I really care
The Qin family and the Ouyang family got married, but the person who was engaged to Qin Luoxue was not Yunkang, but Ankang. At the same time, the Wu family also went to Ouyang Mansion to buy Cai and asked for Yunkang for Wu Pingqi, so the reality is like this? Is all this a foregone conclusion?
"How so!"
With a black face, I kicked the peaches that popped up from nowhere at my feet, gasping for anger, still feeling tightness in my chest, and slamming my fist on the table and shaking the teacup, and the overflowing water stains splashed Changji's body. Changji frowned, didn't say anything, just dusted off his clothes casually, approached and held my hand and asked tentatively, "Are you angry?" Do you think there is anything wrong with these two family affairs? ”
"No, no, of course. How could Qin Luoxue marry An Kang, isn't he, hasn't he always been obsessed with Yun Xiaowu, and wants to hire her as a wife and entrust her to the middle feed? How did he reach this last step, when he saw that he could get his wish, but he suddenly changed his hexagram and wanted to marry Ankang! What about Yunkang, doesn't he know that Yunkang is still waiting for him to come to the door to propose. ”
I jerked Changji's sleeve, with illusions, but still unwillingly asked: "Changji, are you confusing the names of Yunkang and Ankang, shouldn't it be that Yun Xiaowu and Qin Xiaogong are a couple, how can there be anything to do with Wu Pingqi." Or, this marriage is set for Wu Pingqi and Ankang, and you misheard Ankang as Yunkang? Right? ”
Changji sighed lightly, shook his head firmly, and said, "No, I will never confuse this matter." The Duke of Qin's Mansion did ask for marriage from the Ouyang family, but it was the health of the concubine, and today there are also the Wu family who go to ask for marriage, but it is the fifth daughter Yunkang who is married. The Ouyang family was happy every day, and the guard of honor sent by the Qin and Wu clans to deliver the bride price was half a street away, and the movement was very noisy, and now this good news has already spread all over the streets and alleys. ”
I let go, and I didn't know what to say.
"How is this possible, Qin Luoxue marries Ankang, Wu Pingqi wants to marry Yunkang, who gave this wrong marriage! Could it be that Old Master Qin was confused, and he hired Qin Luoxue by mistake to be healthy! The person Qin Luoxue wants to marry must be Yun Xiaowu, how could he marry An Kang. There is also that Wu Pingqi, who is so dignified, to join in the fun. It must have been him who threatened Qin Luoxue and ruined the good marriage of others......"
Changji's eyebrows furrowed, then he stretched out his hand and put his hand on my shoulder: "Lacking, this has nothing to do with you, you don't need to be so angry."
I pushed Changji's hand away and looked at him angrily: "How can it be okay, in Nanzhan, except for Yu Gui, Yun Xiaowu is my best friend." As a friend, over the years, I have seen her feelings for Qin Luoxue and worried about her. I don't care about other people, but Yunkang is different, she is the same person as Yu Gui is the person I care about. Why can't I complain for her? ”
"But what can your anger do for her? Personal marriage, others are just spectators, and they can't help. What's more, how do you know that Yunkang is unwilling to marry her, and if you are here to complain about her, she may have accepted it calmly. In my opinion, Wu Pingqi is no worse than Qin Luoxue, and regardless of his family background, Yi Qi is also better than A Xue. ”
"It's not a question of who is better or worse at all, it's about reluctance, love or not. Yun Kang didn't say it, but she did have Qin Luoxue in her heart, and Qin Luoxue was even more so. Now, I'm afraid that it is also because of the forced dismantling of the parents in the family, resulting in one marrying another and one marrying her, and scribbly ending the many years of longing between the two, which is unfair to them. How can you not regret the long years ahead? ”
The more I talked, the more angry I became, and when Changji saw that I couldn't get angry, he smiled and said: "This marriage was originally asked for by Qin Luoxue himself, even if he regrets it in the future, he will have nothing to do with others."
I was dumbfounded, and I was silent: "What did you say?"
Changji said slowly: "Today, it was Ah Xue who went to Ouyang's house with the old father-in-law to ask for a kiss, and I was also present at the time. He read every word, all he read was Ankang, and there was no mention of Yun Xiaowu. What he wants to marry is Ankang, and the person he wants to entrust to the middle feed is also Ankang. ”
I have no more words. Blinking his eyes, he stared at the dowry prepared for Yunkang in the room, and stood dumbfounded, stunned for a long time. can't help sneering, the world is really impermanent, and people's hearts are really unpredictable, which is really ridiculous.
"Missing?" Changji pulled my sleeve, but I didn't move, and I didn't reply to him, so he whispered to me again: "Don't be like this, can you talk to me?" ”
I raised my head and looked at Changji fixedly, full of emotion: "Changji, people's hearts, will they all change?" Before Qin Luoxue, he acted like Yun Xiaowu so much, saying that he only took one scoop of three thousand weak water to drink. Swear by it, don't think about it. ”
Changji grabbed my shoulders and forced me to look at him, his tone was extremely serious and serious, and he said, "I don't know if others change, but I won't, never will."
I smile and nod my head in conviction.
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The next day, I deliberately got up early to see Yunkang, and met Qin Luoxue on the way, he stopped my carriage, as if he deliberately waited for me here.
I lifted the curtain and looked down at him indifferently, feeling more bored than ever. Qin Luoxue wore a dark thin shirt today, with a jade-colored belt around her waist, her hair was tied up high, neatly combed, and there was no trace of broken hair on her forehead and behind her head. I glanced him up and down, quickly withdrawing my gaze.
"Dressed like a crow. Why, didn't you just have a happy event, you have to dress festive and auspicious, and the black clothes in the morning ran out to scare people, and blocked my way, who are you going to scare? ”
Anyway, how I look at him now is not pleasing to the eye, and no wonder I have a thorn in my words. I was going to say a few more sarcastic words angrily, but seeing that he looked tired, his eyes were slightly sunken and very blue, and he felt unbearable.
Qin Luoxue bowed and clenched her fists, looking humble: "Princess Jing, can you take a step to speak."
"What are you going to say to me, get out of the way, don't get in my way. I've got to go see the sad people there, and I don't have time to listen to your nonsense. ”
Qin Luoxue said: "Some words can't be said in person, so I have to find someone to pass them on."
I sneered, waved my hand impatiently and said softly: "If you want to say it, you should also go to Yun Xiaowu to say, make it clear, say it clearly." You're in my way, what do you have to say to me? ”
He hesitated, and when he saw me staring at him with a cold face, he hesitated again and again, and then he said: "It's Yizhou who is rude, blocking the princess's way, and I hope the princess is not to blame." But I still want to ask the princess to move and get out of the car, listen to Yizhou say a few words, and bring it to Yun Xiaowu for me. I will leave after I finish speaking, and I will never delay the princess's business. ”
"What if I don't want to come down?"
"Then I'll tilt my head and say it to you respectfully."
Qin Luoxue's fist-hugging hand hung down weakly, hooked her mouth slightly, and said with a wry smile: "I really shouldn't go to see her now."
I was so annoyed that I couldn't do it: "Yes, you really shouldn't go to see her now, I'm afraid I won't have the face to see her!" What you want to say, I can listen to it from the carriage, you say, I promise to send it to Yunkang's ears for you word for word, as for whether she wants to hear it or not, it's not up to me to help. ”
It was rare for him not to raise the bar with others, and he calmly raised his head, and I felt even more angry for a while, but I still got out of the carriage.
I sighed and looked at him fixedly: "Say, if you have anything to say, you want me to pass it on!" But I stated in advance, I got out of the car to listen to you, for the sake of Yun Xiaowu's face, you said everything clearly, she understood, lest she would be cranky and save her sadness. If it were for your sake, I wouldn't have the time to talk to you. ”
"Cranky, sad?" Qin Luoxue read my words softly, as if pondering these words, her face changed slightly, her eyebrows furrowed, and then she suddenly said: "She is such a transparent person, everything seems to have nothing to do with her, no one cares, no one cares, no one values." No matter what she encounters, she will deal with it calmly and indifferently, how can she think crankily for me and be sad for me. Princess, I'm joking. ”
I glared at him, what did he mean by this, could this still be fake? Some past events suddenly floated through my mind, and I felt unhappy, and couldn't help but sneer: "She is not the heart of grass and trees, why is she not sad?"
"Does she care about me?"
Yunkang has an introverted personality, never expresses his true intentions, never says what he wants, what he wants to do, as long as it is in line with etiquette, he will not refuse what others want her to do. But only her preferences will never be known, she is so subtle, and she will never put the word "like" on her lips. Even though she cared about Qin Luoxue very much, she had to hide it because of her humility.
But if you like someone, you can't hide it, even if she doesn't act in action and doesn't show it on her face, her love will overflow through her eyes.
I sneered and sighed with emotion: "Qin Luoxue, Qin Luoxue, don't you know how to see if you have eyes?" After so many years, you can't even tell if she's caring or not? used to be so attentive to her, knowing that your proximity would affect her reputation, and pestering her all the time, saying sweet words and sweet words, isn't it just to make her care about you? When her mind is really on you, looking forward to you marrying her, in the blink of an eye you can leave her behind and choose someone else. Your affection is deep, and it is only fresh for a while. What do you think she is, the plaything you can tease at will? ”
I said word by word, sonorously and forcefully, Qin Luoxue opened her mouth and explained in a panic: "No, I didn't, I didn't tease her."
“…… It's Yun Xiaowu, she, she doesn't have me in her heart. ”
I sneered, tried to curb the turmoil in my heart, raised my eyes to look at him, and said calmly: "You said she didn't have you in her heart?" Until now, you still say that she doesn't have you in her heart? Well, I will tell you all today. At that time, we were listening to Shangshuyuan, you better cause trouble, every time you make a mistake and are punished by Hao Fuzi for copying the scriptures, which time did you copy it yourself? You haven't wondered why you have never been asked by Master Hao to hand in the scriptures you were punished for writing yesterday, but you can sit in the school room without incident? This is because before this, Yunkang, a fool, had stayed up all night to copy it for you, so she looked like she couldn't wake up every day. ”