The atmosphere in Tinghua Courtyard was silent, Jiang Ji smelled a strong smell of medicine as soon as he entered the door, his heart was shocked, and he ran into Jing'er's bedroom quickly, and saw her leaning on the head of the bed, with a plain white forehead wrapped around her forehead, her face was pale and bloodless, lotus seeds and glutinous rice were coaxing her to take medicine, and a plate of candied fruit was placed in front of her, Jing'er frowned, avoiding the bowl of bitter juice, she was afraid of pain, afraid of taking medicine and afraid of needles, she was originally a healthy girl, rarely exposed to these, it seemed that after following him, she often dealt with these medicines.

Jing'er heard the movement and looked at the entrance, the person who was thinking about it day and night was standing there, she was still angry in her heart, don't turn her face and refuse to look at him, Jiang Ji came over and sat down beside her, holding her pale and weak little face to look at it, her eyes were full of distress, "What's the matter?" I've only been gone for a few days, why are you? Why won't you take care of yourself, how can I rest assured. ”

Jing'er broke free from his palm, "Why aren't you at ease?" It's been ten days and a half months since you've left, and you still want to get me? It has nothing to do with you when I'm sick and dead, you hate me now, I just make room for you when I die, and you find a young, beautiful, gentle and virtuous person who will give you a child, isn't it better than me? ”

She still complains in her heart, how can she not complain, Jiang Ji left without saying a word, she was worried that something had happened to him, so she cheekily asked people to go to the barracks to find him, but was told that he had already gone to sea. I didn't tell her when I went to sea, it can be seen that I really hate her and want to go out to hide and be clean.

Jiang Ji hurriedly explained: "The military order must not be delayed, I don't have time to say goodbye to you, I entrusted Commander Qin and asked him to inform his wife and come to talk to you, didn't she come?" How can I not want you, I was also angry that night, your words are really hurtful, but I am categorically reluctant to let you be alone and afraid, at most it will be that night, I will come back the next day, but I was sent out to sea the next day, I am not there, why did you make yourself like this? How did you get sick? How long have you been sick? Good medicine is bitter, come, I'll feed you. ”

Jing'er's tears flowed down, he would say good things to coax people now, why didn't he coax her that day, if he said it that day, wouldn't it be nothing.

"Don't cry, don't cry, blame me, it's okay if you beat me and scold me, but don't toss yourself, you have gone through that experience, your body is not very good, why don't you know how to cherish it, the disease is in your body, and the pain is in my heart!"

Jiang Ji used to be a cold and hard general who was not good at words, and later married a delicate and clever little wife, who was trained to be informed and interesting, and he could also say a lot of good things when coaxing, but he also had his own temper, and sometimes he couldn't restrain his big man's temperament.

Jing'er cried uncomfortably, sobbing and said, "I thought it was ...... You don't want me anymore......"

She originally thought that Jiang Ji was just going out in a hurry to calm down, he didn't return all night, she didn't sleep all night, the next day she sat at home and looked forward to a day, from evening to late at night, he still didn't come back, she fell asleep with disappointment, but she was even more annoyed with him in her heart, he had the ability not to come back for the rest of his life. On the third and fourth days, there was still no news of him, she was a little panicked, Ah Ji is not a hairy boy who doesn't know the severity, even if he doesn't come back, he will let Jin Ge and them come back to report it, how can there be no news at all.

She asked people to go to Guo's house to find Mrs. Guo to ask, Mrs. Guo took the child back to her parents' house, Guo Qing did not come back, she guessed whether he went out on the march, so she asked people to go to the barracks to ask, sure enough, he went to sea, and he was worried about his safety, and he was angry that he didn't say hello when he left, his stomach was depressed, he couldn't eat well, and no one could sleep well. Later, she received a letter from her brother and learned about the dynamics of the eldest princess, she was very worried, thinking crankily all day long, and there was no one who could make up her mind, tossing and turning, and she tossed herself sick.

Originally, it was not a major illness, so the doctor loved to make a fuss, and prescribed her some decoction to clear her heart and go to depression, she was disgusted with the medicine, and secretly poured it out, feeling that she could survive it with a stubble, in the end, it was not as strong as before, her dilapidated body, where can she withstand the toss, it was originally a small problem, and it became a major illness, and she had to recuperate in bed.

Jiang Ji sighed fiercely when he heard the people talk about this, he was reluctant to blame Jing'er, so he could only scold the people around her, "Can you do your best, the county lord is still a child, and there is no one around him, how can you rest assured if you don't watch her finish taking medicine?" ”

Lianzi and several people confessed their sins, it was their sin, Jing'er was amused by him, and excused them a few words, "What kind of child's heart, how can there be a child as big as me." ”

Jiang Ji chuckled helplessly, she was ten years younger than him, and in his eyes, she would always be the little girl who got off the carriage and needed him to hug her.

"Hurry up and take the medicine, when you are well-healed, I will ask for a few days off in the army, and take you to Lin'an to play for a few days, don't you regret that you didn't go to the West Lake last time, and you didn't walk through the Su Causeway and the White Causeway?" I'll take you on a walk. ”

Jing'er was still twisting her little temperament, "You don't have to pity me, have you solved the knots in your heart?" Won't you come to judge me? ”

"Don't try it, you don't want to say it, presumably that thing is unpleasant to you, so what else to say, why provoke your sadness, I know you are a person, what you said is angry words, I don't take it seriously, let's not quarrel in the future, the husband and wife quarrel too much and hurt their feelings, like this thing, a few more times, no matter how deep our relationship will be cracked."

There is a rift between them, and that child is the biggest rift, but they are reluctant to each other, and they have been trying their best to repair that rift, carefully maintaining the roundness of this mirror, every time they quarrel, this rift will be a little deeper, and one day it will be completely split in half, and he can't let them go to that point.

The way of husband and wife, Jing'er knows better than Jiang Ji, she still taught him these truths, but it is easy to talk on paper, and it is really implemented in daily life, and it is difficult for Qing officials to cut off family affairs.

Jiang Ji coaxed Jing'er to finish taking the medicine, and only after watching her fall asleep did she go to the study to take care of some things, and when she went out, Nuomi stopped him, she wanted to explain to him about the county lord and Li Yulin.

Glutinous rice is a girl who doesn't know anything, and she is confused about daily trivial matters, but Jing'er likes her solid eyes, and takes her with her as a sister to raise, and she has no ability as other big girls, but she is more favored than others.

Glutinous rice didn't know what happened to the county lord before, she started with the string of bells, when she went to Huancuiju, there was a string of jade bells hanging on the beam, after the county lord broke his foot, the jade bell was replaced by a golden bell, and the person who sent the bell lived in the county lord's heart, and they all thought that person was the county lord's beloved. Later, the prince had an accident in Zhengzhou, and the prince was entrusted by the county lord to go to Zhengzhou to rescue the prince, and soon after the prince returned, the county lord made it clear to the big horse, and then there was no contact, until after leaving the country to be filial, the county lord and you were married.

Lianzi listened to it on the side, she was almost angry with glutinous rice, what was she talking about, the matter between the county lord and Li Yulin, why did she say so clearly, did she wish that the prince knew that they had been deeply affectionate?

Jiang Ji is smarter than these two maids, and when he connects the timeline, he guesses the approximately, and he also understands what Jing'er means when Li Yulin is not suitable and he is very suitable, and he feels very sorry for the girl who was helpless to ask him for help at that time.