"So, are you happy?" Jiang Ran asked, "Have you ever thought that it is also his family, the family of the person you once touched." ”

The concubine just smiled and shook her head, "Of course I know, this is his family, but, little girl, when you are standing at the lowest point in your life, where are you still in the mood to think about this, I only had one idea at that time, that is, to stand higher and go further, so that all the people who gave me pain at the beginning were trampled under my feet." One of my feet has already gone to hell after that happened, so why don't you let everyone stay with me. Wouldn't that be very pleasant? ”

The concubine said and glanced at Jiang Ran deeply, "Actually, I think you should be able to understand me." I see something similar to me in your eyes. ”

Jiang Ran knew what this similar thing was.

In the past half a year, she has only one thought, that is, to stand higher and go further.

In this respect alone, she has some similarities with the concubine.

However, what is in the bones is different.

Jiang Ran said, "However, unlike you, I will not hurt the innocent." ”

The concubine just smiled, "That's what you said, once this person starts, there will be no going back, my hands are stained with a lot of human lives, and I have already become numb." Later, there were no scruples, but,"

She said, "Believe it or not, what I want to tell you is that in the beginning, I only did one evil thing, which was to drug my cousin. Moreover, Lord Jianghuai, I never think I did anything wrong about this. ”

When Jiang Ran heard this, his heart froze.

Right and wrong, let people sink.

From this alone alone, she couldn't judge.

The concubine remembered the past and said, "I was still soft-hearted at that time, so when I took the medicine, I only used half of the amount, otherwise why do you think Ah Yu can survive all these years." If the dose was enough, he would have been stillborn. ”

Jiang Ran turned his head sideways.

Although Murong Yu did not die, he has been waiting for death in these two lives.

No one can say which is more cruel, death or waiting for death.

Jiang Ran asked, "Do you think this is a kind of compassion?" ”

The concubine shook her head, "Naturally not, but I am also an executioner compared to the real murderer." I'll admit that at the time, I was resentful, but at least I had a struggle. I did hate it, but I also really felt to my cousin, what I had done myself, and when I got to this point, I naturally didn't want to excuse myself. However, what you can't deny is that it wasn't me who really decided that Ah Yu couldn't survive. If you are brave, you might as well ask that person that when he made the decision, he had a moment of hesitation. ”

Jiang Ran sighed slightly.

No need to ask, she knows the result.

Although Murong Yu didn't mention it, he probably knew about these things.

The concubine talked about the original incident and said, "When the emperor first ascended to the Ninth Five-Year Plan, the court was unstable, and the queen mother chose the ladies from among the dignitaries to enter the palace, and decided to be the eldest daughter of the Jiangmen Zeng family as the queen's choice. The emperor's throne is becoming more and more stable, but his thoughts are getting deeper and deeper. When my cousin was pregnant with Ah Yu, it was the time when my uncle made a war exploit. At that time, there were already three princes in the palace, and the foreign families of these three princes had some roots in the court, so they naturally had thoughts. ”

These Jiang Ran have already understood, in fact, it is not just about provoking, the merit is high, after the emperor's throne is secured, even if no one provokes, he will have his own ideas.

Jiang Ran pursed his lips and asked, "Then, is it possible that as you said, everything is done by the emperor, and you are just carrying the black cauldron." ”

The concubine returned to her usual look, "Naturally not, I did it to frame my cousin and Ling Zun for having an affair, in other words, almost everything after that year was done by me!" ”

Jiang Ran looked at her.

Thinking about what year the concubine was talking about.

She vaguely guessed what year the concubine was talking about.

The concubine looked at her and said directly, "Yes, it was the year when the three fathers and sons of the Zeng family died on the battlefield. ”

The concubine's eyes were a little fluttering, a little sad, and said, "This year, he died. ”

He's dead.

Jiang Ran turned around.

"He died, and I died with him, leaving only the walking dead." He went out to fight at that time, just to escape from marriage, if it wasn't for Mrs. Zeng, how could it end like this, I was disheartened at the time, only resentment and very. ”

Jiang Ran was silent.

The concubine took a deep breath, "The Zeng family owes me, I have taken it back, for the sake of my cousin, I can't have my own children for the rest of my life, so I hurt her children and robbed her children, these years, I treat Xuan'er as my own, sometimes, I even feel that Xuan'er is my own child, only when I am facing Xuan'er, I will feel that I have a feeling of being alive." ”

said a pause, as if remembering the past, and his voice was much softer, "Actually, Ah Yu was also very attached to me when he was a child, and I really loved him, at that time, I felt a little guilty about Ah Yu, so I also really loved him, if it weren't for the Zeng family's many precautions, he was admitted to the army, and there was a mustard between me, and I still treat him as my own child." ”

Jiang Ran couldn't agree with this sentence, she shook her head and skipped the topic, "I still have a question." ”

The concubine glanced at her and exhaled again, "I guess, you want to ask about the Guangling plague!" Yes, I did it. ”

At the mention of the Guangling plague, Jiang Ran's eyes were full of anger, "You are really crazy. ”

The concubine laughed instead, "Crazy, yes, do you want to know why I am?" Actually, I don't know, there should be no reason! If it is said that it is to put Ah Yu and King Qi to death, there is no need to pull a Guangling to accompany the burial, and if I talk about it carefully, I just watch others suffer, and I will feel better in my heart. As I said, I'm already in hell and don't mind having some people with me. ”

Jiang Ran shook his head.

There is something hateful about the wretched.

She spoke slowly, "You asked me to come here just to tell me about these past things?" Even if you have all kinds of reasons, you can't hide the evil you have done. ”

The tears in the concubine's eyes had long since disappeared, and only some smiles were left at this time, "If you do evil, you will do evil, I said, I am a person from hell, and I don't mind pulling more people to accompany me, I asked you to come over, naturally so that you can accompany me." ”

Jiang Ran didn't look at it, "I don't walk the same road with you, and I can't accompany you." ”

The concubine disagreed, "Oh, but there is a way, you must be the same as me, I just said at the beginning, you can't save Ah Yu." With this road alone, the regrets of your life will be difficult to reconcile. ”