The lights are red and the neon lights are flashing.

I became a goblin on the dance floor, blending in little by little, blooming all my bewitching here, forgetting everything in the world.

I indulged myself and let all my thoughts go crazy.

However, all this was to no avail, I could not fit into all of this after all, even the flickering figure in front of me could not bring some more blood to my pale heart.

All the way to the appearance of a person.

He sat on the edge in his white shirt, frowning and drinking red wine, bottle after bottle as if he was never drunk.

I stood in the middle of the dance floor, and my eyes were on him all at once, and I couldn't take my eyes off him for a long time.

The next moment, my man was already in front of him, and when he once put the wine glass to his lips, I reached out and intercepted his hand, and said with a smile, "Do you want to have a drink together?" I'm in for a treat. ”

He was slightly stunned, broke free from my grip without a trace, shook his head and said, "I'm sorry, I have someone I like." ”

I sat down with a smile, not angry at all.

After all, here, the men and women who strike each other up have the same ultimate goal.

I said, "Really?" Coincidentally, I also have someone I like, and I just want to talk casually. ”

I beckoned the waiter to bring me a glass, and began to pour wine in front of him, and the bright red wine entered my stomach, and I felt a sense of satisfaction that I had never felt before.

He just looked at me, and I, looking at the wine in his hand.

He frowned slightly, his good-looking brows tinged with a slight impatience, as if to blame me for disturbing his solitude.

"It's easy to get drunk when you drink like this."

I lifted my eyelids and smiled with a confused smile, "yes, but I feel like I'm going to get drunk." ”

After speaking, I beckoned the waiter, asked for two bottles of red wine, and then said to him: "My name is Qi Min, I don't know what your name is?" ”

He looked at me for a while before he spoke: "Wen Zhiyuan." ”

"Literary and elegant, quiet and far-reaching, good name."

As I spoke, I drank the wine from my glass again, and he kept his head down, his slightly long broken hair covering his eyes, with a hint of bookishness.

"Do you have something on your mind?"

He didn't answer me, I smiled and stared at the red wine in the glass, and said to myself: "Sometimes, I can't solve it with my heart in my heart, just like me, I try to be a normal person, but, you see, I still can't fit in here, like a passerby, I can only use wine to anesthetize myself." ”

As I spoke, I was about to raise my glass again, but he stopped me, he grabbed my hand, and the knobly fingers were right in front of my eyes, and my eyes were blurred for a moment.

He said: "It's not good for girls to drink too much, you better go home first!"

I giggled, tears of laughter came out, and I looked at him and asked, "Why are you being a good person?" Will good people be rewarded? ”

He was stunned for a moment, and his eyebrows tightened again, with a gloom that could not be dissolved.

I said, "My parents are dead, they are good people, but they were hit and killed, even if the state gives me compensation and gives my father an explanation, but can they survive?"

I don't understand, why don't good people live long? Bad guys stay for a thousand years? ”

"You're drunk, then find someone to pick you up!"

As he spoke, he was about to let go of my hand, but I wrapped it around him, making him slightly stunned, I smiled and leaned on his warm chest, and asked, "Who do you like?" Does she like you too? Or are you, like me, both crushes? ”

He stiffened slightly, and his expression took on a touch of coldness when I asked this sentence, and it couldn't be dissolved.

I smiled, took in his expression, and continued to myself: "I also love someone, and I have a crush, this person doesn't know my existence from beginning to end, even if I appear in front of him, the next moment, he will forget me, as if he has never seen me." You say, should I continue to love him? ”

He lowered his eyes to look at me and said sarcastically, "Then you are sad enough, is this kind of man worthy of your love?" Why not leave? ”

I laughed even more, grabbed the glass of wine in front of him around his neck, and drank it all over the place where he had drunk.

"Can you leave? I'm right here, how do I leave? ”

I cried, my eyes watery.

"You know what? He's married, he's married to the woman he's liked for more than ten years, and he's happily living together, you say, what should I do? I'm not as good as that woman, my looks and identity are not as good, what do you think I should do? ”

This was the first time I had spoken to a strange man, and I drank in a daze that I didn't know what year it was.

I don't know what he thinks, and I don't know how we got together, I just know that when I woke up the next morning, I found him lying next to me, and we, with just one look, understood what was going on.

I was stunned, and turned to look at him, but he indifferently left me, put on his clothes and went into the bathroom, and I, after seeing the red on the sheets, suddenly laughed stupidly, and then I cried again

I don't know what I'm thinking, I think I'm crazy, completely crazy, and I can't go back, I can't go back.

"A woman like you is really not suitable for a place like a dance hall, so don't go in the future."

After he came out, he suddenly said such a sentence, I was slightly stunned, looking at him standing in front of me neatly dressed, still with indifferent eyes, but I don't know if it was because we only saw the change in the relationship, his eyes never looked at me.

His hair was still a little wet and dripping mischievously.

Inexplicably, I blushed and brushed my face aside.

And he walked to my side naturally, without any warmth in his eyebrows.

"The person you love is Qi Tianyu?"

I was slightly stunned, not knowing how he knew.

He explained, as if he understood: "You said it last night when you were drunk, and you took me for him." ”

Suddenly, my heart shook, and my eyes looked at him in horror.

"What do you want?"

"It's not good, I just want to work with you, you promised last night."

I didn't understand, he continued: "We can help each other, what I love is Xiaojin, his current wife, and you, it is he who loves.

So, we can work together and break them up, because, I think, he is not a good match for Xiaojin. ”

I looked at him in a daze, looking at the pride and gentleness in his eyes when he talked about Xiaojin.

I suddenly felt a little ironic and a little lost.

Why do excellent and good-looking men have a relationship with Xiaojin? Why?

I agreed to his cooperation, and we, for some reason, began to maintain this bedside relationship.

However, even so, in front of me, except for being cold as ice, there was never any other expression, unless it was related to Xiao Jin, nothing could move him.

It seems that in this world, only the little brocade in his mouth can make his soul burn.

Looking at him like this, I began to feel more anxious and uncontrollable grief, I didn't know what was going on with my situation, let alone what to do.

However, the plan ultimately failed, and our affairs were all discovered, and I suddenly felt so tired that I wanted to run away from it forever.

So, when he offered to let me into the game to help him, I agreed, without a hint of resistance.

It's just that he didn't know what I was thinking, and after I entered the game, he didn't plan to leave.

In this world, I don't have any nostalgia, the only thing I cherish doesn't belong to me, and I always belong to others.

In the hundreds of years in the game, I don't know how many men I have been with, I don't know how many men are crazy for me, that kind of attachment is crazy, persistent, and my heart carries a deep sense of satisfaction.

But my heart will still be hollow and I can't feel full.

Xiaojin came, we met, but at this moment, our two enemies began to intersect.

She said, Wen Zhiyuan is dead, I shouldn't run away anymore.

But, Xiaojin, do you know that I have been running away from the beginning, not only escaping from Qi Tianyu's feelings, but also escaping from the fact that I fell in love with Wen Zhiyuan.

Yes, I fell in love with Wen Zhiyuan and fell in love with this man who would never be tempted by me.

He's dead, how do you make me deal with it?

I didn't ask Wen Zhiyuan how he died, I left the game, and I went to the bar where we first met.

It was still a burgundy night, but there was no more man in a white shirt with a gloomy face.

Perhaps, at the first sight of him, I already liked this man, but the obsession in my heart made me ignore all this.

I was forever running away and not finding my way.

At this time, sitting in the place where we used to drink together, I suddenly understood something.

That is, from beginning to end, I am dispensable, and he is just using my pontoon bridge to achieve his goal faster.

And I, falling in love with it has always been a surface, not an inside.

Wen Zhiyuan deserves the love of others.

Suddenly, I ate and laughed, drank the last glass of wine, and stepped into the stage that I had not stepped on in a few years.

Twisting my body like crazy, venting all the things I used to have.

To forget is to be reborn.

Perhaps, this is not difficult, when I stood in front of Xiaojin again and talked and laughed with her, I felt that we were real sisters.

Our blood is all the same, so why is she the only one who can get to act recklessly and live as chic as ever?

Perhaps, it is beautiful at first sight, and it is very simple to fall in love, and I should be suitable for that kind of simple love.

In this way, I fell in love with another man at first sight, his status is not high, but he has a safe atmosphere.

I thought that if I were Qi Min, I should try to find my own happiness.

Pounce on it, it's actually quite simple.

The whole book, the finale.