Chapter 357

For summer nights, Angénieux is a special presence.

Special Presence ......

An Qin raised the corners of her mouth slightly to make fun of herself.

Judging from the fact that he deliberately turned his back to her that summer night, it was really hard to imagine that he was the most important person to him.

She grabbed the key in her hand, thinking to herself that Summer Night just needed someone to take care of him when he was injured.

I just met his needs, so I was said to be a special person.

Anqin shook her head, shaking away the cranky thoughts in her head.

She took out the key and opened the door.

An Qin thought to herself, Xia Ye should still be sleeping.

When she opened the door, it was very quiet.

An Qin subconsciously lightened her steps, stood on tiptoe, and walked lightly into the room on a summer night.

I thought that Summer Night would lie down and rest, but I couldn't see Summer Night in the room.

The ashtray placed on the table is filled with a thick layer of cigarette butts.

Summer night with headphones, propped one knee on the windowsill, and slept deeply.

On the floor fell a lot of sheet music, CDs, manuscript paper.

Summer Night seems to be creating Yinyue, maybe I fell asleep when I was tired.

The sunlight outside the window fell on him impartially, making him look more handsome.

His eyes were closed, and his long eyelashes flickered, creating a faint shadow in the sockets.

"Summer Night......

Anqin was standing in the room, staring intently at the sleeping summer night.

The summer night under his eyes, although he was asleep, still looked so arrogant and conceited.

However, it is more soft than usual.

Angén had always seen summer nights in the dark before.

In fact, seeing the summer night under the sun, Anqin suddenly recalled the dream she once had.

Summer nights are bathed in brilliant sunshine and look radiant.

For Anqin, who is shrunk in a corner of the classroom, it is such a dazzling and unreachable existence.

Anqin didn't say a word, and silently approached Xia Ye's side.

Unlike the summer night in his dream, he was breathing softly at the moment.

Summer Night, the man who usually has to raise his head to see, is now sleeping under his eyes.

When Anqin looked at her right hand, which was wrapped in plaster cast and was bent and fixed in the summer night, she suddenly felt a pain in her eyes.

Suddenly there was an urge to touch the plaster.

And yet—

At this moment, the eyes of the summer night suddenly opened without warning.

Angén took a light breath, and her entire back stiffened.

The moment her eyes overlapped, Angén felt that she was about to be punished.

When I woke up, I found a figure flickering in front of me, and the frightened person should be a summer night! However, Anqin was like a naughty boy who was caught in a prank, so frightened that she didn't even dare to move.

The hand that was originally stretched out to the summer night, because of the other party's sudden awakening, could only be suspended in mid-air.

The black pupils of the summer night stared at Anqin steadily.

Maybe he just woke up physically, and his consciousness was still in his sleep.

The eyes of the summer night are like polished and shiny obsidian, clearly reflecting Anqin's figure.

Unable to bear this unbearable sense of confrontation, Angén looked away with a weak heart.

In the next second, Angénie saw a flash of light in the black hole she could inhale in.

That gentle murmur.

"—I love you...... I've always wanted to love you......"

From the point of view of a bystander, it must be a ridiculous one-legged show!

Despite this, Anqin was still so ashamed that she blushed and tried her best not to lose her temper.

The perception that cannot be described in words came flooding the sea, and I almost fell into a state of hysteria.

But just before the outbreak, Summer Night suddenly muttered a word.

"What...... I thought it was a continuation of the dream......"

The summer night seemed to be sleepy, and I didn't know where to say the whispers.

"Huh......?"

An Qin, who was confused, forgot her previous shame and tilted her head to think about the meaning of her words.

Just as Anqin was about to speak, Xia Ye regained consciousness first.

"—what time is it?" Summer Night whispered, half as if asking herself.

The furrowed brow proved that he was not very happy.

Summer Night stood up from the window shelf. The man who originally looked down was a head taller than An Qin in an instant.

An Qin hurriedly took out the watch in her school bag.

Although there are a lot of silver chains and leather accessories on the wrist of the summer night, it may be that I hate to be bound by time, but there is no watch in it.

Not to mention the watch, there is not even half a clock in the summer night's residence.

"Ten, half past ten...... Shortly after ......? ”

"Half past ten?"

Summer Night brushed away her black hair in annoyance, and shook her head gently as if to dispel her sleepiness.

It seems that Summer Night seems to have worked all night, and his face still looks like he wants to sleep.

"That...... If you still want to sleep, can I come back at dusk? “

Although the summer night was like this before noon, he seemed to be in a worse mood than ever when he was woken up early in the morning, like a wounded wolf, and his whole body exuded a stinging smell.

It may have something to do with getting up, but since the fracture of my right hand, I haven't been able to learn guitar for a while on a summer night, and it's normal for me to feel anxious and inexplicable.

It must be related to staying up late at work, plus not being able to play the guitar.

"It's all my ......"

In fact, the details are not very clear to Angean. But he heard that the real debut plan seems to have been delayed due to an accident on a summer night-

This question, Anqin was so afraid that she didn't even dare to mention it.

Assuming that Summer Night's right hand can be completely healed, but the opportunity to make the orchestra's debut is gone, how can Angén take responsibility? What's more, the real members of the group are not the only ones on summer nights. If because of that accident, the star dreams of other members of the group were ruined, would Summer Night become the target of public criticism and become a punching bag in the group?

If you really want to get to the bottom of it, it was because the opportunity to become famous was taken away that the members of Chaos became angry and regarded An Qin as a scapegoat.

The hatred and anger that are hidden in people's hearts are sometimes not measurable by common sense.

No one dares to assert that Summer Night's rash actions before their debut will not be the target of the members. So far, Xia Ye has never scolded Anqin, nor has she ever complained, and she doesn't even mean to blame her in the slightest.

However, the more she didn't say anything on the summer night, the more guilty Anqin felt.

If I knew it would be like this, I wouldn't have saved you!

If Xia Ye was willing to scold a few words, Anqin would be much more relaxed.

In this way, An Qin can accuse that if it weren't for the open and secret fight between the two orchestras, he would not have suffered an unwarranted disaster.

In fact, he is the most innocent person.

It's not me begging you to save me! At least in the face of the summer night, Anchen would not feel like she was like now, feeling that she was a dwarf. So, her nightmare will also disappear, right?

Thinking of this, An Qin suddenly remembered.

The summer night did murmur just now.

"The continuation of dreams."

Could it be that Summer Night, like Anqin, dreams of that day every night?

In reality, Summer Night did lose his right hand that he used to play the guitar, and what a shock it was for a guitarist. The two were afraid of something different - a few weeks later, the plaster cast was about to be removed on a summer night. And this sense of fear, except for Xia Ye himself, others can't understand it at all. If the unfortunate premonition does appear, how will Angén make up for the loss of the summer night?

Not to mention that Xia Ye, who is a victim, has never scolded An Qin harshly.

"In short, everything is my fault......" is an indescribable sentence

"In short......"

Let the dark clouds that accumulated on Anqin's chest blind those amber eyes.

While the fate of the orchestra leader is still sealed in plaster, Angén will do her best to atone for her sins.

"Summer night, do you have anything you want to eat~ I'll buy it in the evening......"

Anchen asked casually at the back of the summer night.

It may not be perfect, but the small things like preparing meals should be able to be done for Anqin!

Although under the strict education of her grandmother, Anqin has never even cooked instant noodles since she was a child.

Fortunately, most of the summer nights use convenience stores or takeout to solve people's livelihood problems, and he can eat all the coarse food that is difficult to swallow without saying a word. Summer Night had no contact with his deceased mother, he was used to living alone for a long time, and family flavors were only a dispensable luxury for him. Besides, he wasn't interested in food. As long as you can fill your stomach, everything you eat is the same.

For a week, Summer Night had specifically asked Angén to buy, except for cigarettes, only canned beer.

"That'...... I'll be back at four o'clock......"

Next, he's probably going back to bed to catch up on sleep, right?

So, Angén announced the time of the next appearance to the back of the summer night.

I thought that I would be silent all the time on the summer night, but at this time, I suddenly opened my mouth to An Qin, who was about to leave.

"It's too late to go now, is it?"

"Huh?"

Anqin turned her head and looked at the summer night for some reason.

"It's Saturday."

Summer Night looked away a little and added this sentence. In other words, what Summer Night really wanted to say to Angén was that there were no classes on Saturday afternoons anyway, and there was no point in rushing to school now.

"You're a candidate, aren't you? If this continues, is it okay to attend the number of days? ”

Anqin, who was still in a daze, finally understood the meaning of the summer night. The unexpected accusation made Anqin's cheeks turn red.

In fact, the frequent absences have long been reprimanded by the school. However, An Qin never thought that she would hear about it from the mouth of Xia Ye.

Whether you repeat a grade because of a lack of attendance days, or fail due to insufficient preparation, you can do it again next year.

More than that, Summer Night's career as a guitarist is more critical.

Of the two, Angénieux can only choose one.

"Let's talk about it when your hand heals......"

However, Angeux's concession due to guilt deepens the unhappiness of the summer night.

"Two weeks later, my hand was fine! Who asked you to take care of it! Don't put on that kind of expression that it's all my fault, it makes people annoyed when they look at it! ”

It's the first time since the injury on a summer night that I've had such a nervous rampage.

"A good student should look like a good student, and you just have to go to school obediently!"

Xia Ye deliberately teased An Qin, and her tone was full of sarcasm.

The best way to deal with such anger is to ignore it.

It's a pity that Anqin can't do it.

Because her personality is too one-sided.

"But, but, you were injured to protect me......!"

In an instant, a light flashed under Xia Ye's eyes, but An Qin didn't notice it.

"I owe it to you!"

"Duty to me?"

An Qin's gaze became more and more sinister.

"Ah......h

By the time Angénieux realized the danger, it was already too late.

She was caught by Summer Night.

……

Plus it's been two weeks since today -

Since the first used guitar, Summer Nights have never experienced such a long window period.

Anyway, the left hand in charge of pressing the strings can still move, and the fractured right hand is not injured in the finger part, and after the annoying plaster is removed next week, although it will take a while to recover, but sooner or later you will be able to play the guitar to your heart's content.

Fortunately, the fracture did not hurt the nerves and muscles, and the doctor repeatedly patted his chest to ensure that the cure rate was as high as 100%.

Therefore, for the band, whose debut day is approaching, now is the best time for them to take a break from the group, and they can spend as much as they want until they recover from their injuries on a summer night.

"It's good to take sick leave once in a while........."

Summer nights can be a temporary break from singing, recording, and spending time with the orchestra.

However, the long days of not being able to play the guitar still caused a lot of stress on the summer night.

Not being able to play the Gutha - what a difficult time it was.

So far, Summer Night had never experienced it in person, and he couldn't even think about it.

It's like a part of the body has been removed, and life is empty and turbulent.

In addition to the slight inconvenience of daily life, when I can't play the guitar, I can't not go to the studio to practice, but also can't compose and perform. With the movement of the right hand, even the purpose of survival has been taken away.

After this incident, Xia Ye finally deeply understands that he is a man who cannot survive without losing his guitar.

In fact, if you can't hold a guitar for the rest of your life like you are now, Summer Night thinks it's better to die clean.

If there is a possibility that something else will break the bone in the future, Summer Night will be so angry that he will tear down the whole house. However, compared to the anxiety about the recovery of the right hand, there is one more thing that makes Xia Ye fall into an uncontrollable fear just by imagining it.

Summer Night didn't dare to imagine that An Qin would be injured.

In fact, the moment the huge iron struck towards Anqin, Xia Ye didn't even have time to think. Angénie will die——......!!

When the thought came to mind, the summer night when I was always not afraid of the sky and the earth, and always seemed to be unfazed, actually had a sense of fear that the cold hairs stood on end all over my body.

For the first time in a lifetime, the summer night was so simple that it didn't need any calculations, relying solely on the instincts of the body.

Assuming that his right hand would have been broken in the first place, he would have stretched out his hand without thinking.

At that moment, the most important thing for Xia was to protect Anqin.

Of course, Summer Night's actions come from a sincere heart, and he never wants to be reciprocated by the other party.

Really, even Xia Ye himself didn't know that he would risk his life to protect An Qin like this.

And yet—

"Damn......! What does it look like! ”

No matter how much he spouts evil words, Summer Night's anger will not be diminished.

In the fire alley where the attack occurred, Anqin, who was in a panic and hugged Xia Ye tightly, completely belonged to Xia Ye alone.

But afterwards, Anqin's feelings about the summer night were only guilt and a sense of responsibility.

In fact, as long as Anqin is safe and sound, Xia Ye feels extremely relieved-

"Who wants him to be thankful! I never said the responsibility was on him! ”

For Xia Ye, An Qin's unexpected humble reaction completely betrayed the purest emotion in his heart. Therefore, every time I see Angén as if she was repaying her debts, the summer night will be furious for no reason.

Summer night is crazy and obsessed with Anqin.

He didn't want to destroy, but to love and care for her as best he could.

Xia Ye was also deeply angry at his repeated actions of hurting Anqin. It was precisely because he wanted to salvage this distorted relationship that began with destruction that Summer Night gave the concert tickets to Angén.

But the situation between the two has been low to the bottom.

"Angénieux ......"

The cigarette that I hadn't taken a puff of since I lit it turned into ashes.

Staying in an empty room on a summer night, staring at the ceiling emptily, feeling extremely empty inside. confessed because they liked each other, and at the same time poured out their inner desires for each other in one fell swoop, even the first meeting between the two five years ago, the summer night has been revealed.

Summer Night really doesn't know what else to do?

Summer Night, which ostensibly maintains a dominant position, has no cards in his hand.

Knowing that if it continues like this, sooner or later it will end up with both sides defeated, but Xia Ye can't imagine what it would be like to be rejected by Anqin.

He didn't dare to think about it at all. From the past to the present, there has never been a shortage of objects on summer nights, anyway, as long as you choose one of the women who take the initiative to send them to the door, you can shoot and scatter after that.

On such a summer night, I have feelings for Anqin who rejected me.

"All I want is ...... Angén!"

On a summer night a few months ago, I couldn't imagine that I would be a man who couldn't let go of his infatuation with Anqin, was bound by tragic feelings, and had no interest to the extreme.

Because of how confident and proud Summer Night was, he believed that by his charm alone, there was no prey that he could not get his hands on—

Now, no matter how embarrassing his position is, Xia Ye can't let go of it, and let An Qin, who seems to have broken out of the cocoon, leave his side.

Because no matter what posture Anqin is, she wants it on a summer night, and she is willing to ask for it.

"I'm so bad......!"

Knowing that Anqin has a sense of guilt towards herself, she has been taking the opportunity to make amends, but instead of brushing the other party's hand, Xia Ye in turn uses the other party's apology to satisfy her own attachment.

I feel sick to my stomach like this. Reason and emotion split from within, almost tearing him in half. Contradictory emotions constantly harsh the conscience of the summer night. But in reality, Anqin's visit did bring great happiness to the summer night when she couldn't play the guitar for the time being.

Dr. Anqin ...... had to strictly observe a three-week period of absolute recuperation on a summer night, otherwise there would be no guarantee that his right hand would be fully recovered.

On that day, Summer Night violated the doctor's instructions and ruthlessly did that kind of thing to Angén.

In hindsight, what a stupid move.

- Maybe I won't be able to play the guitar again......!

Even if there is only a slight possibility, you can't afford to gamble on a summer night.

He felt that the future was dark, and despair and fear hit him deeply.

When Xia Ye dragged up the stairs with heavy footsteps in his arms and was extremely uneasy, he was surprised to find Anqin squatting on the side of the road with her knees crossed.

Angénieux ......!

Although Xia Ye immediately learned that this morning sun was disguised, the happiness that instantly surrounded him had not disappeared from his heart.

Although An Qin's actions were out of obligation, when she opened the door on a summer night to let An Qin in, she was still like a girl waiting for her lover, and she secretly felt excited.

The fearful Anqin came with the mood of atonement.

After lifting her guard, she was so guarded, Xia Ye had never seen An Qin with such an expression. The relationship between the two is like the lover's song that can't be played well, although it is clumsy and jerky, but the moment the strings make a sound, the summer night will still feel inexplicably itchy.