15. Bitterness
I feel like I'm like a psychopath now, the whole person is completely in a state of chaos, I feel like I'm going to be driven crazy by Xue Zikun, everything now seems to be forcing me to a dead end.
Why do all the people do this to me?
Xue Zikun, Qu Man, Tang Yan, reporter.......
Looking at the number of the elevator slowly descending, I took a sharp breath, I knew that I had to make a break today, and the feelings between me and Xue Zikun had at the beginning had long since disappeared.
In fact, all of us understand that we are all sensitive people.
Even though we once loved deeply, but after we desperately tried to protect ourselves, there was nothing left.......
I went out of the door of the building and saw Xue Zikun's car parked there, he was wearing sunglasses and smoking against the car door.
I don't know when he came, but there was a cigarette butt on the ground.
Seeing me come out with a knife, Xue Zikun took off his glasses and glared at the boss, "What are you doing with a knife?" Seeking revenge? ”
"Can you get out of my sight?" I took a knife and slashed at his car mercilessly, and the white sports car instantly clicked off a layer of paint for me, "Xue Zikun, you are like a neurotic, is it interesting to brush your sense of existence like this every day?" Today it's either you die or I live. ”
"I don't like Tang Yan's affairs." Xue Zikun completely ignored what I just said, and the topic turned to Tang Yan, "When you want to marry a wealthy family, say it, I am a wealthy family!" ”
"yes, you're a wealthy family, you're still fucking insane!" I gestured in front of Xue Zikun with a knife, and said with a look of disgust, "Xue Zikun, do you really want to force me to death?" Are you really going to leave me cornered? ”
"You're going to kill me!" Xue Zikun grabbed my wrist, "I said that I want to start over with you, and I also said that I am serious, can you take off all your masks and not always look like you're afraid of me?" ”
Xue Zikun made me very uncomfortable because of the reason he was holding my hand, and my hand holding the knife shook the handle hard, "You let go of me!" ”
"How can I let you go?" Xue Zikun grabbed my wrist, and his strength became stronger and stronger, "I don't like my woman to mix with any man, I didn't work before, and I can't do it now!" ”
"Stirring?" I sighed helplessly, the things he decided would never change because of my explanation: "You think mixing is mixing, it's my business." ”
"You're up for it, aren't you?" Xue Zikun wanted to take me into the car, but I pushed him away and held the knife to his chest, "Get out, don't touch me!" ”
"Midsummer, I'll leave it here today, you are my woman, in this life, you don't want to escape from my palm."
"Run? I looked at the sky and sighed, "When am I going to run away?" When I came back from South Korea, I was repatriated to China, and now I am also very normal to be forced to live at a friend's house without a place to live, where did I escape? ”
Xue Zikun snatched the knife from my hand and threw it on the ground, "When you were sent back, I was in the United States, and I was ........ at that time."
"It's all gone." I closed my eyes, feeling that these were meaningless, I don't know when the tears have fallen, those difficult and hard days have passed, and now there is no point in saying this, "At that time, we were all young and vigorous, love without hesitation, I gave what I wanted, I never blamed you, but what you imposed on me was the shame of my life." ”
"Xia Xia, I have my difficulties, but now it's different, I have freedom."