Chapter 159: I Don't Need So Many Reasons
Lin Qinghuan tilted his head slightly sideways and looked at Rong Che, his tone sincere and gentle.
"Rong Che, before this marriage between us began, did we agree that we couldn't fall in love with each other?" She said slowly.
And this sentence has finally been spoken.
It seemed to have been in her heart for a long time, but at this moment she finally said it.
At least, from the beginning of this marriage, Lin Qinghuan was sure that she would not fall in love with Rong Che, she thought, maybe Rong Che would not need it.
"I don't think you will love me, whether it was a mistake five years ago, or you are good to me now, it is not because of love, right?" Lin Qinghuan looked at him, his tone firm and helpless.
Rong Che looked at her, her sexy Adam's apple rolling, her handsome eyebrows were tightly twisted, and the smile at the corner of her mouth was flat and helpless.
He didn't know what Lin Qinghuan would say in the next moment, and he didn't know if he could accept it as unharmed as he did now without any emotions.
Rong Che hugged his shoulders and clasped his hands tightly.
As if this was the only way to sober him up.
Lin Qinghuan took a deep breath, her eyes narrowed slightly, and she said after a while: "But I ......" She pinched her fingers fiercely, gritted her teeth and said: "I don't know what's wrong, I suddenly feel sorry for you, it's like ......"
She didn't know what to say, she forced the choking in her voice, and when she looked up at Rong Che again, tears fell in her eyes: "It's like I'm going to betray you, it's very uncomfortable......"
Rong Che's clenched hand gradually loosened, he pondered for a moment, took a deep breath and said, "Then you, will you really betray me?" ”
Lin Qinghuan swallowed his saliva and looked at him with tearful eyes.
Rong Che was still sitting in his original position, in fact, he was not very far apart, but at this moment, the distance between the two was so far away for Lin Qinghuan.
Lin Qinghuan did not answer Rong Che's words, but slowly breathed a sigh of relief, and the hand on the quilt was tightly clenched.
In the banquet hall of the villa, Lin Qinghuan did not hesitate to rush over to protect Shen Fengyan, she seemed to have suddenly opened up.
The relationship with Shen Fengyan, the relationship with Rong Che, everything seems to have been figured out.
"Actually, you're right, I have never really let go of Shen Fengyan." The corners of Lin Qinghuan's mouth raised, and his smile was a little relieved: "It was a very sincere feeling, but there were some regrets, and later resentment was greater than regret." ”
"But whether it's resentment or regret, it's been a long time, it's just ......," Lin Qinghuan tugged at the corners of his mouth, and added with a self-deprecating smile: "It's just that the time hasn't been long enough to let me go completely." ”
She can't remember why that relationship sprouted at the beginning, but she remembers that in her memory, the boy who came with sunshine seemed to be the person she had been waiting for for a long time, as if she was destined in the dark.
The beginning was plain and natural.
She always said that the love of youth is like this, at the beginning it may only be as simple as a look, at that age, love is always so simple and thorough, unforgettable.
But, why?
As soon as she finished speaking, Rong Che, who had been silent, suddenly spoke: "Then how can I make you feel relieved?" ”
Lin Qinghuan's mouth opened, he wanted to speak and stopped, and after a moment of silence, he suddenly spoke: "I don't know." ”
The current Rong Che always makes her feel a little strange.
The aggressiveness of the past seems to have not been seen for a long time, and it has been replaced by this unconditional regression and tolerance.
But, why?
Why is she?
And why is he?
Lin Qinghuan felt that he couldn't figure it out.
She wasn't even allowed to think about anything.
Rong Che took a deep breath, chuckled with his eyebrows in his eyes, and after a moment, got up and walked to Lin Qinghuan's side.
His figure shrouded her, and for some reason, Lin Qinghuan suddenly felt more relieved than ever.
Lin Qinghuan listened to his heavy breathing, and then listened to his clear voice coming from above his head: "Actually, you said so much, I just want to know, will you really betray me?" ”
She didn't expect Rong Che to ask this, and hesitated slightly, but in the end, she looked up at him and shook her head very firmly: "No, we are already married, no matter what this marriage represents......"
However, before she could finish speaking, Rong Che's lips pressed down directly.
"It won't be fine, I don't need so many reasons."
He kissed emotionally.
I never thought that he would be willing to maintain a relationship in such a humble manner.
The reluctant deep kiss became more and more intense, and when the wound on Lin Qinghuan's back hurt so much that she couldn't help but cry out in pain, Rong Che found that he was still pressing Lin Qinghuan under him.
Seeing that her eyebrows were deep in pain, she let go.
I was afraid that the wound on her back would crack, so I carefully helped her up, and when I held her, my strength became extremely gentle.
Lin Qinghuan was wearing a loose hospital gown, and the scars on her back could be vaguely seen, although the wounds were not very deep, but they were finely broken and spread all over her back, which looked shocking.
Rong Che's warm fingertips caressed her wound, gentle and delicate, and the itchy feeling went straight from her back to the bottom of her heart.
Lin Qinghuan moved unnaturally, his chin was buried deep in his neck socket, and a soft voice sounded in his ears: "Don't move." ”
"Does it hurt?"
"It doesn't hurt."
Rong Che frowned: "It doesn't hurt?" The whole back is a small wound, will it hurt? ”
Lin Qinghuan reflected at this time.
It turned out that instead of asking her if his movements made her hurt, he asked her if the wound hurt.
After a moment of silence, he said truthfully: "There is a little." ”
"Just a little?"
Rong Che didn't believe it.
He hurts, hurts, hurts.
Lin Qinghuan took a deep breath and said slowly: "It doesn't hurt much, but I feel that my whole back is hot." ”
"Yes." Rong Che just answered.
Lin Qinghuan knew that he didn't want to talk more about it, so he simply kept silent.
Rong Che still hugged her, and he was not too tired.
It was very comfortable to lean on his arms, and Lin Qinghuan enjoyed it very much.
If you can, it's not bad to be like this all the time.
However, just thinking so, Rong Che let her go.
Be careful to let her lean on the bedside pillow, and then, just unwrap her clothes.
Lin Qinghuan supported his elbow on the hospital bed and looked at him: "What are you doing?" ”
Rong Che didn't answer, his eyes fell on her smooth lower abdomen, Lin Qinghuan subconsciously covered it, but Rong Che directly held her hand in the palm of his hand and muttered to himself: "Why not?" ”
"What's not?" Lin Qinghuan asked with a condensed brow.
Rong Che didn't speak, but his palm gently stroked her smooth and forbidden lower abdomen.
Lin Qinghuan's face was slightly embarrassed, he pulled the quilt to cover his body, and even covered Rong Che's hand with it, the warmth of his palm was still there, and there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth: "I can't listen to others say that if you have given birth, there will be stretch marks on your stomach, and they won't fade for a long time, why don't you have any at all?" ”
"I don't know." Lin Qinghuan said the truth: "I used to smile ......" She subconsciously called Siyuan a smile, but Siyuan was also very good: "When I was pregnant with Siyuan, I was a little thinner than now, how can I not show my pregnancy for five or six months, and I didn't want to be as bloated as other mothers in the delivery room after giving birth, as for stretch marks or anything, there are no stretch marks or anything." ”
Rong Che looked at her and listened to her quietly.
After she finished speaking, he asked again: "When you give birth, does it hurt?" ”
Lin Qinghuan smiled and recalled for a while, and finally, nodded solemnly and said, "It hurts." ”
As she spoke, tears slid down her eyes again.
Rong Che reached out to wipe her, but Lin Qinghuan stubbornly wiped herself, crying and laughing: "There was a moment, it hurt as if I was going to die, I really thought I was going to die at that time, I really wanted to live desperately, I was never so afraid of death, and I never regretted it so much." ”
"Regret what?" Rong Che's voice was as gentle as water, as if he was afraid of scaring her.
"I regret that I was not fully prepared, if only I could find his father before he was born, in case I didn't survive, at least he wasn't alone."
"Fool." Rong Che said with a smile.
Thinking about it now, Lin Qinghuan himself was amused by his own thoughts, so it was no wonder that Rong Che could laugh.
But, soon, Rong Che told her very seriously: "Actually, I was also looking for you at that time." ”
Lin Qinghuan was a little incredulous: "Really? Soon, he continued to ask: "Then why are you looking for me?" ”
The corners of Rong Che's mouth raised, and he replied casually, and there was no sincerity at all: "I just want to find it." ”
Lin Qinghuan: "What are you looking for?" ”
It was only before she finished speaking that there was a knock on the door outside the ward.
Rong Che got up to open the door, Xiao Su stood outside with a food box, and smiled politely: "At this time, many shops are closed, and it is difficult to find, so it is delayed a little time." ”
"Yes." Rong Che responded, but Xiao Su was still standing outside, twisted his eyebrows, and asked, "Is there anything else?" ”
A look of embarrassment flashed on Xiao Su's face, but in the end he shook his head very firmly: "No, no, it's okay......"
But that look of wanting to speak and stop is difficult to convince.
However, Rong Che thought that Lin Qinghuan hadn't eaten anything until now, so he didn't think much about it, and after answering, he turned around and went in with his things.
Xiao Su watched the door of the ward close completely, the smile on his face gradually changed, turned around and looked down at Rong Siyuan who was standing against the corner, and after a while, he squatted down and picked him up with a deep sigh of relief, and walked in the direction of the elevator.
Knowing that it was far away from Lin Qinghuan's ward, he spoke: "Siyuan, did you want to see Lin Qinghuan just now?" Why didn't you go in? ”
Rong Siyuan's immature face still had tear stains.
Because of his body, he had been crying quietly all the time, not wanting Lin Qinghuan and them to know, and not wanting him to pass out alone and no one would know.
But the tears never stopped.
Until Xiao Su came over with a food box.
Xiao Su saw that Rong Siyuan had been standing outside, and he didn't dare to speak easily, the reason why he didn't tell Rong Che that Siyuan was outside just now was because Siyuan had whispered to him before he knocked on the door, don't tell Rong Che that he was.
The elevator door opened, Xiao Su hugged Rong Siyuan in, and it was not until the elevator door was completely closed that Rong Siyuan spoke: "I don't know if she doesn't like me, so I don't dare to go in." ”