Just ask
"Why don't you speak, what are you thinking?"
Chang Ji stopped his chopsticks and smiled: "You just want to see me so much." If you don't see me, don't you just think about tea and dinner, and can't sleep at night? ”
"Naturally, it's ......" blurted out, forgetting to be reserved.
I hurriedly covered my mouth, and when I looked up, I noticed a faint and barely visible smile in his eyes. He probably didn't expect me to be so direct, hesitating, and speechless.
I bit my chopsticks and said to myself, "Do you think I'm laughing at me because I have no skin and no face?"
Changji smiled with his eyebrows, winked at me informally, and said clearly: "It's good."
Although his speech has always had a deep meaning and his words are short, these three words ...... What do you mean, and what do you mean by good?
The table was silent, so quiet that only the sound of me chewing vegetables remained. Since I came to Nanzhan, I have been ** for so many years, I have become accustomed to eating and chewing slowly, but if I don't make a sound at all, I really can't do it. Changji is different from me, he basically has no sound when eating, and his expression is also light, and he tastes every dish on the table, and he can't see likes and dislikes.
Since when did I start to understand Changji less and less, and when we got along for a long time, I never understood his temper.
After eating, Changji went to the study to read as usual.
I put down the bowl and followed. Recently, he has been very busy, and he has to do everything by him, as if he can't do without him, but today he has the leisure to go to the study to read some miscellaneous books.
I sat quietly, leaning on the table with my hand, looking at Changji fixedly, he was carrying a copy of "The Biography of Mu Tianzi", and there was one article to flip through. It can be seen that he is not interested in books, but he is not in a hurry.
He opened his mouth and asked slowly, "Are you still playing that zither recently, and how are you practicing?" ”
I suddenly had the feeling that my master was asking about my homework, and if he hadn't asked me, I would have forgotten about it. When it was deserted for a long time, I was afraid that the guzheng was covered with dust, and I whispered: "There have been a lot of things recently, and I haven't practiced for a long time." ”
A faint smile flashed in his eyes, and then he said: "What can you do, don't you find out which new dish has been added again, and you are busy trying it, or you are busy going to the street with the crown princess to make trouble."
I strenuously denied: "I don't have ......"
Recently, I have been very well-behaved, and I have never been so honest and responsible.
When he saw me sighing with a sad face, he couldn't help laughing: "How can I listen to your tone, it seems that I blamed you." ”
I was angry and glared at him fiercely: "Naturally, you blamed me."
"And I want to apologize to you?"
I waved my hand and said generously, "That's not necessary." I have a wide heart and a fat body, so I don't care about you. ”
He chuckled, "Well, it's pretty fat." ”
I was dumbfounded, and I actually put myself in it, so that he could seize the opportunity to fool him, and I really wanted to punch his handsome face
I stood up and stood next to his desk, staring at him intently.
He was uncomfortable stared at by me, and sneered, "What are you doing looking at me like this? ”
"I just want to see you, you are good-looking, naturally like a few more looks." I said.
"That's not what I mean, I actually want to say ......"
I was just about to say something else to change the topic, but the waiter came in to add a lamp, and it was quiet for a while.
Waiting for the maid's footsteps to walk away, Changji gently knocked on the coffee table, "You seem to have something to say?" ”
I frowned, and then looked at him and said, "The meal just now is still palatable, have you slept well lately?" ”
Changji knocked on the coffee table hard, and my tense heart jumped.
After hesitation, I still spoke: "Changji, let me ask you something." You have to answer me truthfully, and for whatever reason, you can't fail to answer, and you can't lie to me. ”
Xu was frightened by my serious posture, Changji couldn't help frowning, looked at me in surprise and said, "You can ask whatever you want."
"You...... But still can't let go of Wen Er? ”
His eyebrows were vague, he couldn't see his joy or anger, and he said unhurriedly: "What do you want to know, or what kind of answer do you want to hear?" Aren't you afraid that I'm perfunctory to you and not tell the truth? ”
I was speechless, and my heart was drumming. Tilt your head to look out the window, try to avoid not meeting his eyes, minus a few difficult colors.
I said softly, "You just have to answer me." As for the truth or falsehood, I will judge it myself. ”
"Are you, do you still have her in your heart?"
It's impossible to say that I don't care, I have a small heart, and I can only tolerate one person in my heart, so I naturally hope that that person also has only me in his heart.
I looked at Changji, and he thought for a moment before he said, "What do you think of her...... It's probably just some sighs. ”
was silent, and added: "I have a love affair with her, stop being polite, and never transgress the rules." Please don't think about it all day long. ”
Cut, the devil believes your words. I tugged at the corners of my mouth, and was about to say something cruel, when my head hurt as if I had been pricked by a needle, and the pain was so painful that my whole body trembled, my feet were unstable, and I slipped and leaned forward. Fortunately, Changji held me up, but I just hit the desk.
"Do you have a headache again?"
"No, just didn't stand firm."
…………
The rain fell for half a month, and finally stopped, and the haze in Nanzhan was swept away, and the blue sky faintly revealed a warm and gentle luster, and even the mood improved. On this sunny day, I deliberately dragged Yunkang and Yu Gui out together.
Since I and Yu Gui surrendered, we have not gone out of the house together.
Just after the end of the day, the east and west cities were already very noisy.
The avenues of Jiankang City are connected with small streets and alleys, and the city is shaped like a chessboard, and each square in the city has uniform specifications. Buffalo and white horses, fragrant wood carts come and go on the street, green windows and red households, ten miles of rotten silver hooks.
The streets have long been overcrowded, all the way over, the street is full of shouting and selling one after another, moths and snow willows golden wisps, delicate and bright girls smile and walk with the crowd, the fragrance on the body is wafting.
There was a crisp and pleasant laughter by the Yunhu River, and the female ladies with their buns stood on the green grass in twos and threes, holding the thread tightly in their hands, looking up at the paper kites fluttering high. The clear Yunhu River, the blue waves are slightly rippling, and the peaceful lake surface reflects their figures, as well as the rolling pavilions. I leaned down to play with the slowly flowing river, and looked at myself through the calm surface of the lake, and for a moment wilted, and was very displeased.
are also women, how can God be so kind of favoritism, the girl playing in the water next to her is so moving, fifteen years old, her eyebrows and eyes are full of indescribable tenderness, her facial features are delicate and exquisite, her eyes are like water, and her charm flows. No wonder men like such women, where can they be as dull as me.
I couldn't help but sigh at the water: "You are so ordinary, you don't look good at all."
Yun Kang has always been slow, but at this moment, her ears are bright, she nodded and smiled approvingly: "More and more self-aware." ”
I stuck out my tongue and giggled, "I'm calling this self-humility." ”
Yu Gui frowned deeply, as if there was something he couldn't solve. A dragonfly skimmed the water, and the river rippled slightly. The sunlight is like silver, and the white is sprinkled on the grass with new branches at the beginning, the grass is delicious, the air is sweet, and it is indescribably comfortable. No one will stop at the bustling pedestrians, and hurried to the long street, in front of the stone bridge steps.
In the open space ahead, there were suddenly more people, and they circled around again and again. I searched for an excuse and rushed around to join in the fun, and at the moment wrestling was being performed in the arena. Two obese middle-aged men wore Hu clothes, tied their bottoms around their waists indiscriminately, and in the cheers of onlookers, they scuffled and grappled, fell back and forth, and smashed on the hard stone slabs, looking at it painful. However, they have so much meat, the pain should not hurt, I am afraid that they are more tired. After a while, the winner was divided, and the winner circled the field to thank the audience, and the audience also threw copper plates into the field. Yu Gui took out a handful of broken silver and gave it to me, so that I could reward it wantonly.
After watching the excitement, continue to shop happily.
The long cross street is full of endless crowds, including Lang Jun with a shirt gently shaking a folding fan, a woman in a brocade dress with a flower pendant, a girl with a bun, and even a big cannibal and Kunlun slave with some strange makeup, temporarily set up a high platform, and a slightly revealing Persian dancer is dancing happily, the tube skirt is spinning, like a colorful butterfly, and the bells on the ankles are jingling. I was so fascinated by it that I completely ignored the hidden evils around me.
Suddenly there was a weight on my waist, I subconsciously looked down, but found a hand holding my money bag, I was furious, this blind thief, dared to steal from me.
I shouted, "Stinky thief, dare to bully me!"
The pedestrians around us turned their eyes to our side, and the thief wanted to flee when he saw this, so he quickly held him down. is still a half-old child, his face is dirty, he can't see clearly, his clothes are a little muddy but not shabby, Xu is a runaway Xiaolangjun.
I grabbed him and was about to drag him to the officer, but he panicked and slapped my hand desperately, "Let go of me, you let go of me." I order you to let go! ”
Yu Gui has never been accustomed to seeing people who are domineering, so he couldn't help but get angry, slapped the thief on the top of the head, and reprimanded loudly: "Shut up!"
The thief is still domineering, "You dare to hit me, do you know who I am?" ”
I couldn't help but laugh, and replied to him: "You are the leader of the beggar gang, and I have to send you to see the official today."
Yun Kang echoed loudly: "Yes, I will send you to see the official!"
He was not convinced, stared at me with a pair of round eyes, and said in a loud voice: "Didn't I steal your purse yet, so I'm not a thief yet, you must let me go."
I laughed angrily: "How can this be reasonable, you thief still let me let you go so justifiably?" Let me tell you, today I will take you to the official, you dead child, you are not very old, but you are quite bold. ”
There was a lot of noise around, and they persuaded me to send him to the county office as soon as possible, so as not to talk to him.
"I won't go to the county office, I won't go to the county office, you let go of me quickly."
"I just won't let go!"
As soon as the sound fell, I heard the sound of horses' hooves behind me.
"-Get out of the way-"
Turning back suddenly, I saw a horse galloping straight towards me.
The streets were wide and the pedestrians avoided them, and the men on the horses shouted wildly to get pedestrians out of the way, and at the same time waved their whips to urge the horses to speed up. Within the reach of people and horses, several people have fallen to the ground, and the order is chaotic for a while, and the tourists are panicking.