I thought about it for a long, long time.

Lin Miaoyin asked me if I had ever thought about resigning from the position of human judge, I had never seriously thought about this issue before, and even if I thought about it occasionally, I immediately tried to avoid it and think about other problems. I don't dare or want to think about it seriously, I just feel that since I have chosen this path, I should continue to walk and not escape. As often said on the Internet, the path you choose will be completed on your knees.

The reason why I embarked on this path before was more or less due to the pressure of life at that time. Although Emperor Xudu didn't promise me anything at that time, and even said that it was not paid, but this was an opportunity for me to change my life, and I also knew that Emperor Xudu would not let me do things in vain, and in the end there would still be some reward. Even if he refuses to give, after I have done something substantial, I can make some realistic demands. You know, Emperor Xudu, who is the supreme god who is in charge of life and death in the world, as well as rewarding good and punishing evil, can't he really meet my little request?

At the time, I did have this idea, even if I didn't think it so clearly, but one point was the most real idea.

Now, finally, as I expected, materially, I finally got a lot more than I could have imagined at the time.

In my name, I don't know how many villa properties there are, and how many assets there are, I can't say it myself; Under my name, there is Haotian Group, which also merged with Nitto Group, and Sun Moon Group, with total assets of at least tens of billions. How many people work in my company to survive and thrive? How many people are proud to work for these two companies?

Not only that, but I can also help my friends and those I care about, just like Huangjiang and Guo Hongjin. In my home, there are many friends gathered, and they all really support me and care about me.

It can be said that I have already gained a lot, both materially and spiritually.

But am I really happier than I used to be when I was in debt? It's really hard to tell.

So, what if I now ask Emperor Xudu to resign from my position as a human judge? I don't think Emperor Xudu will be too embarrassed for me, and if I insist on resigning, he will most likely agree.

"I won't resign as a human judge." I thought about it for a long time, and finally shook my head lightly and said to myself.

Lin Miaoyin still looked at me so gently and didn't speak.

I found that Lin Miaoyin has never been so gentle.

I lay on my back on the couch, looked at the crystal chandelier on the ceiling, and continued: "It's really stressful right now, and you saw it just now, it's just nervous. What kind of pressure do you say I would rather endure now than the pressure I received before? I should say that if it was the same as before, I would probably be happier now. ”

I looked back at Lin Miaoyin and smiled, and said, "If I say this, will you think I'm hypocritical?" ”

"Of course not." Lin Miaoyin said softly.

I said, "It's normal for you to think I'm hypocritical, and I won't blame you." You have always grown up in a greenhouse, and your parents have always taken good care of you, of course you will not understand the suffering of the world, nor will you understand my sadness at that time. If it weren't for Tingting, the two of us wouldn't have had anything to do with each other at all. If we meet on the street, you won't even look at me. ”

Lin Miaoyin smiled, did not admit it, and did not refute it.

I turned my head and continued to look at the crystal chandelier and said, "I now say that I am not willing to resign from the position of human judge, not because I am reluctant to give up these things that I have already acquired: countless properties, magnificent villas, countless assets, and inexhaustible money. I don't care if I lose all of these things......"

I paused, asked myself what was on my mind, and continued: "Actually, my pursuit as a person is very simple, the house should not be too big, just have a stable nest; Don't have too much money, just use more when you earn, use less if you earn less, as long as you don't have to worry about losing your job, you won't have anything to eat. It seems that there is almost no ambition, no pursuit at all, right? ”

Lin Miaoyin said with a smile: "It seems to be." ”

I seriously continued: "You were born into a rich family, and these things are at your fingertips, of course I think this pursuit is ridiculous. But that's what I really think. I have a small family, I have a job, and every day when I come home from work, I can happily buy vegetables and cook, and then the family sits around to eat and chat. Then, I snuggled up on the sofa and read quietly, and my wife lay in my arms watching Hong Kong dramas and Korean dramas. ”

"It's a very warm life." Lin Miaoyin said.

I continued: "I just want to say that tens of billions of net worth and magnificent villas are not what I am pursuing-of course, if you can get it through your own struggle, of course, it is also very good - so, even if I have it now, I will not be reluctant to give it up." ”

"I believe it." Lin Miaoyin said.

I continued: "Why, then, do I say that I will not resign as a human judge? ”

I paused for a long time before I continued: "It's a sense of duty. ”

"Responsibility?" Lin Miaoyin said strangely.

I looked at the crystal chandelier and continued, "During this time, I saw a lot of things that I couldn't have imagined before. Qin Taotian and Yang Shouzheng don't take people seriously at all, and treat people as experiments; Mr. Kobayashi has been persisting for hundreds of years, just to resurrect Emperor Jianwen alone, and he did not hesitate to let life be ruined; My friends around me, they don't know anything, they work hard and hard, just to make life better for themselves and their families. But in front of Qin Taotian and Mr. Xiaolin, they have no defense ability at all, and they are likely to fall victim to the ambition of people like Qin Taotian at any time, and in the end, they don't know how they died......"

"You're trying to protect them?" Lin Miaoyin said.

I continued: "Not only them, but also thousands of ordinary people, I really don't want them to be like ants, they may be pinched to death by people like Qin Taotian and Mr. Xiaolin at any time. They work hard and are full of hope for life. I don't want their struggles to come to naught, and I don't want their hopes to be cut short. I didn't know anything before, and I could be one of them at any time. But now that I know, I can't sit idly by. ”

Lin Miaoyin nodded and did not speak.

I continued: "Everyone should have the ability and right to control their own destiny and change their own misfortunes, and should not become a toy and victim of a human game like Qin Chaotian. What I want to do now is to find a way to stop people like Qin Taotian and Mr. Kobayashi, so that these people can fight for their ideal life. Every day, as long as there is some harvest and some progress, you can be happy for a long, long time; Every bit of harvest can be happily shared with friends......"

Lin Miaoyin looked at me with a strange light in her eyes.

I looked back at Lin Miaoyin and said with a smile: "My language is not very good, I may not understand it very well." ”

"I see what you mean." Lin Miaoyin said with a smile.

"Do you think I'm pretending to be great? Hypocritical that you almost want to beat me up? I said with a smile.

Lin Miaoyin said with a smile: "Of course not." ”

"Ha, I don't know what's going on, I suddenly feel that you are so gentle today, hehe." I said with a smile.

Lin Miaoyin glanced at me sideways, and said angrily: "Lao Tzu has always been like this, wasn't I gentle before?" ”

I smiled and said, "You forgot that I haven't forgotten, you used to talk to me, and you shouted and killed at every turn." If you had fulfilled all those words, I would have been beaten flat by you. ”

"Really?" Lin Miaoyin said leisurely.

I smiled and said, "I remember the first time I met you, I just confirmed my relationship with Tingting. At that time, you said to me: If you are sorry Tingting, see that Lao Tzu does not castrate you! Hehe, you don't remember it, do you? Now, Tingting and I have come to an end, I shouldn't be sorry for her, right? ”