Anyway, it's just one night, and she's the only one to go back, if Xiao Su knows, she will naturally arrange everything, and she won't have anything to worry about.

In fact, imagination is also a little inexplicable.

In the past, Lin Qinghuan was not afraid of this, but now, he was inexplicably a little scared, worried that he would have a bad time, so he was always cautious.

I don't know if He Ranzhi is at home.

After all, He Ranzhi has always lived with Song Chi during this time.

After a while, Song Chi parked the car in the garage of his villa, opened the car door and let Lin Qinghuan get out of the car, and said while walking towards the main villa, "He Ranzhi is on a business trip, and he will not come back in a few days, if you want to eat, tell the aunt at home, Professor Xu lives next door, if there is anything uncomfortable, you must say, you know?" ”

Lin Qinghuan "......"

I was a little speechless, but I still said, "Got it." ”

Song Chi also smiled, opened the door and went in, the bedroom prepared for Lin Qinghuan was still the one she had when she lived here before, and all the daily necessities she was used to.

Song Chi didn't know when she would come to live, but she still thought so in her heart, so she kept the things she could use, and the room was often cleaned up, and the toiletries were changed from time to time.

There is also Siyuan's room.

All this time, he did not have a home.

When he was in the Song family, he didn't know if he could fit into that family, and he had been cautiously observing the lives of others.

Later, Song Li'an fell in love with He Min, and the Song family didn't like He Min very much, but he was okay and not so repulsive.

Hermione didn't like him much.

I guess I think he's pitiful, right?

So every time I passed, I would occasionally say a few words to him.

After that, he never saw Hermione again.

Song Li'an didn't see how happy he was.

Later, Song Li'an got married again, and the bride was not the one he liked.

But, it doesn't matter.

Because at that time, he gradually understood that his nominal eldest brother, the actual cousin, Song Yang often talked about a family like ours, and he couldn't do anything by himself.

Song Yang didn't have a choice, and so did Song Li'an.

Song Chi also doesn't remember when he found out that things between men and women were different from others.

Maybe there's nothing to fuss about.

It's just that......

Probably a sexual orientation like his would never be allowed in the Song family.

Even the Song family has never taken his existence seriously.

For the Song family, it is not easy to tolerate his existence, if it brings any negative impact to the Song family, or if it is a conversation after dinner, it will probably be very dangerous for him and Lin Qinghuan.

So......

It's not Chi Mo's fault.

It's that I was too cowardly at that time, and I didn't have the courage to confront the world.

So much so that he always subconsciously chooses to escape.

Years ago, he ran away.

After meeting Lin Qinghuan, seeing that she was so painful because of emotional matters, he decided to forget it for him without any hesitation.

Actually, he should have thought about it.

Why is he always reluctant to forget, but he stubbornly wants Lin Qinghuan to forget.

Song Yang was right.

He was cruel.

Is that the ...... Stubborn only cruel to others, but always leave room for themselves.

He regretted it a little.

This kind of remorse will intensify when I see Siyuan suffering from illness, and I will also see Rong Che and Lin Qinghuan's respective forbearance and flourishing branches on their wrists.

He still couldn't forget that man.

I can't forget what happened in the past.

But he couldn't take a step forward.

Probably......

Presumably never existed on its own.

They're going to be doing well......

He thought so.

The mind also went farther and farther away.

However, the next moment, it was interrupted by a crisp knock on the door.

He suddenly came back to his senses and followed the sound to look over 00k, his eyes fell on Lin Qinghuan, who walked in wrapped in a fluffy nightgown, hesitated slightly, but quickly came back to his senses.

In a panic, he turned around and pressed the unfinished cigarette in his hand on the railing of the terrace, and opened the window to dispel the smell of smoke.

But Lin Qinghuan still came towards him.

Song Chi: "Don't come here, I just smoked, and it's not good for you and the child." ”

Lin Qinghuan raised the corners of his lips, passed as if nothing happened, and then said, "Don't be so nervous, it's okay a little bit." ”

When she said this, people had already come to him, and Song Chi didn't stop him anymore.

The two of them stood on the terrace and looked at the lights not far away, and for a while, they couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion.

His eyebrows and eyes were slightly constricted, and he looked sideways at Song Chi for a while, and said without any warning, "Every year for the Lantern Festival, the Qingcheng Municipal Government will do a fireworks show by the lake, and Yan Ming is suspicious of many people, and he is reluctant to go every time." ”

"She didn't go, I couldn't go, and then when I was in high school, I lived in the dormitory, and the school was usually open at that time, and the teacher was not strict, so I quietly slipped out with my friends in the same dormitory, and came back after reading it, the school was closed, and I had nowhere to go with a few little girls, so I stayed in the Zhaoyun Tower by the lake for one night, and then slipped back to the school early the next morning while the management of the scenic spot was not paying attention."

"It was still very cold, and I didn't know how they fell asleep, so I really couldn't sleep, so I climbed to the top of the tower alone."

"Watch the lights of thousands of homes go out one by one."

Watch the city sink into an endless silence.

"Do you know what I was thinking at the time?"

Song Chi's mouth opened, and his deep eyebrows and eyes were slightly moved.

After hesitating for a while, he slowly spoke, "You're probably like me, waiting for a light that will only be turned off for yourself." ”

"Little Huan ......"

"I know it all."

"All along, I know everything you've been looking forward to."

The corners of Lin Qinghuan's mouth involuntarily raised, and after a while, he said in a deep voice, "I found it and lost it, but fortunately, he has always been there." ”

Song Chi couldn't help but chuckle, and his tone was a little sinking, "I don't know if you are talking about Rong Che?" ”

"It's you, and it's Rong Che."

Song Chi hesitated slightly.

Even, some can't believe it.

However, then, Lin Qinghuan said again, "In this world, we are constantly saying goodbye and starting a new life on the other end, when we were born, we left the safest and warmest swaddling clothes in the world to come to this strange world, at that time, none of us knew whether this world was warm, and those who were originally in this world would look forward to our arrival." ”

"When you open your eyes and see the world, you're probably scared, right?"

"Then I grow up day by day, and then slowly integrate into the world, and the process of growing up slowly is all based on leaving with

Lose your school, leave home to go to school, leave school and enter the workplace, fall in love, break up, start a family, accept the passage of time, come cleanly, and finally leave cleanly. ”

"The family of origin is just for us."

"You are a haven for me to look back, and Rong Che is a light that follows me like a shadow."

"I wish I was just a dependency that you can see when you look back, not an end."

Song Chi "......"

He suddenly found that he had been giving people mental counseling for so many years, and it was not as heartwarming as the words that Lin Qinghuan said to him at the moment.

Isn't this what has always made him nostalgic?

But......

He tugged at the corners of his lips in a little trance, and his tone was a little puzzled, "Maybe I'm not as lucky as you to be able to get what I lost back." ”

"He ......"

Song Chi hesitated for a long time, but finally announced directly, "He has a boyfriend, the owner of the restaurant where he ate today." ”

Lin Qinghuan "......"

After a while, he replied, "Oh." ”

However, it was only for a moment, and soon he said, "But it's okay, you ...... later." Maybe you will meet someone you like, you may be a little like him, or you may be the opposite of him, in short, you like him, but ...... Whether it's like it or not, you have to know that he's someone else, not someone else's stand-in. ”

Song Chi "......"

Slightly speechless, he raised the corners of his lips and nodded with a light smile, "I know." ”

Lin Qinghuan: "Since you know, don't let me enlighten you, I'm not very good at these things." ”

If you are good at it, you won't be in the same embarrassing situation as before.

Song Chi smiled, "Yes, you don't understand, you just experienced it, and then share your past experience with me......"

Lin Qinghuan "......" saw that he still had the heart to joke, and was inexplicably relieved, and then raised his hand and said, "Have a good rest, I feel that Rong Che will come back soon, and I have to prepare to go to Sweden to see Siyuan." ”

As soon as she finished speaking, she was ready to turn and leave.

It's just that he just left a little bit, and he was pulled back by Song Chi.

Carefully held him in his arms, his chin rested on her shoulder, and his deep voice was full of affection "Xiao Huan...... Thank you! ”

Thank you for forgiving me, my dear sister.

However, it was only for a while, and it was soon released again.

Putting his hand on his shoulder, he smiled and said slowly, "When I saw Siyuan, I asked him how to say hello for me, and I also took care of myself and the little niece who was not born in my belly." ”

Lin Qinghuan "......"

Slightly speechless, "How do you know it must be a girl?" What if it's a little nephew like Siyuan? ”

Song Chi "......"

His mouth opened, slightly hesitant.

The last prenatal check-up was done with the help of Professor Xu, Lin Qinghuan and Rong Che really didn't care about the sex of the fetus, but Professor Xu told him about it in private.

I was happy at first, but ......

I didn't feel so happy after that.

Sure enough, for such a thing as pregnancy and childbirth, it is better to leave the surprise at the last moment.

So.

weighed it again and again, but in the end he didn't tell Lin Qinghuan.

"It's okay to have a little nephew, so that Siyuan will have a playmate in the future."

Lin Qinghuan frowned, and faintly felt that something was wrong, "Do you know something?" ”

Song Chi: "No, don't think about it, go to sleep." ”

(Battlefield Literature)