It was a heart-rending sound, and it sounded distressing.

It is as if he has exhausted all his strength, poured out his whole life, and cannot tell the pain.

Until she cried so numb that her hands and feet were out of breath, and she was about to suffocate, she suddenly smiled.

It's just that there are tears in the corners of his eyes.

"Why...... Why did God do this to me......"

God knows how careful she was with this pregnancy.

How much torture and pain I have endured, I spend every day in physical and mental torment.

From the first time she saw the red, there was bleeding several times a month.

Every time she sees red, her heart is a little fragile.

How scared she was of the child's departure.

It was only eight months, but to her, it felt like eight years.

When she tried her best to give birth to the child, but did not hear the baby's cry, it was as if a sharp knife had pierced her heart.

And her heart also died at that moment.

and the internal organs were shattered with the child.

"Master, it's not that God treats you like this, it's that those women in the harem can't see you well."

"No, it's because I'm not angry, as early as after Zhuang Guiren was framed, my appetite has not been very good, and I am worried all day long, worried that others will frame me, which leads to malnutrition and premature birth caused by physical and mental exhaustion."

Concubine Yu just woke up and didn't know it.

So she thinks that this time, it's her own fault.

But Ziqing shook her head and said truthfully: "Who said no, Imperial Doctor Feng found out that someone replaced your favorite sand juice with hawthorn juice." That hawthorn would have made a woman give birth prematurely, but the damn man also changed you to a very strong hawthorn juice, and you drank it for four days before you were born prematurely. ”

"What...... But why did they hurt me three times and twice......"

Although she has always been nervous in her heart, worried that she will be framed.

But she has always believed that as long as she doesn't harm others and is careful with herself, God will take care of her and give her a healthy and lovely child.

I didn't expect it, I was really afraid of something.

And her hopes, at the moment of production, were completely disillusioned.

Concubine Yu asked herself, since she beat her and followed the emperor, she has never harmed anyone.

Even though she had lost two children before, she was not dark enough to be angry with others.

And everything she did did did not hurt the interests of anyone in the harem.

Because, like most women in the Qing Dynasty, she just wants to marry a man she loves.

In this Qing Dynasty, where there were many marriages and concubines, there was no such thing as first come and then come.

Before the Manchu people got married, they had a trial marriage.

Then he marries the wife of his relatives, and then the side wife, or the concubine.

Like her, who has been an official in the family for generations, naturally wants to marry a man in the royal family.

To put it mildly, it is to make a deal with the royal family.

If it's a side branch with the royal family, maybe you still think about whether to be a wife.

But her brother is a door slave hand-picked by the emperor, so he naturally makes a deal with a royal brother like the emperor.

Whenever he marries an elder brother who is a descendant of the royal family, no one will consider whether it is a main wife or a side wife.

Because as long as she becomes a royal daughter-in-law and becomes a jade butterfly, it is all a matter of glorious lintel, and everything is legal and in line with the laws of the Qing Dynasty.

The family may have taken a fancy to the emperor's identity.

But she is not, she saw the emperor for the first time, and she didn't know his identity, so she rejoiced in him.

She even fantasized about how nice it would be if he were an ordinary person.

Hopefully, she didn't have to suffer so much.

There are also his children.

But he's not an ordinary person!

In the past, he was the fourth elder brother and Prince Yong.

Now, he has become the emperor of the Qing Dynasty.

And he didn't seem to like her all the time.

She could see that.

Because she has loved and knows what it is like to love someone.

But he was always lukewarm to her.

She couldn't guess what he was thinking.

But she knew that he was not the same to the queen.

"Those vicious women in the harem, where can they care so much, they see that you are a noble concubine and pregnant, so they are naturally jealous of you. This time, when you were eight months pregnant, if it weren't for the small baby, maybe your body would not be able to bear it, and they would want to kill you! Ziqing said angrily.

Hearing this, Concubine Yu's calm eyes finally had a touch of resentment.

She asked lightly, "Who is investigating this matter for this palace now." ”

"When the queen left during the day, she ordered the people of the Shen Penal Division to investigate." Purple green back.

"Okay, this time, I want to see who has harmed me again and again, as long as I know, this palace swears, no matter who she is, she will not let her have a good time, she will definitely !!"

Concubine Yu's eyes radiated a compelling light.

At this moment, anger burned in her heart, in her throat, and in her whole body......

If she hadn't been confined, she would have been eager to check it herself.

In the following days, the steward of the Prudential Punishment Division took away batch after batch of minions in the harem.

For the sake of fairness, the minions in Ruoyin Palace were also taken away.

However, more than half a month has passed, and the Criminal Justice Division has not found anything.

Now, Ruoyin, who is the queen, is not easy to deal with.

After all, no matter what, you have to give an explanation to the harem, to Concubine Yu, and to the Nian family.

But she didn't want to hurt the innocent, so she pulled a slave casually, or planted it on anyone in the harem.

In that case, it's too unfair.

Moreover, if you look at it carefully, you will have to use countless lies to round this one lie.

In this way, it was none of her business, but she seemed very suspicious.

Just when Ruoyin's head was big, Su Peisheng's singing voice came from outside: "The emperor has arrived!" ”

Hearing this, Ruoyin held Mama Liu's hand and went to the yard to greet her with a big belly.

Because I was about to give birth, my belly was so big that I couldn't see the road under my feet.

In addition, with a round ball, walking is naturally not so convenient.

She's like a penguin, slow.

As a result, when he walked to the door, the fourth master was already standing at the door.

He was wearing a bright yellow brocade robe, and a slight sweat oozed from his smooth forehead.

Under the long, thick eyebrows, a pair of black pupils were looking at her.

I didn't see him for a while, and he seemed to have lost a little weight.

Probably because it's too hot.

Or maybe it's too busy.

Or maybe it's not clear for any other reason.

Ruoyin put her hand on her waist and saluted meaningfully: "The concubine greets the emperor." ”

The fourth master let out a faint "um", and after helping her, he raised his feet and entered the hall.

As early as when her belly was eight months old, every time Ruoyin helped the fourth master change his clothes, her stomach would be between the two.

Now that it has been nine months, it is even more difficult to wait for the fourth master to change clothes and clean his hands.