As the minutes passed, the bodyguard was waiting outside in a little anxious, he always hung his head, looked at the time on his wrist, and stood on tiptoe, looking inside through the window on the door.

About half an hour passed, and there was finally movement in the doctor's office, and the bodyguard leaned against the door to listen, and he could vaguely hear a woman talking, it should be Han Shiyin awake.

His face was beaming, and his hands, which had been clenched into fists because of nervousness, were also loosened at this time.

Han Shiyin did wake up, and after she woke up, she saw a doctor she was familiar with, and she couldn't help but shed tears.

She is a strong woman with a lot of self-esteem. She has never cried in front of others, and now, she can cry in front of the doctor, obviously treating this doctor as her own family.

"Shiyin, I just checked for you, what's the matter with you! The physical condition is getting worse and worse, and the depression is worse than before. ”

The doctor's tone was a bit bitter.

Han Shiyin's nose was sour, and clear tears ran down her cheeks and quickly slid down.

"Uncle Li, I'm busy during this time, I ran out of medicine and forgot to come over to prescribe it, take this opportunity, you can prescribe some medicine for me, I haven't been sleeping very well recently." Han Shiyin took a deep breath and spoke slowly, her choked voice, and her red nose were pitiful.

The doctor, who she also called "Uncle Li", sighed lightly, shook his head constantly, left from her, and sat at his desk, "You, it's really not worry-free, your depression is already very serious, the medicine must keep up, and you can't stop it, you have stopped the medicine for so many days, and you must not be able to stand it mentally." ”

Dr. Li muttered as he prescribed her medication. These nagging words, in Han Shiyin's ears, seemed very warm, and she also felt a trace of warmth.

It's not that Han's father and Han's mother don't care about her, it's just that their care is something that Han Shiyin doesn't like, so it's no different from not caring.

Han Shiyin jumped down from the hospital bed, walked to Dr. Li's side, and sat down slowly, "Uncle Li, I'm fine, you don't have to worry." ”

As soon as her words fell, she immediately attracted the roll of Dr. Li's eyes, and Dr. Li shouted angrily, "Why are you okay?" Look at your arms, they're scarred, and if you keep going like this, you're dead! ”

Dr. Li acted rudely and pulled Han Shiyin's sleeves open, revealing her scarred arms, the wounds were dense, and she looked terrible.

Han Shiyin immediately put down her sleeves, her eyes were a little fluttering, "Uncle Li, I ......"

Before she finished speaking, Dr. Li spoke, directly interrupting her words, "Don't say anything, you must protect your body, your current mental state is very fragile, it is easy to collapse, you must be strong, cheer up, think about something, don't drill the horns yourself!" ”

Dr. Li felt that her actions just now were a bit reckless, and he was worried that it would irritate her, so he would say this to her and make her want to open up.

It's just that as a doctor, he also understands that everything needs to be thought out by Han Shiyin herself, no matter what others say or do, they can't help her!

"I know, Uncle Li, don't worry." In order to reassure Dr. Li, Han Shiyin hooked the corners of her mouth, but with her current mood, she couldn't laugh.

Han Shiyin's appearance is the most normal appearance when she has taken off her disguise. She has clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes, and she looks more delicate than ordinary women, who would have thought that behind such a delicate woman, she is a serious depressed patient!

Dr. Li sighed helplessly, shook his head, tore off the list from the prescription list, and handed it to Han Shiyin, "Have you ever thought about how to tell your parents about this?" ”

Dr. Li's words irritated Han Shiyin a little, her eyes widened, her emotions became uneasy, she grabbed Dr. Li's arm, and kept shaking, "No, no, I can't tell my parents, I can't tell them ......"

Dr. Li frowned, secretly screamed that it was not good, and hurriedly patted her shoulder with his other hand to comfort her emotions, "Don't tell, don't tell, I'll listen to you." ”

Gradually, under the comfort of Dr. Li, Han Shiyin's mood stabilized.

Clear tears hung in the corners of her eyes, her body trembled, she looked pitiful, and she was very different from her usual vigorous and resolute appearance!

"Okay, what you have to learn now is to be calm, don't be too excited, and don't think about things too extremely, so that your illness will be better." Dr. Lee tapped her on the shoulder, trying to stir up her depressed mood.

Han Shiyin just pursed her lips and chuckled, with a little helplessness in her smile.

Calm down? Don't get too emotional? Don't want things to be too extreme? These words are easy to say, but they are only three or five words, but they are even more difficult to do.

A normal person may not be able to do something when she encounters something, not to mention, she is a severely depressed person!

Han Shiyin took a deep breath, and suddenly felt that the conversation with Dr. Li was not interesting, and she lost interest, "I still have something to do, I'll go first." ”

She got up from her chair, pulled out the medicine slip that Dr. Li was holding, and turned away without looking back.

The moment she closed the office door, Dr. Li shook his head, and the whole office was filled with his sighs.

Every time Han Shiyin came over, he would say these words. Knowing that she would be annoyed, she couldn't listen to it, but he still had to say it, because at present, he could only do this, Han Shiyin's depression was already very serious, and it would not get better at all.

All he can do is to control her condition for the time being, and just not worsen.

"How's it going, Miss? You okay? The bodyguard who was waiting outside saw Han Shiyin coming out, and immediately stepped forward to ask excitedly, and his worried eyes swirled back and forth on her.

Han Shiyin shook her head slightly, took a deep breath, raised her head again, and the cold light in her eyes flashed again, "It's okay, you go and help me get the medicine, I'll wait for you in the hall on the first floor." ”

Han Shiyin threw over the medicine list, ordered coldly, and then left without looking back.

No one except her and Dr. Li knew about her illness.

Today in the office, she was sick because she had not taken medicine for several days, which caused her to be in a trance, and she didn't know what she had done.

She knew that the bodyguard would be curious, but she still didn't plan to tell him, she was sick, she planned to die, and she wouldn't let others know!

What if you tell your family? The family will only worry about her, and they will definitely worry at first, but after a long time, the family will think that she is a drag and can't do anything, and slowly, they will lose confidence in her!

Han Shiyin is still an extremely strong person, how could she be willing to see others treating her coldly!

Therefore, when she was found to have depression, she didn't even think about it, and directly chose to print it.

Countless sad and painful nights, she survived alone. Tears soaked her pillow, that kind of heartbreaking, who would understand!

Especially when she saw that the picture of Sheng Luoshen and Xia Chenxi falling in love with each other was playing on TV, she could obviously feel that her depression had deepened again!

If it weren't for her strong mind, I am afraid that her current fate would be the same as Xia Xueqi!

She and Xia Xueqi are two people with different personalities, and she won't make herself a madman! She wants to make herself stronger, and then make Sheng Luoshen and Xia Chenxi pay the price!

Han Shiyin found a corner to lean on, she squinted her eyes slightly, looked at the people coming and going in the hospital hall, and suddenly felt that human life was too fragile.

She sighed lightly, her eyes gradually glazed over, and she fell into deep thought, unable to extricate herself.

According to Han Shiyin's instructions, the bodyguard went to help her get the medicine, and he watched the nurse in the pharmacy take a big bag, box by box of medicine, until it could not be filled.

"Come, patient Han Shiyin's medicine!" The little nurse struggled to lift the medicine up and push it out of the window.

The bodyguard looked at the pile of medicine as high as a hill in front of him, and was a little confused.

"Come on, take these medicines away, there are still queues in the back!" The little nurse was noisy, interrupting the bodyguard's thoughts.

The bodyguard sank his eyes, walked to the side with the medicine, he looked left and right, but didn't see Han Shiyin.

In order to find out what disease Han Shiyin had, he found a secret place, picked up his mobile phone, and began to search for the name of the medicine to see what disease it treated.

"Depression!" The bodyguard raised his voice and lost his former composure.

Now, one more person knows that Han Shiyin has depression!

The bodyguard frowned, the truth of the matter gave him too much shock, he was stunned for a long time, and he didn't come out.

Time passed minute by minute, Han Shiyin and the others were impatient and called the bodyguard.

The phone rang, and the bodyguard finally came back to his senses, and when he saw Han Shiyin's name jumping on the screen, he suddenly panicked.

For fear that his voice betrayed him to know the truth of the matter.

coughed lightly several times, he felt that he could control his emotions, so he answered Han Shiyin's call, "Miss......"

"Let you get a medicine, where have you been? Why haven't you come back yet? I'm a little unwell and want to go back to rest, you can come back soon. Han Shiyin yelled at her phone, she was already suppressing her temper.

"Miss, where are you? I'm going to look for you. The bodyguard deliberately kept a calm voice, which was a little strange.

It's just that Han Shiyin is angry now and didn't hear it.

"I'm near the hospital gate, you come looking for me." After speaking, before the bodyguard could answer, she immediately hung up the phone and didn't give him a chance to speak and explain.

The bodyguard looked at the phone that Dudu was thinking about and sighed lightly. At this time, he understood the reason why Han Shiyin's mood was uncertain.

It turned out that she had depression!

The bodyguard decided immediately that he must do his best to take care of Han Shiyin and let her get better as soon as possible.

As everyone knows, Han Shiyin's illness has reached the point of no return, and it can only be maintained with medication, and it is impossible to get better.

At the gate of the hospital, the bodyguard found Han Shiyin, who was waiting impatiently, and he immediately trotted over, "Miss, I'm sorry to keep you waiting, I suddenly had a stomachache and went to the toilet." ”