about it at the time, but I forgot about the sensitive relationship between me and Tang Yan.

There are two very hot search headlines on Weibo this day, one is that Tang Yan and his girlfriend are holding hands on the street and running away, and the other is the suicide attempt of the new Huadan Chen Mo.