103. I haven't touched anyone else.
"Moon safety."
Xue Zixu replied very calmly, "Go now?" ”
"Do you think it's fun to see my jokes?" Xue Zikun was anxious, "I'm in this situation now, I can't get out of Jiangzhou." ”
"It seems that you are not completely crazy, and you still know how many pounds and taels you have."
"Now the only person I can trust is you." Xue Zikun looked at me, "I only want safety, and I don't pick the environment." ”
"Now I'm the only one you can use." Xue Zixu drove the car fast, he made a phone call, and after saying a few words, he said to Xue Zikun, "I have arranged the house, but you have to find a way to end this matter as soon as possible, your mother and the old man are not easy to fool, don't tie yourself up." ”
"Got it."
I just watched them talk so quietly, as if this matter had nothing to do with me, Xue Zikun looked at me with concern, his eyes were hot, and his hand was tightly wrapped around me, but I felt that I was very far away from him.
The car stopped in front of a very ordinary building, Xue Zixu took us upstairs, the second floor, a simple and warm small two-bedroom, he pointed around, "Live first." ”
"Hmm." Xue Zikun helped me to the sofa on the side, and then stood beside Xue Zixu, "Thank you." ”
"You thank you, which means that I have to help you with whatever happens?" Xue Zixu patted Xue Zikun on the shoulder, "You are also twenty-four, think about how you will go in the future, don't be reckless, after all, you will never be young in the future."
Isn't Xue Zikun twenty-three? It turns out that it's twenty-four!
Xue Zikun nodded, not knowing whether he understood or not, Xue Zixu went out, and when he was about to go out, he said, "Later, Xiaolin will send some daily necessities and food." ”
After sending Xue Zixu away, Xue Zikun stood in front of me and asked me in a low voice, "Xia Xia, are you okay?" ”
I nodded, "Hmm." ”
"About the child....... Xue Zikun paused, "Some of my thoughts before were not considered, because a lot of things happened, and I had to make such a decision. ”
"I know, I was there when your mother called you, and you said the child was killed." My voice was calm, as if I was saying something mundane, "I hear it all." ”
"I don't want to lose you more than this kid." Xue Zikun grabbed my arm and looked at me very seriously, "A lot of things have happened during this time, and now is also a very difficult time, this child is really not the right time to come." ”
"Because after the birth of this child, you are guilty of bigamy, right?" I looked at Xue Zikun, his eyes were not shocked, he was very surprised, and I continued, "Everyone wants this child to die because they want to protect you, you should be happy, so many people care about you." ”
His face was ugly: "How do you know?" ”
"I also just knew, I was curious why Qu Man did what you did beside you and you were so indulgent, no matter what she said, you would take it, I was angry because she quarreled with you, you won't alienate her, it turns out that she is your real wife." I laughed, "It's so hard for you to lie to me." ”
"Things are not what you think. Qu Man and I are in a military marriage, which was appointed by a higher authority, and I have no right to refuse, and some things are confidential and I can't say it. ”
"I don't blame you." I gently wiped the beads of sweat from Xue Zikun's forehead, "I don't blame you, I just think that if you had told me earlier, I might have been more cautious about the arrival of this child." ”
"Xia Xia, don't do this." Xue Zikun was anxious and took my hand, "I have no relationship with Qu Man, we are only together to facilitate tasks, and we don't have a factual relationship." ”
"We have a factual relationship, but I don't have a certificate, you don't have a factual relationship, you have a certificate, you are protected by the law," I pulled my hand out of Xue Zikun's hand and gently touched my stomach, "This child is a fatal blow to you, but for me, he is all I have." ”
It may be that my calmness scared Xue Zikun, he squatted on the ground and looked at me, very anxious, "You hit me, you scold me, you can do whatever you want to me, you are so calm, I feel like I am about to lose you." ”
I laughed, "I'm not here for good." ”
I suddenly thought of Qu Man's expression when she asked me to have an abortion, she said that the process would only take a few minutes, but her body would be weak, at that time I still wondered if she had done it, and now, what a suitable opportunity for me to confirm my thoughts, "Has Qu Man ever conceived your child?" ”
Xue Zikun was stunned for a moment, and said categorically, "No." ”
"Really?" I asked, "She really didn't conceive your child?" ”
Xue Zikun looked at me and replied word by word, "I am the only one with you, and I have never touched anyone else." ”
"You are fulfilling your husband and wife obligations with her, and you are cheating in marriage with me."
Xue Zikun was silent, he stood up and took out his mobile phone to make a call, he looked at me, and said word by word, "Please approve the application I submitted as soon as possible, I know where I am stuck now, don't force me to make trouble, I made a big fuss, a group of you are waiting to bury me!" ”
I don't know who he called this phone to, my head is very messy now, I just said those words that I forcibly said, and now I have a terrible headache and want to lie down for a while, just stood up, Xue Zikun also stood up, "Where are you going?" ”
"Lie down." I pointed to the location of the bedroom, "Even if you want to kill this child, can you wait until I get rest?" ”
Xue Zikun didn't speak, I was afraid that when I walked by him, I obviously felt that he was very depressed, every time he was angry, he was very fond of frowning, we used to have a small quarrel, I could still coax a few words when he was angry, there was no such between us at that time, it was just just eating, drinking and having fun, but now it is different, the reason why he is angry is also the knot that I can never untie.
I lay down on the bed, someone came outside, it should be Xue Zixu who said to send daily necessities, I turned over, my body was very tired, and I fell asleep after a while.
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"Xia Xia, I'm sorry." Xue Zikun didn't know when he went to bed, he hugged me from behind, his face buried in my neck, I was awake, but I didn't dare to move when he made me like this.
He just hugged me, I froze, and after a long time, his phone seemed to ring, and he watched the number get out of bed and walked briskly to the kitchen to answer the phone.
I'm not at all interested in who this call is, but my current situation makes me feel full of unknowns, what the hell should I do? I really can't find any reason why I can continue to stay by Xue Zikun's side, the infamy of a junior is enough to make people all over the world spit on me, but what about the child in my belly?
This is a weapon that can ruin Xu Zikun's reputation, and it is also my last bit of longing for love.
Qu Man once asked me, who is important, the child or Xue Zikun?
At that time, I thought that the child was important, and now, compared with Xue Zikun's future, this unknown little guy makes me conflicted.
I love him!
My favorite is Xue Zikun, who has infinite scenery before and after, at that time he was proud of his capital and had endless charm on his body, but now, his own life, his own inability to call the shots, the bubbles created before have burst, and the rest is the cruel reality in front of him.
When Xue Zikun came back, he saw that I had woken up, sat down next to me and asked softly, "What do you want to eat at night?" ”
I was really hungry, and I had grown so much since I was pregnant, and my stomach was already empty in the morning, and I said, "Okay." ”
Xue Zikun went to the kitchen, I heard the sound of clanging and walked in, Xue Zikun didn't know how to cook, he was chopping vegetables, and the potatoes were cut into pieces as big as jelly by him, and he didn't peel them, which was miserable.
I had an injury to my hand, so naturally I couldn't hold a kitchen knife, and there was rice next to me, so I casually said, "Let's cook porridge." ”
After Xue Zikun got the order, he found a pot to wash rice, and when he put the pot on the stove according to my steps, he looked at me with some embarrassment, "I'm sorry, I don't know these things." ”
"It's okay." I opened the fridge and asked him to pat the cucumbers and make the tomatoes mixed with sugar, and later found that there was ham sausage, and cut another plate.
When the porridge was ready, Xue Zikun was very excited, as if he had forgotten his previous troubles, he took a bowl, took a sip with a spoon, blew a few times and put it to my mouth, with a look of expectation, "Often, how about it?" ”
I tasted it, white porridge, and that's it. "Not bad."
"Really?" Xue Zikun himself tasted it, as if it was so delicious in the world, "Xia Xia, do you like it?" If you like it, I'll make it for you every day. ”
The two words Tiantian made us all flurry for a moment, Xue Zikun's eyes were shining with anticipation, and I also said in passing, "Hmm." ”
"I'm serious." Xue Zikun put down the bowl and wrapped me in his arms, "Give me time, you have to believe me!" ”
"In many romances, when a man says this to a woman, the woman's identity is usually a junior. And the ending can't wait for that day. I felt Xue Zikun's arm holding me tighten slightly, and he said, "Xia Xia, I don't allow you to belittle yourself so much." ”
"But it's a fact, when you provoked me in Korea, you were married." I broke free from his arms, "From Seoul to Beijing, we have been entangled for two years, and if I knew that you were married, I would never fall in love with you." ”
"I said that I can't be the master of that marriage at all, Midsummer, how many times do you want me to say it?" Xue Zikun was anxious, his hand grabbed my shoulder, and his strength made me grin in pain: "Can you not be so hypocritical, you have to think about me and Qu Man in everything, why are you so sentimental now?" Is there so much to think about a little thing? I love you I love you, and I have a yarn relationship with someone else! ”