040, jade
Now as the female official of the Yonghe Palace, Su Jinyu got up early at the urging of Hatsune and handed the booklet left by Qingyun to her.
"Without Aunt Qingyun to help you today, you have to rely on yourself." She took out the four treasures of the study from the cabinet and placed them on the table in order.
This is one of the tasks of the female officer, and every morning she has to arrange the personnel who are on duty for the day and the inner sanctum. If there is a slight slackness, the first to bear the brunt is the female officer who arranges this arrangement.
No one dared to have the slightest negligence, Su Jinyu casually flipped through a few pages of the dense name, a little displeased, "Hatsune, you can help me get it, something happened, and I'm here." ”
As soon as the words fell, Su Jinyu got up and was about to leave. This should not be what she did but she had to do it forcibly, in the eyes of outsiders, she was already a woman who loved vanity, but who knew the pain and struggle in her heart.
She didn't have the bun that a female official should have, it was still the soft bun she loved, and wearing that hairpin made her love it. The things in the Qingyun wing, I don't know when they came here.
The jade plaque that radiated a soft light, she reached out hesitantly. How many palace people dream of the brand, now it is a stone's throw away from them, why not have the slightest joy and pride?
"Say, do people hate me?" Su Jinyu turned around in a daze, and looked at Hatsune with forbearance eyes. She doesn't want everyone to deceive herself, why does she always force a smile when she is disgusted?
In her heart, she always longs to be able to live in harmony with them, and in this big family, she wants to feel the care of others and want to give her own care.
Hatsune noticed her abnormality and hurriedly comforted, "No." Even if it's a lie, she also hopes that Su Jinyu is happy, in the palace, identity and power are the factors that determine everything, so what if you don't hate it?
Su Jinyu lowered her head and smiled bitterly, then left the room without saying anything more. Yesterday, I learned from Chu Qin that Qingyun was sent to the West Palace, no matter what, where she was going to go today.
People just walked to the gate of the courtyard, there is still some distance from the dormitory of the Yonghe Palace, raised his eyes and looked a little, in the past in the early morning all the palace maids in the palace will go there to serve the emperor to the court, she does not know who went in today, and who is waiting outside the door.
The phrase 'I'm sorry', she hid it timidly in her heart. She didn't know if he cared about her heart. Looking at the domineering spirit of the king that was gradually revealed on his body, she could only humbly prostrate at his feet forever and whisper greetings.
Thoughts were slowly withdrawn, Su Jinyu pulled the corners of her mouth and took a step in the other direction.
"Auntie......" The man had barely walked a few steps when there was a messy footstep and a hurried call behind him.
Su Jinyu's whole body was shocked, and she stood in place, waiting for someone to move in front of her eyes, and then she opened her lips lightly, "Is there something wrong?" ”
It was Ruomei who caught Su Jinyu's footsteps, a slight sweat broke out on her forehead, and her little face was even more red because of running. She specially came to this backyard with Shang Xi's message and invited Su Jinyu to serve the emperor in the dormitory.
The person just stopped, and he didn't even have time to adjust his breathing, and said breathlessly, "Auntie, Shangxi's father-in-law asked you to go to the dormitory to serve the emperor and get up early." This is what he asked the slave to give to his aunt, saying that you will understand it if you have seen it. ”
As she spoke, she took out a jade plaque from her sleeve and respectfully presented it to Su Jinyu, with bright yellow tassels hanging on it, dangling in mid-air.
This jade plaque is exactly the same as the one given to her by Qingyun, but the piece in front of her is more extravagant, and her name is engraved in a very conspicuous place on the jade plaque.
Su Jinyu didn't reach out to take it, she glanced at it wantonly, the warmth in her eyes was gradually replaced by cold, she didn't expect Shang Xi to force herself because of this.
Whether she recognized it or not, the name could not be changed. Even if it is denied, even if it is discarded, the name that can be recorded in the book cannot be changed. Even though she died, her soul was attached to this mission.
Ruomei, who lowered her head, saw that Su Jinyu didn't move in the slightest, so she couldn't help but secretly raise her eyelids, and called softly, "It's not early, my aunt should go to the dormitory to serve first." If the emperor blames him, I'm afraid that those palace maids won't be able to bear it......"