I think my words must have angered Xu Junyan, I thought he would be furious, but his reaction was surprisingly calm.

He didn't even look at me, he restarted the gas pedal and drove the car onto the main road without saying a word.

The streetlights on both sides of the road swept by, and his angular side face was shrouded in half-light and half-dim, and his almost cold expression seemed to be a thousand miles away.

I wanted to apologize for my outrageous remarks just now, but I swallowed the words again.

I was even wondering if it was my words that stung him, or if it was the guilt for Zhou Yunru that stung him, if it was the latter, maybe my comfort wouldn't have done anything.

And selfishly, I don't want to comfort either.

I am a person who advocates the purity of love, to put it simply, there is no room for a third person in my emotional world, and I can't tolerate my beloved man always thinking about another woman and even calling her name while falling in love with me, although she is dead, but for me, love is black and white, love or not love, there is no gray middle ground.

But Xu Junyan, will his expectations for love be the same as mine?

Along the way, we were silent, and the atmosphere in the car dropped to freezing point.

As I was about to leave the fork in the road, I hesitated to interrupt him as he was concentratingly driving, "I want to go home." ”

He turned his face to glance at me and said in a cold tone, "I'm taking you home now." ”

"My own home."

"Xie Rong, I don't have time to play petty with you, either you obediently go back to paradise with me, or I will take you to Linjiang Avenue to go around ten times to make you sober and sober." Xu Junyan's face darkened suddenly, and his tone was also a little impatient.

I looked at him calmly, "You go back with me, I just want to get a few books." ”

Before he could finish speaking, he suddenly pressed the steering wheel and made a beautiful sharp turn, and the body landed gracefully and gently, and I screamed in fright.

"I'm not in a hurry, why are you in such a hurry?" I rebuked him in horror.

He glared at me faintly, "Who was yelling that you were hungry?" ”

I felt a warm feeling in my heart, and the corners of my lips couldn't help but smile, and I glanced at him secretly, only to see that his face also relaxed.

In a trance, his hand had already reached over and held my hand, and said softly, "I'll make a call to Aunt Zhang, and we'll eat out directly after taking the things later." ”

I nodded slightly, acquiescing to his arrangement.

When I return to my own small house, I feel intimate and warm, which is different from the feeling of being in a paradise, and I feel more casual and natural in my own home.

I packed up a few books on business management, took a family photo frame of me and my parents, boiled a pot of hot water, and made two cups of tea for me and Xu Junyan.

"Give!" I handed him the cup and sat down in the chair across from him.

While he lowered his head to drink tea, I raised my eyes and quietly looked at him.

His tall body was sunk in a petite sofa, a pair of long legs overlapped together, and his well-cut trousers made his legs even more straight and slender.

His gaze was focused and serious, and he didn't know if it was because of the light, but his expression softened a lot.

He hooked his lips and asked me in a teasing tone, "I know I'm handsome, but are you tired of staring at me like this?" ”

Before he could finish speaking, he suddenly put the cup on the coffee table, and then dragged me into his arms, and I was caught off guard and sat on his lap at once.

"Don't make a fuss, I'll have to go out later!" His handsome face was so close at hand, and he stared at me intently, like an invisible magnet attracting me, and my heart couldn't help but pound.

"Just for such a trivial matter, as for being so angry with me?" He wrenched my face and forced me to look at him with a hint of unpleasantness.

I stared at his face and was silent for a few seconds before I said, "Xu Junyan, I'm just an ordinary woman, I can't be so holy and noble, I really don't want to share my lover with anyone, even if she is deceased." ”

"I know." He dropped a kiss on my forehead, his voice soft and slow, "But Xiao Ru is my savior, and she has suffered too many misfortunes in her life!" Do you know how many nightmares I had before I met you! I dreamed that I was running on a viaduct, I dreamed that Xiaoru fell into their hands, and I dreamed that Xiaoru fell from the sky! ”

"You've always felt sorry for her for so many years, haven't you?" I silently looked him in the eye.

"Well," he nodded, looking at me calmly, "Rongrong, give me a moment, okay?" ”

"But I don't think you're just guilty of her, you wanted to marry her back then, didn't you?" He tried to hold me into his arms, and I broke free, and I stared at him, expecting his answer, but my heart was extremely bitter.

He sighed softly, his tone abrupt, "We were both young at the time, we had experienced kidnapping together, and we always felt closer to each other than to outsiders, not to mention that she had a lifelong regret and mental illness for me. I felt that it was my duty to take care of her for the rest of my life, but I could never have imagined that she would commit suicide. ”

Speaking of the past, Xu Junyan's eyes flashed with undisguised pain, I know that Zhou Yunru's death hit him very hard, I am embarrassed to ask too much about the details of their year, but I always subconsciously feel that the relationship between them is not as simple as he said.

"But I'm always worried about your ...... to her," I struggled to find the right words, but I couldn't say anything in my heart.

He held my face, looked at me softly, and his tone was unprecedentedly solemn, "Rong Rong, I am not a man who is good at expression, there are some words that I will not say easily, but once I say it, it will never change." ”

At this moment, his words once again touched me deeply, thinking of the life and death catastrophe we experienced not long ago, and remembering the "I love you" that echoed in my ears at the last moment, my heart instantly softened.

"I promised Xiaoru that she would take care of her sister, and Zhengqing and Zhou still have a cooperation project, I agreed to let her stay because Jingru's position did not conflict with you. Since you're upset, I'll talk to her. He continued.

I wanted to say something more, but his warm lips had already covered me, and his kisses were soft and delicate, soothing me like spring breeze and rain, and my original anxious emotions gradually subsided.

On the way back to the paradise, I received a call from He Zhenzhen, who said that she had taken a fancy to a house a while ago, and felt that the geographical location and community environment were good, and asked me if I wanted to buy it with her.

My current residence is too far from the city, and the area is a little smaller; Yicheng's recent profit is good, I have already paid off the mortgage, and I was also thinking about buying a new house, and it happened that He Zhenzhen also planned to set up her own door, so I entrusted her to help me find it first, if I could buy it, it would be the best.

I didn't expect her to be so efficient, so I quickly said yes and made an appointment with her to go on a field trip together.

After hanging up the phone, Xu Junyan spoke, with a slightly unhappy tone, "Do you want to buy a house?" Why didn't you tell me? ”

"It's just a plan, it's still unknown whether to buy it or not." I smiled, inexplicably weak-hearted, thinking about my current relationship with him, it seems that it is not good to hide such a big thing as buying a house from him.

He snorted coldly from his nose and said in a lukewarm tone, "You're all my people, and you still want to go out alone?" ”

I said in my heart, the surname of Xanadu is Xu and not Xie, not to mention that the two of us are not husband and wife in the legal sense, I live and live, but I always have a little less sense of belonging and security; Especially when I have lived alone for so many years, I always feel that only what I bought with my money belongs to me, and everything else is false.

"After all, there is still a lack of legal procedures, and not to mention that not being able to live is secondary, buying a house is also an investment, I have a bad mind, and I can't think of any other way to invest and manage my money for a while." I said casually.

He frowned, probably thinking that I was still a little self-aware, and said in a light tone, "I'll go with you then." ”

I nodded nonchalantly.

Early the next morning, Xu Junyan asked the driver to take me to the company, and he drove to the new factory by himself and made an appointment to have dinner together at noon.

As soon as I entered the office door, Coco winked at me, "Zhou Jingru is back and is waiting in President Xu's office!" ”

"What is she looking for Mr. Xu for?" I wondered.

"Who knows? As soon as he entered the door, he angrily asked Su Ruo why he didn't give her Mr. Xu's itinerary, and he scolded such a gentle little boy for a bloody head. Coco shook her head and said indignantly, "I can't figure out who she thinks she is, why did people give her the boss's schedule?" ”

"Mr. Xu went to the new factory, and he came back at noon, I'll go tell her!" With that, I went straight to Xu Junyan's office.

At the door, Su Ruozheng stared at the computer with a helpless expression, looking depressed.

I knocked on his desk, "As a secretary, it is commendable to keep the boss's itinerary secret without the boss's consent, and I will tell Mr. Xu." ”

"Director Xie, thank you!" Su Ruo stood up and looked at me gratefully.

I smiled at him and pushed open the opposite door.

"Why are you here?" Zhou Jingru raised her head and looked at me in surprise, she sat on the sofa with her arms crossed, wearing an off-white suit, with exquisite makeup, but there was a slight impatient expression between her eyebrows.

"Don't wait, Mr. Xu went to the new factory and came back at noon!" As I spoke, I glanced at Su Ruo outside the window, "Also, I suggest you learn about emotional management; The director of the communications department is furious with his subordinates at every turn, which is too inconsistent with the director's bearing. ”

"Stop! Who gave you the audacity to dictate to me like that? Zhou Jingru grabbed my arm and glared at me viciously.

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