Tong Tiantian stood in front of the counter and said politely: "Beauty, I want a cup of milk tea and two egg tarts." ”

"Okay, wait a minute." The waiter said kindly.

She chose a window seat and sat down, holding milk tea in her hand and looking out the window. The silence at the moment made her feel more at ease.

"Mommy, Mommy...... Mom, where are you? A little girl of four or five years old started crying.

Tong Tiantian followed the prestige, the little girl was in the aisle, looking around, still holding a half-eaten hamburger in her hand, the waiter came over and said gently: "Baby, mom went to the bathroom and will be back soon." ”

"Mommy, Mommy...... I want my mom to ......," she still cried.

A woman in casual clothes ran over, picked up the child, and stroked her head: "Mom is here, don't cry, don't cry, didn't I say to you just now?" Mom went to the bathroom. ”

"Mom, I'm sad if I can't see you, you've been there for a long ......time," the little girl said quietly.

Ten years ago on the night, Tong Tiantian walked on the riverside path, listening to the autumn breeze, the wind blowing off the yellow leaves, she weary crying and shouting: "Mom, Mom, Dad, Dad, where are you?" Grandma said you went to heaven, are you not coming back? Mommy ......"

The trees, the creek were still silent, and only the occasional chirping of the birds.

She sat by the creek with her hands on her knees and buried her head in her lap.

Lu Lei came to her side gently and touched her head: "Look up, the brightest stars in the sky are your mother and father, they are looking at you, if they see you crying sadly, they will be even sadder." ”

Tong Tiantian raised her head lightly and looked at the night sky, countless stars blinked, and she turned her tears: "Won't I be able to chat with my mother and father in the future?" ”

Yes, one is in heaven and the other is on earth, and from then on heaven and man are separated.

"When you miss Mom and Dad, you can say to me." He said distressedly.

"I think about it all the time, every minute and every second." She said naively.

"Then we'll be together all the time, every minute." Lu Lei took her cold little hand and walked in the direction of home.

Tong Tiantian finally remembered this memory under a specific environment, which was clearly so clear and so bitter.

She burst into tears instantly, for so long, she has been shielding this memory, she is so strong, as if the words "mother" and "father" have been eliminated from the dictionary by her, seeing other people's parents send them to school, she thinks indifferently: how good it is to be self-reliant! Seeing Xia Jiaojiao's parents carefully preparing a birthday party for her, she comforted herself: I don't need that kind of thing at all, I'm not even a birthday ...... Why did I see this little girl looking for her mother today, the memories reappeared, and gradually, the tears of the size of beans dripped on her smooth and white hands.

If only "Mom" and "Dad" were here, would her fate be smoother? will not be bullied by Mother Lin, maybe love will be happy.

She picked up the milk tea, drank it in one go, smiled bitterly, and muttered to herself: "What's wrong with me?" I hate people to be hypocritical the most, today I am so hypocritical, I want to let go, I have to let go of this past. ”

"Hey! Belle! A sunny and handsome little brother sat down across from her.

Tong Tiantian began to curse in her heart, why can't she enjoy the time alone anywhere?

She raised her eyes and glanced at her little brother, and said lukewarmly: "We don't seem to know each other." ”

He was cheeky and said, "Can't you see, I'm talking to you?" ”

"Even a fool can see it." She pumped him back.

"Look at you as a broken lover?" He asked.

"Privacy! No comment! She said coldly.

"I know you, you were the heroine of a school dance, and I was quite impressed with you, but I don't know what your name is? What is your name? He took a sip of his coffee.

Tong Tiantian lowered her head and smiled: "What other name do you ask?" ”

"Autistic personality!" He said decisively.

In this way, I am indeed more passive in interpersonal relationships, and I don't have many friends.

She just laughed it off and didn't defend herself.

He picked up his coffee, got up, and said, "Good mood!" I withdrew. Don't care, I don't mean anything else, if there is fate, we will see you again. ”

Tong Tiantian waved goodbye to him.

She walked alone on the noisy streets, with car horns, noises, shop stereos...... Mixed together, slowly drowning out her unhappy emotions.

In a rice noodle shop, she found a place and just wanted to do it, and when she saw a familiar person, she slowly spoke: "Wu Yan." ”

Wu Yan obviously had a stupid expression: "That, Tiantian, it's the weekend today, so ...... So I'll eat 4 meals a day, and you're going to keep it secret for me. ”

Tong Tiantian smiled: "You just eat ten meals, what does it have to do with others?" ”

"Am I not in a special shape?" She's still self-aware.

"You're alone?" She asked.

"I always come to eat secretly, because I have indeed eaten, and I usually crave these special snacks." She whispered.

"Beauty, your two servings of beef rice noodles." The waiter brought the plates.

"Thank you, Wu Yan, I won't be polite to you." Tong Tiantian took a bowl.

Wu Yan pursed his lips, and his tail trembled: "Where, I order two servings for one person, and I don't have enough to eat!" ”

Tong Tiantian's stunned expression, it turned out that the meat had risen like this.

Helpless, she had no choice but to greet the waiter: "Beauty, here is a beef rice noodle." ”

Wu Yan snorted and began to eat, blowing his nose with paper from time to time: "It's too spicy!" Enjoyable! ”

Tong Tiantian looked at her eating, and felt so happy, really, happiness is doing what you like.

Wu Yan asked coldly, "What happened to you?" I feel a little unhappy. ”

"No, I just want to go out and walk around alone, and I feel so happy to meet you." She looked at her and said.

"Isn't it a passer-by of Lin Moyue?" Wu Yan asked stupidly.

It's just to the point, every word is fine, and it's squirming.

Tong Tiantian said lightly: "Hey, I have long said that love is not the whole of life, dreams are the most important, and it doesn't matter if you can't become the protagonist of his story." ”

"Love can't be eaten, it's still important to eat." She ate one bowl of three times and divided five by two, and then dragged another bowl.

Tong Tiantian, who witnessed everything, was simply stunned: "Do you really want to eat so much?" ”

"Well, that's why I'm willing to come alone, so that no one can see how much I'm eating." She bowed her head, still eating with relish.

"Perhaps, have you ever liked a boy?" She asked tentatively.

Wu Yan bit the chopsticks, his eyes were obscure and fell into memory: "Yes! It was a romantic rainy day, and I was eating tteokbok at a food stall. A good-looking boy came up to me, smiled at me, and said, "Your back was wet with rain, and my heart melted." ”

Tong Tiantian had an expression of watching the play: "Oh, it turns out that it's eating again!" ”

"That time, I saw three people fighting, I had a sense of justice, I hurriedly ran forward, and when I saw it, it was him again, he was beaten by two boys, and asked him for money. I rolled up my sleeves and punched and kicked the other two boys, beating him and killing him without leaving a piece of armor...... As a result, he turned around and left, and I chased after him, saying that he especially hated bullying in schools and hated girls with violent tendencies. Her melancholy little eyes.

"He didn't appreciate you and criticized you? I have no conscience. Tong Tiantian said sympathetically.

"Alas, now I'm like this, I don't dare to look forward to love anymore, when I used to be very thin...... Oh, and let you take a look at my previous photos. As she spoke, she pulled out her phone and slipped her fingers a few times.

"Ahh Wu Yan, you were so cute when you were a child! Tong Tiantian was stunned.

"Really?" Wu Yan looked shy.

"Mmmm, Wu Yan, you better don't eat so much, lose weight!" As she spoke, Tong Tiantian brought the bowl over.

On the way back, Tong Tiantian saw an old man selling roasted sweet potatoes on the side of the road, so he decisively bought two.

Wu Yan asked puzzledly, "What are you doing?" Buy two? ”

She whispered: "Take care of the business, it's not easy for the old man." ”

"Gross kindness, just the right amount of indifference, and just the right amount of care, is enough." Her shallow tone.

"I think you can be the master of your own mentality, so you will never become a slave to your emotions!" Wu Yan's adoring expression.

She smiled: "Huh? Sometimes it's a little bit too aggressive, but you don't see it. ”

"Girl, give me some money! You can also scan WeChat! A ragged beggar knelt on the ground, holding a porcelain bowl in his hand, and turned it up and down a few times, making a "clanging" sound.

Tong Tiantian hurriedly rummaged through the bag and took out more than eighty yuan, all of which were put in the bowl.

Wu Yan carefully took out a ten-yuan sheet from his wallet and put it in it tremblingly.

The beggar nodded again and again and thanked: "Thank you, thank you!" A good man has a safe life! ”

Wu Yan grabbed her with a stunned expression: "Sister, why do you give so much?" ”

"You see that he has been kneeling, it's not easy, we can usually save a little bit." She said.

After going around and around and finally arriving at the dormitory, Tong Tiantian began to pour boiling water and drink when she entered the door: "Xiaotong, didn't you go out for a walk?" ”

"Oops, where have you been?" You Xiaotong complained.

"It's just going around, and I'm in a much better mood! Yesterday it was ten thousand arrows piercing the heart, now it is invulnerable! The sword that crosses the mountains and rivers is stabbed by people with deep affection! She said.

"Hu Xue went on a date, and you also went out, leaving me alone and lonely." She thought to herself.

"Roasted sweet potatoes, bought for you." She handed the sweet potato over.

"I still have a conscience, and I think of me when I go out, and I forgive you." She smiled.

Everyone will have a difficult time, get through, life will suddenly open up, can't listen, time will also call you how to shake hands with them, setbacks will come, will pass, tears will flow, will also be put away, if the heart is relaxed, it is always spring.