The moth looks low over the mountain
Yu Gui's stagnant gaze brightened for a moment, and it was faintly visible that tears were rolling, and she closed the book and put it on the table casually. Seeing her like this, I feel very uncomfortable. But I don't know how to solve her troubles, the most difficult thing in the world to help is to mix with other people's love debts.
I sighed silently, hiding in the dark and watching Yu Gui, she had just cried, if I had been taught to see her red and swollen teary eyes, I would be afraid that she would be embarrassed.
Dongzhu carried the soup bowl to her, and Wudi also found the water in her eyes, and exclaimed in surprise: "Crown Princess, why are you crying, but where is the discomfort."
Yu Gui came back to his senses suddenly, wiped his tears and shook his head and said that it was okay, he took the sweet soup in Dongzhu's hand and drank it all, and then dragged his chin in a daze.
Dongzhu was stunned for a moment, and then shouted loudly: "Princess, this sweet soup is still very hot!" Are you okay? ”
Yu Gui looked up in fright, and was a moment late, he should have felt pain, so he screamed "ah", and quickly stretched out his tongue to cool down.
This bowl of hot sweet soup went down to her stomach, and her tongue must have been burned to the point of bubbling.
I watched Yu Gui's funny action of sticking out his tongue, I was distressed and funny, and I couldn't help but say angrily: "You deserve it, who made you anxious."
She bared her tongue and shouted behind the screen, "Who? Who's where, get out quickly. ”
"Haha, of course it's me."
I swaggered out and jokingly said to her, "Little lady, you can't eat hot tofu in a hurry, and you can't drink hot sweet soup when you're upset."
She paused, then glared at me fiercely, handed the bowl back to Dongzhu, turned her head sideways and asked me, "When did you come, why didn't you see anyone to greet you?"
I turned around and sat down, picked up the playbook she had put on the small case, and said with a smile: "I deliberately made people quiet, I wanted to scare you unexpectedly, but I didn't expect that it didn't scare you, but I watched a good show."
Yu Gui opened his eyes in embarrassment, and said vaguely: "What's the show, what nonsense."
I pouted, and said no more, "I heard that you are sick, so I came to see you today." What's going on, what are the symptoms, is it serious? ”
She shook her head, cheered up a little, and said with a smile: "It's just a cold, where is it a serious illness, just recuperate for a while, just drink two more medicines." It's rare that you can come to see me today, and when you come, you suddenly feel refreshed, and this disease has improved a lot. ”
I lifted my chin and smug, "That's, don't look at who I am?" ”
Yu Gui sneered, "Oh, who are you?"
I approached her, I didn't look serious, held my face and said: "Naturally, people love her, flowers bloom, and the disease sees the lack of little fairies who go away quickly."
When the words fell, a few people were silent, and even the indifferent Duobu was amused by me.
Yu Gui laughed even more, clutching his chest and shouting that he was tired, I hurriedly went over and patted her on the back to give her relief. She straightened up and grimaced at me. "I'm fine, look at it scares you."
I didn't fight with her unusually, I helped her to sit firmly, poured a glass of water and handed it to her, and said, "Are you thirsty?" It's also good to drink some hot water and moisten your throat. ”
She blocked the teacup I handed over and said in disgust: "I can't drink it, I either drink any medicine or health soup all day long." It is the soup that moistens the throat, and it is also a sweet soup boiled with rock sugar Chuanbei. How much I've drunk, and now my stomach is full of water, and I can't hold it up, so you can just let me go. ”
When I heard this, I couldn't help but laugh, drank the cup of tea in one gulp, raised my hand to wipe my mouth casually, and said, "Yes, you've drunk enough."
I gossiped with her for a while, and said that Yu Gui was stunned when I went to the palace to visit Concubine Tao. But when I talked about the tragic situation of Concubine Tao, she expressed deep sympathy, and also felt that the woman who was confined in the cold palace was pitiful. I was afraid that she would push herself and think of her own unfavored, so she would feel sad and aggravate her condition, so I quickly changed the topic. The conversation changed and talked about the two marriages that the Southern Emperor had given.
These two marriages, one for Zhao Qingyu and Lin Zhou, and the other for Tao Ruo and Sheng Yunjiang, and these two only became Zhao Qingyu and Lin Zhou.
Because Tao Han secretly expanded the "Mountains and Rivers", he lost the entire Tao family, even if Tao Ruo was able to survive the righteous destruction of his relatives and self-protection, but with his current identity and status, it is absolutely impossible to marry the Sheng family again. Mo said that the Sheng family did not agree, even the Nandi, the person who referred to the marriage, felt that it was inappropriate, so Sheng Yunjiang's father, General Sheng, was willing to offend the Southern Emperor at the risk of disobedience, and also asked for a request to withdraw the order and break the marriage.
What General Sheng did was obviously slapping Nandi in the face, but Nandi still endured the pain of being slapped in the face and avoided this scene. From then on, Sheng Yunjiang didn't have to worry about marrying Tao Ruo, who had achieved nothing, and he could find another lover. And Tao Ruo was pitiful, he lost his wife and broke his soldiers, and he was talking about him. I thought that losing this good marriage would make Tao Ruo feel devastated, and he felt that his face was dull and depressed, and maybe he would not be able to think about it and do something out of the ordinary. But then I saw him energetic and high-spirited, and I realized that it seemed that I had taken things seriously again. Tao Ruo was not only not frustrated, but seemed to be relieved, his gloomy face for a long time was rediscovered, and he no longer wrote his unpleasant sour poems, specializing in writing about the happy things of life and singing the praises of the good times. Occasionally, I got a wonderful sentence, and wrote down with a stroke of a pen: "Penglai Divine Realm is too liquid pool, Huaqing glazed day and night light." Xiyue bowed to climb the eastern foothills, and Qingshan belonged to anglers. ”
It has swept Jiankang again.
Although I can't read what he wrote, it is obvious that the momentum of this poem is majestic, and when I write it, I may not be in a bad mood. It seems that in addition to this marriage, not only did not let him suffer, but he was open-minded and optimistic, and a little more free.
When I expressed my opinion with Yu Gui, she disagreed, saying that Tao Ruo was not free and easy, but stupid! Losing the shade tree of the Sheng family is equivalent to losing the opportunity to be reused in the court in the future, Tao Ruo is actually helpless, the title of the poem is just self-comfort, how can someone not want to climb Xiyue and go to the foot of the mountain.
I don't really agree with the rhetoric of returning, after all, everyone wants different things, not all want to climb to the top, and there are also ordinary wishes, for example, me, I just want to live a stable life, power is nothing to me.
I paused and didn't speak, and fell silent.
Shaoyan, Yu Gui suddenly asked me: "How are you and Changji getting along?"
Speaking of Changji, my heart is like eating honey, and I want to proudly tell her that I get along well with Changji, love and harmony, but I look at Guigui frowning, which is really inappropriate to say this.
I hummed painlessly.
She laughed and said with relief: "That's good, one of us finally has a good idea."
She seemed to have something on her mind, her tears were hazy, her eyes were not shining, because her sorrow also affected me, I looked at her for a moment, and I also felt astringent.
I held her hand, cold and cold, not skinny, but also very clean. Her illness came quickly, but she was slow to get better.
I actually wanted to ask her if she had quarreled with Baili Yuan again, but I was afraid of making her sad, so I had to say nothing.
I said, "Why did you choose such a secluded courtyard to recuperate, it's deserted, it's not like your style."
She smiled effortlessly: "Recuperation should be quiet."
"But it's too cold in here to be good for your illness."
Her eyes were gloomy: "It's okay, people with cold hearts are the same everywhere."
I squeezed her hand, "Yu Gui, you've changed. ”
The conversation was ended by me.
She blinked and smiled at me, "Am I changed? What has become of it? ”
"You become reticent, you become sullen. You used to laugh so much, and you liked to play with me so much. Lively as a little sun. ”
She smiled away, raised her hand and wiped the corners of her eyes, deliberately hiding the tears just now.
She was unconvinced: "I also live like the sun now, when I get better, I will fight with you again, and then you will wait to beg for mercy."
I smiled and nodded heavily.
I thought I could put aside this annoyance, but after all, Yu Guibei took the initiative to mention it, and when the agarwood in the furnace burned for two sections, she stared at the ashes and asked me: "Lacking, you said that marrying the person you like is really the best destination?"
I exclaimed, "Why do you ask?" Marrying someone you like is, of course, the best and best destination. ”
I don't know what I said wrong, she asked it herself, and I didn't hide it. But the answer that came out of my mouth was not what Yu Gui wanted to hear.
She smiled and said wistfully: "I used to think that no matter what it was, as long as I liked it, I would just hold it tightly in my hand. If you like things like this, so do people who like them. So, I'm always trying to get the attention of the people I like. But after doing too much wishful thinking, I realized how ridiculous I am, and there are many things in this world that I can't barely come. ”
I understand how it feels to be home, and I've had that experience before. At that time, I thought that Changji had Wen Er hidden in his heart, often ate dry vinegar, often lost and sad, and lived an unhappy life. But now, I am very good with Changji, and I don't care about whether he cheats on me or not. I'm a layman, and I just want peace in front of me.
Hearing Yu Gui say these words, my heart was also depressed.
She stared out the window, "If I choose again, I don't plan to make it easier for others." ”
"Don't think like this, you and His Royal Highness the Crown Prince will be fine for a long time. Look at me, he snubbed me when I got married to Changji in the past, but now we're not very good. I told you a long time ago that no matter how he treats Win, you will always be his wife, his crown princess. ”
When the words fell, I saw her dazed and lost expression, and I thought to myself that I had said too much, and I shouldn't have said it like this, but I really couldn't find any comforting words to say.
"Yes, I am his crown princess and his wife, but what am I to remove these identities?"
"You're like me before, you make yourself unhappy when you're fine, you have to keep your heart open, you should eat, you should drink. Why live like a resentful woman. ”
When the words fell, she didn't speak for a long time.
I was about to explain that I didn't mean to scold her, but I didn't expect her to break the deadlock: "You say, let's have something for dinner."