Chapter 177: The Liu Sisters' Past
When Gu Yunying stepped into the room, it happened to be when Song Yuan stopped Liu Miaomiao from going out to find him.
As soon as Liu Miaomiao raised her eyes, she saw Gu Yunying, and stretched out her hand towards her with teary eyes: "Nan, I found you!" I'm your mother! ”
Gu Yunying hesitated for a moment, but in the end, in Song Yuan's pleading eyes, he also reached out and hugged Liu Miaomiao.
Liu Miaomiao's body was even worse than she imagined, without a trace of flesh, like a skeleton dressed in human skin, and without any cultivation, she was just an ordinary mortal.
Gu Yunying remembered that even Liu Sisi had a certain period of cultivation in the Qi refining period to stay in Yan and prolong her life, but Liu Miaomiao was short of qi and blood, and her life was short.
The contrast between the two sisters is too big and too big, so she has to sigh.
"Nannan, I didn't mean to lose you, don't blame me! She snatched you away, and I couldn't snatch her at that time! Liu Miaomiao stroked Gu Yunying's face with her thin fingers, crying so much that pear blossoms brought rain, "How are you doing?" Is she good to you? I haven't been able to find you all these years, and I'm so scared that I won't see you until I die...... Ahem, ahem, ahem! ”
When she spoke, Liu Miaomiao didn't take a breath, and began to cough violently, she hurriedly covered her lips, but there was still a trace of blood flowing from between her fingers.
"Mother, you have a good rest first!" Song Yuan put her on the bed distressedly.
Liu Miaomiao refused to rest, she looked at Gu Yunying fixedly, afraid that in the blink of an eye, she would not see her again.
Gu Yunying had to comfort her together: "You rest first, I'm here, I won't leave." ”
"Nannan, you found me, will Sisi be angry, will she lose her temper with you? Will they scold you, beat you, and bully you? ”
Liu Miaomiao mentioned her sister Liu Sisi, and began to wipe her tears again: "How is she now?" Did she allow me to recognize you? Is she not doing well at her husband's house? ”
Liu Miaomiao's questions came out one after another, making Gu Yunying a little powerless to resist: "She...... It's already passed away, so you don't have to worry about that. ”
Song Yuan also squatted down and said in front of Liu Miaomiao: "Yes, Liu Sisi is no longer alive, don't worry about your sister anymore, our family is finally reunited, you should be happy." ”
"She's dead?"
Liu Miaomiao's eyes lost their brightness, and she was stunned and shed tears, as if Liu Sisi's death had caused her a great shock.
After a while, she came back to her senses and muttered, "She is dead, and I should die too." ”
"Mother, don't say this kind of thing, a bad woman like Liu Sisi is innocent, you are different, you still have me and my sister, you have to live longer!" Song Yuan hurriedly stopped Liu Miaomiao's cranky thoughts.
However, Liu Miaomiao's mind was still difficult to recover, she didn't cry this time, but smiled.
The smile was a little sad.
"She's my sister, she's not born bad, it's all because of me that she's become like this."
Liu Miaomiao sat weakly on the bed, and began to cough violently again because of what she had just said.
Gu Yunying silently brought her a cup of hot water.
Liu Miaomiao took it with emotion, stared at her grown appearance, and smiled with satisfaction: "Actually, seeing you grow up healthy, I don't have much obsession left to live." ”
Gu Yunying didn't know how to comfort her, so she could only follow her words: "Now that I have grown up, there will be Taoist couples and children in the future, and Song Yuan will also have Taoist couples and children, don't you want to see these again?" ”
Liu Miaomiao shook her head: "Of course I want to see it, but my life is so long, how can I see it?" What's more, your whole life is not for me, you should live for yourself, and it doesn't make much difference if I don't see it. ”
Gu Yunying nodded: "You live a very transparent life." ”
Liu Miaomiao coughed again, Song Yuan hurriedly patted her on the back gently, and wanted to take out the pill from the storage bag for her to take, but Liu Miaomiao refused.
"No need, keep these elixirs for your own use, why waste them on me, a dying man."
Song Yuan frowned and persuaded, "Mother, why do you bother?" ”
"Liu Sisi is dead, and I should die too." Liu Miaomiao is still the same sentence.
Song Yuan couldn't help but be a little annoyed: "Didn't she hurt you badly enough, you still treat her as your sister?" She's a wolf-hearted thing, you don't know what she does with her sister, she-"
"Don't talk about it yet." Gu Yunying interrupted Song Yuan's words.
If Liu Miaomiao knew exactly how Liu Sisi treated Gu Wei, I am afraid it would only deepen Liu Miaomiao's guilt, and other than that, there would be no other use.
"Why do you have to think that Liu Sisi is dead, and you should also die? In our opinion, she really doesn't treat you well. Gu Yunying asked tactfully.
Liu Miaomiao was silent for a long time, as if she was organizing her language, and as if she was recalling the past.
She said slowly: "She and I are twin sisters, we were born together, we should die together, this is my agreement with her." ”
"I know you hate her, in fact, she was not bad before, when I was a child, I was sick, or she was taking care of me, we are two girls, not valued by the family, Sisi saw that I was living a pitiful life, so she worked very hard, wanted to get ahead, let us all live a good life together."
"But my temperament was too soft, I didn't dare to do anything, I could only rely on the slightest bit to stand out for me, I didn't understand at the time, and I didn't know what harm had been done to her...... It wasn't until that year when she came to me and snatched you that she confessed her heart to me, and I realized that I had forced her into that situation. ”
"When I was a child, I accidentally broke a porcelain at home, this porcelain is my grandfather's favorite object, I didn't dare to bear my grandfather's anger, so I pointed to Sisi and asked her to suffer for me, I was thinking, when Sisi took this plate for me, I would invite her to eat a good meal, and it would be considered to compensate her."
"But I forgot how strong her temperament is, and refused to admit it, the family had long been dissatisfied because of her temperament, and that time I seized the opportunity to clean her up, and said to her, 'Your sister said that you broke it, but you still have to deny it, and in turn, it was your sister, your sister is so kind, how can she slander you, obviously you are too bad, you don't want to admit that you have done something wrong, and you dare to slander your own sister', it is because of this incident that Sisi and I are different."
"Everyone is talking about how good I am, how bad Sisi is, I have to compare me with her, and my family will be better and better to me, and more and more bad to Sisi, I didn't understand at that time, I just feel that others praise me, I will be involuntarily happy, but I have never thought about Sisi's feelings."
"It wasn't until the day I snatched you that Sisi really told me that I always remembered what she said, she said, 'They all call me bad, they all say I'm a poisonous woman, they always put you in the most glorious position, and trample me in the lowest dust, but sister, the reason why I am considered a bad person by them is because you slandered me back then, I don't want to be bullied by them, I can only really make myself bad'!"
When talking about this incident, Liu Miaomiao couldn't cry at the end, her hand tightly grasped the sheet under her, and she choked up and said: "I now know that those evil things that I didn't understand when I was a child actually ruined my sister who should be closest to me!" ”
"Since then, I've been thinking that if I had stood up bravely and not blamed her, would we still be the same as before, she wouldn't have become bad, and I wouldn't have been so miserable!"
"You all think I'm living so badly because of my sister, but it's not like this, it's just a karma."
probably really realized that his time was running out, and he really found Gu Yunying, who had been separated for a long time, his heart suddenly relaxed, and he confided in the words hidden in his heart, which even Song Yuan didn't know.
Gu Yunying sighed, and Liu Miaomiao's sobbing resounded in the empty room, making her feel inexplicably depressed.
After Song Yuan coaxed Liu Miao to sleep, Gu Yunying left the room.
It seems that the question she wants to ask will not be able to be said until later.
When leaving the room, Gu Yunying spotted Gu Qianxue outside with sharp eyes, narrowed her eyes slightly, and said, "How long have you been here?" ”
Gu Qianxue's expression was a little complicated, and she lowered her eyes: "It didn't take long, I just happened to pass by." ”
Gu Yunying's mind was full of the words that Liu Miao was crying about, and when she saw Gu Qianxue in front of her at first glance, she suddenly remembered that the story of the Liu family sisters was incomparably similar to Gu Qianxue's body? !
Gu Qianxue and Gu Wei are also sisters who grew up dependent on each other since childhood, Gu Qianxue's temperament is cold, which often causes the dissatisfaction of the Gu family, and was later framed and wronged for killing a disciple of the Gu family.
However, when Gu Qianxue was trying to defend herself, Gu Wei did not dare to stand up to help Gu Qianxue because of her cowardice.
In the end, under the pressure exerted by his family, he had to be coaxed by the Gu family, and another argument overturned Gu Qianxue's testimony and became the last straw that crushed the camel.
Since then, Gu Qianxue has been driven out of the Gu family, and since the age of sixteen, she has been in exile, full of sadness, and in countless life and death battles, she has become hard-hearted and invincible.
Sometimes, when reading a book, Gu Yunying will feel that Gu Qianxue, as the heroine, is too hypocritical and ruthless, and there is almost no bottom line.
But when she was really in this world, and Gu Qianxue in front of her became a flesh-and-blood person, she suddenly understood that if a person was in a precarious situation and tried her best to survive, there was another person who forcibly held her head and made her have to abide by her own morality and three views, which was the most unreasonable.
"Gu Qianxue, do you still hate Gu Wei?"
Gu Yunying asked softly.
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