The golden sunlight poured in, warm and comfortable. You Xiaotong stretched his waist, sighed, and said lazily: "Hu Xue, where did Tiantian go?" ”

"She doesn't know where she went, and I wondered. Today's rest, she was early in the morning, hurriedly cleaned herself up and went out. Hu Xue said while washing her face.

"I think there's something wrong with her, since last night, I've been stunned, and I don't take the initiative to say anything, is there a premarital syndrome?" You Xiaotong asked curiously.

"It's possible, she looks like she's lost and depressed, she rarely does this, it seems that something is happening again." Hu Xue said thoughtfully.

Tong Tiantian rang the doorbell over and over again.

The door slowly opened, she opened her wide and clear eyes, looked at Lu Lei, and asked, "Did you get up until now?" ”

Lu Lei turned his head and scratched his head, there was no surprise on his face, but a colder expression.

"I bought breakfast, you can wash up and eat." She said casually.

He didn't answer and asked lightly, "Why do you want to come?" Didn't I say it all yesterday? ”

Tong Tiantian had a hurt expression on her face: "Why did you suddenly do this to me?" ”

Lu Lei didn't speak, he sat on the sofa after washing, motionless.

Tong Tiantian sat next to her and asked softly, "Do you really want to abandon me?" ”

Abandoned? It's kind of funny to say. Because in Lu Lei's opinion, how ridiculous he is, since he was 17 years old, he has been obsessed with her, desperately protecting her, loving her, and waiting for more than ten years, but what she likes is Lin Moyue, and his love has not been exchanged for her sincerity, so at this moment, he even hates her a little.

His expression was cold to below zero, and his voice was low: "If you're okay, you can go back." ”

Tong Tiantian received the cold words, and her heart was as cold as entering an ice cellar.

She guessed: It must have been yesterday when she saw me and Lin Moyue holding hands, and she was jealous.

So, she pretended to be gentle and said sweetly: "Don't be angry! Everything is my fault, Lin Moyue and I are over. ”

Lu Lei still said quietly: "Give you freedom, you choose again, it is to fulfill you, you should be happy." ”

She said weakly, "Where do I have the right to choose?" What qualifications do I have? The rice is going to be cold, you can eat it quickly, I'll go back. ”

When the door slammed shut, Lu Lei's heart also "banged", and he was lost for a while.

It's so painful to let go, to lose yourself, to know what to think about when you're alone.

In the past, during the long wait, he would often hold her picture and start giggling. When he is tired, because he has someone he likes, he doesn't feel tired, and this kind of hard and unforgettable love makes him go all the way, even if he is at the bottom, he still wants to work hard for her. She really doesn't know how attractive she is, her appearance is outstanding, her mouth is sweet, her temperament is extraordinary and kind. With such a her, how determined he must be before he is willing to let go of her and let her choose for herself.

Tong Tiantian was extremely depressed and returned to the rental house. You Xiaotong asked tepidly: "Where did you go?" I don't know how to rest on a day off. ”

Tong Tiantian sighed, her eyes were a little red when she turned around.

You Xiaotong felt the seriousness of the matter, ran forward and stared at her face and asked, "You, you, you...... It won't be ...... Entangled with Lin Moyue again, right? ”

"I was abandoned by Brother Xiaolei, and he said he wanted to give me freedom." She slept on the bed with a dull look in her eyes.

"Huh? Isn't that what you want? You don't want to get married early, and, more than once, you've said that you don't have feelings of love for him, and it just so happens that you get out. Hu Xue said.

"No, I feel very bad, I don't know when, my expectations for Lin Moyue have become lower, and my dependence has decreased, and gradually I find that I am getting better and better, but my dependence on Brother Xiaolei has not changed, and I feel as if I have changed, I can gladly accept marrying him, but now that I am not married, I am very sad and sad. I don't understand myself anymore, what's wrong with me? You tell me. Woowoowoooo......oo I'm about to be at myself. She cried.

You Xiaotong rubbed his head and smiled: "You don't understand yourself, how do we know?" Don't? Are you in love with Brother Xiaolei? Oh, my God! ”

Hu Xue's stunned expression pulled Tong Tiantian up, and she chattered: "You can test yourself whether you love him." ”

"How?" Tong Tiantian stopped crying.

Hu Xue said: "People's feelings are very complicated, in fact, there are not a few childhood sweethearts like you, you can kiss him and try to see if you are nervous." ”

"There was no nervousness before, but at that time I loved Lin Moyue." She said.

You Xiaotong rolled his eyes and laughed dryly: "Hu Xue's proposal, you can try it, anyway, you are idle now, it is better to act immediately." ”

"Come on, how embarrassing it is to be so deliberate! I don't want to be so childish. Tong Tiantian immediately refused.

Hu Xue looked at Tong Tiantian weakly and drooped her head: "I didn't expect your love to be so complicated, I can't even guess who you will marry in the end." ”

"Brother Xiao Lei has never made me sad, he always takes care of me and gives me a sense of security, the first time he hurt me so much, he abandoned me, I will really become an orphan girl that no one wants in the future." She laughed to herself.

"Didn't Lin Moyue come to see you every day?" You Xiaotong asked rhetorically.

"Me and him are long gone, it's impossible."

Hu Xue's indescribable eyes: "How do you want me to say hello?" said that your life is good, two men are so persistent in liking you, saying that you have a bumpy love road, a man's parents are desperately opposed, and a man who is engaged wants to destroy his family. ”

Tong Tiantian hesitated for a moment, opened her clear eyes, and threw down a sentence: "No, I have to go to him." ”

You Xiaotong was startled and shook his head: "Didn't you just come back?" ”

Sitting in the taxi, Tong Tiantian couldn't help but look at the fast phantom scenery outside the window, replaying the clips with Lu Lei in her mind, those warm moments, one by one spelled into a beautiful story, it turned out that she had been living in happiness, but she didn't know it, she rubbed her eyes, but tears fell.

She sniffed and finally ran to the door of his office, and was about to knock on the door, only to hear an almost roaring voice from inside: "What kind of efficiency do you two have?" The tasks assigned a few days ago have not yet been decided, take a good look at these copywritings, don't come up with these uninnovative plans for the sake of perfunctory me, there is no sense of crisis, how can the company seek development? Born in sorrow and dying in peace, this is an eternal truth, you remember it for me! ”

No one in the office dared to respond, and there was a "click" sound, as if it was the sound of throwing documents.

The two men came out of it with low faces, holding the papers in a gray manner, and opened one in front of one and one behind them at arm's length.

The dead office has not changed in any way because of Tong Tiantian's arrival.

He loosened his tie, turned his office chair, and fell into deep thought.

Tong Tiantian held back for a long time, and didn't pop out a word, because the bystanders were clear! Seeing Lu Lei who was so anxious, his mood must have turned into a pot of porridge.

As it turned out, she was absolutely right.

When he turned his face, he was stunned for a moment, and then his expression was extremely cold.

He spoke: "What are you doing all the way here?" ”

"I want to have a good talk with you." She got straight to the point.

Raising his eyes again, he unconsciously glanced at her, and showed a sneer that he had never seen before: "Do you think I'm so idle?" ”

The assistant entered the door at this time and said cautiously: "Mr. Lu, this is the contact information of the blind date tonight." ”

What the? Blind date?

She pursed her lips and said in a real tone: "You started a blind date?" Aren't you going to give me some time and opportunity? ”

His tone was cold, with a little stiffness: "I have been waiting for you for more than ten years, but in exchange for your unintentionality, I am a big man, humbly fighting for opportunities again and again, but the result is not empty." I can't afford to wait. ”

The air was stagnant, and his tone was so aggressive that anyone who listened to it felt cold.

The little brother Lei who was only gentle to her was finally going away, and Tong Tiantian didn't realize that her eyes were full of moisture.

Turning around, he slammed the door like a gust of wind and ran out.

Tears began to flow wantonly, she couldn't care to wipe it, once, she was grateful for this fate more than once, so that she had such a warm person in her life, but now, this person hurt her so deeply, from possession to loss is so fast, extreme sense of loss welled up in her heart.

But Lu Lei closed his eyes and sat on the office chair, feeling a tingling pain in his heart.

He thought, "Will you run to me?" Losing you, I feel like I'm going to suffocate, the world is dark, when will your light light up my world again?

He took a long breath, his expression was deeply helpless, picked up a cup of tea, and took a sip.

Tong Tiantian ran to a place where no one was and cried loudly.

"What should I do? I used to be comforted by him, but now I really have nothing, I have nothing, nothing......" she cried.

I don't know what to do, I don't know where to go, and the road ahead is destined to be a lonely one.

Once, he dragged her to catch birds, pick locust flowers, and watch wheat fields...... He smiled at her, and asked, "Do you want to eat peaches?" ”

"Yes, I think the top of the tree is ripe."

He rolled up his sleeves, jumped, plucked a peach, rubbed it on his coat, and handed it to her.

Her smile was as bright as a sunflower flower.

It was getting late, and she had to drag her heavy and tired body back to the rental house.

Her eyes were already a little red and swollen, and she didn't hide it at all.

You Xiaotong asked in disbelief, "You won't?" Why didn't the talks go well? ”

Count on your toes and count the endings you should know.

Hu Xue was puzzled, and said with a blow: "Don't be hypocritical, you are really, are you a little lost because he doesn't love you anymore, this is not love, so, don't cry." ”

Tong Tiantian shook her head desperately and said, "It's not that simple." ”

You Xiaotong asked tentatively: "Then you like him?" ”

She choked again, not knowing what to answer.

She has always been disgusted with being particularly cared for by people she doesn't like, and even afraid of getting too close, once she is frequently contacted by someone, she feels that she has lost her freedom, but her concern for Lu Lei has always been to accept and enjoy it. I don't know when I'm looking forward to it.

Perhaps, after giving up on Lin Moyue, her feelings for Lu Lei have changed slightly.

This kind of slowly deepening, trickling water and long-flowing feelings, once lost, seems to have lost a habit of life, so it makes her panic and makes her afraid!