Xiao Muchen wanted to keep the secret in his heart forever, and everyone didn't know why he chose to leave suddenly at that time, and why he made such a decision.

Behind every choice, there is always sadness.

It's a pity that they never know, they always think that they have waited for the best, but in the end, you will find that where is the end, it is simply to make you feel that when something happens, he will stand here.

may not be with you forever, but will choose to be with you.

"It always feels like you're a little absent-minded right now."

Xi Nuan's feeling has always been wrong, when I met Xiao Muchen, I felt that he was a very mysterious person, and there were many things that he had never said to others.

But at that time, I didn't see how much could be done in the following time.

No one knows how many ups and downs there are in life.

When it happens, I feel that I did something wrong, but this kind of remorse cannot change the result.

So every time they go to look at it, they inevitably feel that they don't think about it, they almost think about it.

But in the end, you will see that such a reason is just to comfort yourself.

If you want to comfort others, that's impossible.

"Probably every time I think about the past, I still feel a little regretful, I gave them a promise, but I didn't finish it with them, and now when I see them in the circle, I always feel sorry to them."

"And I may never be able to open my mouth for this sentence."

Xiao Muchen didn't know what to say, and he didn't know how to explain it.

"But it's not your fault, not everything, it's up to you to decide, I never felt that you did anything wrong, I remember when I first met you, your expression gave people a very cold feeling, that kind of rejection of people thousands of miles away, so that when I approached you, I was a little apprehensive, but the only good thing is that you don't seem to be very good at rejecting girls."

Xi Nuan also felt that Xiao Muchen deliberately disguised himself as so cold, but deep in his heart, he seemed to be longing for this warmth.

I don't know why, she guessed it all.

Although this result is still a little unusual, you don't know what the answer is almost before you think about it.

In the past, you didn't expect that the rights and wrongs in the middle might bring you anything, but it brought a lot of confusion to Xiao Muchen, and he had been trapped in it for a long time.

The so-called thinking clearly, and not thinking clearly, will be another matter.

You don't need to say it, you don't need to understand it, you should know it when you choose to keep these things in your heart, and one day, it will become a bloody fact in your heart, and it will always be unavoidable.

"Yes, I think in that case, I can make myself more sober, I will tell myself, I have always been alone, and this path is my own choice, I will never regret it, you know, for me, the loss of a loved one is equivalent to the loss of everything, and that relative and me, has always been very close."