192 I want to start my life again
For a moment, Shao Ya's body stiffened obviously, and then he seemed to realize something, he reached out and took me in his arms, letting my kiss fall under his lips, he didn't move, but the slight gasp still made me realize his forbearance and restraint.
There was not a trace of joy, not a trace of throbbing, only a deep guilt and pain that went deep into the bone marrow.
A tear fell, the hot temperature crossed his cheek, and eventually, it was cold.
I don't know how long it took, but when I looked up at the front, Xu Junyan's car was gone, disappearing without a trace, only a few fallen leaves fluttering in the air, as if reminding me that he had been here.
My heart suddenly felt empty, and I couldn't help but think about what kind of expression he would have just now, and what kind of determination he had when he left.
He is such a proud man, and finally chose to leave quietly, probably he was really disheartened!
Well, it's finally over.
But why is my heart still throbbing and throbbing, and my painful breathing seems to be stagnant.
"Don't be afraid, he's gone!" Shao Ya's gentle comforting voice sounded in his ears.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I ...... just now" I suddenly realized that I was still in Shao Ya's arms, and hurriedly retreated, incoherent for a while, "You know, I just wanted him to die." β
Shao Ya closed his eyes, as if he was deaf to my words, and after a while, he opened his eyes and stared at me, his dark eyes seemed to be covered with a faint mist, "Rong Rong, I can only help you once with such a favor, because next time I dare not guarantee that I can control it." β
Thinking of Shao Ya's self-contained and forbearant performance just now, my face immediately burned, and I lowered my head, not daring to look at him again.
I feel very uncomfortable, and I suddenly feel as if I have become a bad woman who uses her feelings wantonly, which I have always spurned before.
But just now I was really confused, I really couldn't think of a better way, like a ghost lost my mind, I knew that Xu Junyan would hurt, maybe the pain was ruthless, and my heart would die!
The car drove all the way to the city, stopped at the gate of a garden-style community, and when I got out of the car, I recognized it as the community where the new house I bought was located.
Just as I was wondering how Shao Ya could know where I lived, a petite figure in the distance rushed towards me.
He Zhenzhen hugged me and blamed Shao Ya at the same time, "If you don't come again, I'll call the police!" β
"There was a little accident and a little delay, but in the end, there was no danger." Shao Ya smiled faintly and said in a calm tone.
"What accident? It can't be that Xu Junyan wants to fight with you, right? Hearing Shao Yayi's words, a touch of urgency appeared on He Zhenzhen's face.
I quickly shook my head in denial, "It's nothing, it's just a little detour." β
After speaking, I turned my gaze to Shao Ya again, "You have worked hard today, go back and rest early!" β
He Zhenzhen seemed to sense something, put her arm on my shoulder and said to Shao Ya with a smile, "Mr. Shao, I'll put the wine on the table another day to thank you, now let me appease Xiao Rongrong first!" β
Shao Ya smiled and nodded, with a slight hint of banter in his tone, "It's okay, I won't disturb your sisterhood!"
After a pause, he turned his gaze to me, "Xie Rong, when do you plan to meet with the lawyer again, I will accompany you!" β
"No need, I'll take care of my affairs myself!" I subconsciously didn't want Shao Ya to be involved more, so I simply put on an attitude of perseverance.
He was stunned for a moment, with a hurt look on his face, but he quickly regained his composure, and he simply said one wordβOK.
Sending Shao Ya away, He Zhenzhen happily led me to my new home.
I was pregnant shortly after I bought this house, and when I bought it, I was afraid that Xu Junyan would rush to pay for it, so I kept it from him, and even asked He Zhenzhen to help me supervise the decoration, but I didn't expect it to come in handy today, and I felt in a trance for a while.
He Zhenzhen told me that she couldn't get through to my mobile phone, and she became suspicious, especially since I had just said the day before that I wanted to separate from Xu Junyan; When I received a call from Ah Wen today, listening to him say so many names of dishes that only she and I knew, she immediately reacted that something was wrong, and then immediately called Shao Ya.
"You expected him to make such a move?" I looked at He Zhenzhen in amazement, and suddenly felt that I was simply an afterthought.
"It's just a suspicion, Xu Junyan loves you so much, I used to want to hold you on the tip of my heart every day, I don't think he will let you go easily, but house arrest or something, it's too extreme!" He Zhenzhen snorted twice, with a regretful expression.
"It was before, now it is now, and now we don't love anyone anymore!" When she said this, I immediately retorted.
"Did he do anything to you?" He Zhenzhen suddenly turned her face, and after her eyes swept over my face a few times, her tone softened again, "It seems that I took good care of you, and my face is much better than before!" β
"Whew!" I snorted angrily, "He doesn't really care for me, he's just atoning for his sins!" β
He Zhenzhen was silent for a few seconds before whispering, "Atonement can also be sincerely redeemed!" β
I deliberately pretended not to hear, paused, and then said, "I didn't bring anything out except my wallet, so let's go shopping with me tomorrow and buy a few clothes!" β
He Zhenzhen nodded in agreement, paused, and asked me how Shao Ya rescued me, I vaguely prevaricated a few words, after all, I was embarrassed to say that I used the "misplaced kiss" with Shao Ya to repel Xu Junyan, not that I didn't believe in any Hazel, but I felt that I did it - I despised myself.
He Zhenzhen helped me clean up the room, said that he wanted to stay with me for a few days, I said goodbye, I am not a three-year-old child, I have to be coaxed and hugged at night, and besides, your business is so hot now, I can't be busy, you better go back to stick to your post, come and accompany me when you have time!
He Zhenzhen knew my temper, and she no longer insisted on hearing me say this, and asked me what I was going to do next, and I said that of course I vowed to carry out the divorce to the end, and I still didn't believe it, I am an independent woman in the new era, and I can't even get married.
"Oh, yes!" He Zhenzhen suddenly slapped her thigh and shouted as if she remembered something, "Didn't the lawyer ask you to find evidence?" Shao Ya and I can testify to you that Xu Junyan illegally placed you under house arrest, either he agreed to divorce by agreement, or he went to court to sue him for illegal house arrest! β
I smiled bitterly and shook my head at He Zhenzhen, "Xu Junyan is under illegal house arrest, but it is not legal for Shao Ya to break into the paradise with a gun and a group of people!" If I sue him, and he sues Shao Ya in turn, won't he harm Shao Ya again? β
He Zhenzhen lost her mind when she heard this, and finally simply expressed her loyalty to me, saying that no matter what I wanted to do, she would support me unconditionally.
In the evening, we had a simple meal in the restaurant outside the community, and after the meal, He Zhenzhen told me to remember to close the doors and windows at night, and be careful of the candles.
I wanted to make a joke, but He Zhenzhen's eyes turned red when she heard it, and she held my hand and asked me not to pretend to be strong, cry if you want to cry, don't bear it, I said I figured it out now, no matter how much I cry, Xiao Nuonuo will not come back, and Xu Junyan will not sign the agreement, so I will turn my grief and anger into strength, and then devote myself wholeheartedly to the divorce battle with Xu Junyan.
After saying goodbye to He Zhenzhen, I returned to my residence alone, the room was not yet furnished, it seemed empty, sitting on the sofa, hidden in the dark, but a pair of eyes full of pain and tenderness involuntarily appeared in front of me.
Eventually, we separated.
Lawyer Fang said that the process of suing for divorce will not be too fast, so I am prepared for a long-term battle, so I plan to live in a new house for the next few months.
For a few days on end, I was busy shopping for daily necessities and furniture, and since I had to start my life again, I always had to take it seriously.
I want a stable life, and I want a stable job.
So I called Cheng Yi and told him that I wanted to return to Yicheng, and Cheng Yi nodded and said yes when he heard it, saying that I was welcome to go back at any time.
I thought that Yicheng and Zhengqing were in the same office building, I still felt embarrassed, and I was about to propose to work from home, but Cheng Yi seemed to guess my thoughts, saying that Yicheng has been expanding in scale in the past six months, and moved as early as three months ago, and now there are more offices than before, and a lot of new employees are recruited.
Hearing Cheng Yi say this, I immediately felt excited, so I made an appointment with him to meet.
Everything seemed to be slowly getting on the right track, and it was as if a window had opened in my heart, and I even began to feel like I was back to my previous positive and full state, until I called Mr. Fang.
"What do you say? Won't take my case anymore? Why? "As soon as the phone was dialed, as soon as I said a few words, Lawyer Fang hurriedly said that he couldn't take my case anymore and asked me to find someone else.
Lawyer Fang's voice sounded a little helpless, "Mrs. Xu, I have just received a notice that the big boss of our law firm personally called me and asked me not to take your case again, I can't say no, right?" β
When he called me Mrs. Xu, I chuckled in my heart, faintly felt that something was wrong, and instantly understood that it was Xu Junyan's instructions, so my tone was unconsciously angry, "Did Xu Junyan find your boss?" β
"This ......" Lawyer Fang hesitated for a moment, and said in an embarrassed tone, "I don't know the specific details, but Zhengqing is our big customer, and the boss doesn't dare not listen to the big customer!" β
Xu Junyan, sure enough, it's him, it's too despicable!
My hands trembled angrily, and I wanted to smash the mobile phone in my hand, but before I could speak, Lawyer Fang's tone suddenly became more slurred.
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