She felt as if a century had passed, so long and so long, but she still couldn't believe that the person in front of her was real, that he had really returned, not an illusion of herself.

He has lost a lot of weight, his facial lines are becoming more and more obvious, his hair and beard have grown a little, and although the clothes on his body are still brands, they can't set off his original sunny and handsome.

"Night chess, I've finally found you." He ran towards her, and he smiled at her, smiling with the joy of being reunited after a long absence.

She stood in place, almost using all her strength to suppress the impulse in her heart, her hands could only control her emotions and thoughts by digging into the flesh, and she couldn't resist holding him.

The nose and eye sockets were sour, and she tried hard to raise the corners of her lips to give him a smile, but she found that every time she touched the corners of her mouth, her heart was torn an inch, and she was almost out of breath from the pain.

She waited for days, and finally when he returned, she was not qualified to hug him.

He had already arrived in front of her, his hand carefully brushed her face, and his movements were gentle as if he was holding a fragile treasure, "I'm sorry, night chess, I'm sorry, I'm late, I made you wronged, I'm sorry, don't blame me, okay?" ”

The same cautious words, the same attitude of treating her as a treasure, the same warm smile, he didn't even blame her for not saying goodbye, just blindly blaming himself.

"Jiang Yu, I ......"

"Night chess, don't say it, don't say it, it's all my fault, it's all my fault!"

She thought he didn't know she was married, but his words, and the sadness that was about to overflow in his eyes, told her that he knew, that he knew everything, and that he was just pretending not to know to reduce her guilt.

She would rather he scold her loudly without saying goodbye, accuse her of not keeping her promises, or slap her a few times, it is better than the calm at this moment, the more calm he looks, the more uncomfortable her heart is like a knife.

"Night chess, am I stupid? I should have thought earlier that you had already returned to China, I thought you were lost and couldn't find your way home, and I actually looked for you abroad for more than a week. ”

His hand gently pinned the hair that fell from her cheeks, and the focused and pitying gaze made her want to throw herself into his arms and cry loudly, pouring out all her grievances during this time.

But she couldn't!

I really can't!

All the bitter water is swallowed in the stomach.

"Jiang Yu, I'm sorry! What you see is true. ”

Even if she and Yi Haoyang got married no matter how well Yulanzhi concealed it, since Jiang Yu had returned to China, it was impossible not to hear the wind at all, even if he really didn't hear it, but seeing her standing in the garden of the Yi family, listening to those people calling her Mrs., he was such a smart person, he must have known everything.

"Let's go back first, I'll take you home first." He slowly interrupted her words, his voice was soft for fear of disturbing anything, and he held the soft sword of night chess with both hands, "Night chess, obedient, let's go home first, or go back to Lishuiju, in short, let's leave here first." This time, I promise you, I will definitely protect you well, you believe me again, you give me another chance, okay night chess? ”

He is immersed in his own self-deception, and even if he can't bear it anymore, he will shatter his dreams.

"Jiang Yu, I'm really married to Yi Haoyang!" She had to use almost all her strength and endure the pain that spread throughout her limbs before she could say the word "good".