73. Go home
I stood in the endless stream of train stations, and suddenly felt that I was particularly homesick, and the chainsaw man watched me buy a ticket, although I was awkward but also grateful for his protection for a day, the object of my opinion was Qu Man, and it had nothing to do with the chainsaw man. />
The chainsaw man took out his ID to buy a ticket, I clearly saw that he took out not an ID card, but a small red book, when I wanted to look more carefully, the chainsaw man turned around and blocked my view, the conductor said that my tickets for that trip were sold out, and the chainsaw man was particularly helpless to take back the small red book, and then looked at me slightly apologetically.
I always felt that it was not good to snoop on people, so I didn't ask what kind of document it was.
"Don't follow me, I'll go and relax." I looked at the chainsaw man and sighed in my heart, "Go back and say I'm fine!" ”
The chainsaw man didn't speak, I went through the security checkpoint with my bag on my back, I didn't have any luggage to bring, I just went back to buy some things when I got home.
The train was very fast, 4 hours was a good sleep, after the car stopped, I got off the train, stretched my waist against the land of my hometown, I didn't see it for more than half a year, I came back.
My parents came to pick me up, as well as the third aunt and three aunts, aunts and uncles, when they saw me, my mother came over excitedly and hugged me, although my father didn't speak, but I also saw the smile on his face.
I left two years ago and this is the second time I've come back. Last time I didn't understand why my parents were so excited, but now I understand, they are just me, a child, I left the city, which means that all their concerns are on me, and I am so unfilial, I don't know how to go home often when I have nothing to do.
"Xia Xia, I see how you have lost weight." My mother took my hand and said with special concern, "Is it good to eat alone?" ”
"It's good," I smiled at my mother, "you can rest assured that you can eat well and live well." ”
My father, who had been standing next to me, said, "Go home first, go home and talk." ”
We returned to my home in a big way, I didn't come back for half a year, I feel like I was when I left, this residential building was divided by my father's school, seventy square meters is not big, but after I left, my father said that the house was very empty.
The third aunt and the third aunt asked me about my work, and on the way back, I had made up a good lie for myself and made up a perfect life.
My aunt and uncle cooked for my mother, and my dad sat on the side and watched us chat, during which he would also say two sentences, with a smile between his eyebrows, I saw in my heart, and I was also very happy.
A table of meals was quickly served, all of my favorite dishes, and as soon as everyone was ready, my mother sandwiched a piece of pork ribs to me, "Eat more meat, look at your skinny." ”
The third aunt laughed and teased, "Nowadays, young people are popular to lose weight, I think it's good to have some meat, Xia Xia, come, eat more." ”
The food is the most familiar taste, the family around me is the closest person to me, I eat pork ribs and I have an indescribable emotion in my heart, why do people always think of the question of going home when they are injured?
"Xia Xia, my colleague has a son who also works in Beijing, is a university teacher, teaches physical education, and the young man is very real."
My aunt was also on the side, "Xia Xia, our neighbor's child is studying for a master's degree in Beijing, and he is very promising, come back this weekend, do you want to get to know him?" ”
I looked at everyone's expectant eyes, put down the chopsticks, and said with a smile, "I'm only twenty-two, can you bear to let me go on a blind date?" ”
"I married your dad when I was twenty-two." My mother looked at me with a smile, "It's just that I know each other, we are all in Beijing, and I have a care." ”
"It's better to respect Xia Xia's own ideas, let's not mix." Dad finally spoke, and he turned to look at me, "Eat more." ”
Dad's words were like amnesty, everyone didn't ask, I bowed my head to eat and didn't talk, my father, my third aunt and my uncle were drinking wine, they talked about some of the past when they were young, and the three of them laughed at the happy place, and I sat on the side with them, which I thought was particularly interesting.
The decoration of my home is a particularly simple decoration, as early as when we moved in, in order to carry forward the spirit of hard work and simplicity, my dad was stunned to paint a wall, lay a floor tile on the ground, buy some furniture even if the decoration is finished, think about it is fifteen years, the summer is so hot, I always see my mother sweating on the side of the fan, thinking of this, I plan to buy an air conditioner.
Recently, I have some money in my hand, and I have been very happy to settle the bills at several shows, and I live with Xue Zikun, so I naturally have a lot less expenses, although he told me about the rent, but I haven't given him yet.
I haven't touched the money he gave me, and it's the same with cards, love is love, but if I rely on him for everything, one day I'll die of laziness.
After eating, I was lying in my room staring at the ceiling in a daze, when my mother said that Lu Jiapeng was here.
Speaking of Lu Jiapeng, I have to start with my childhood full of golden light.
Lu Jiapeng: We are neighbors, his mother is a teacher, and we also shared the house here, but his father sells grain and oil, and our relationship when we were children was called a ferromagnet, although I often bullied him at that time.
When I was a child, I always liked to play a prince and princess game, at that time I was a princess, Lu Jiapeng was my servant, he always thought about when he could be a prince, I would say, wait until you are tall and handsome.
Now that I think about it, it seems that what I said casually as a child really came true at some point.
For example, when I went to Beijing with the down payment money my father gave me, Lu Jiapeng cried at the airport and died, and I told him at the time, just rush to you, don't think about the prince, who likes the prince who cries his nose.
At that time, Lu Jiapeng hugged me and kissed me on the lips, which was my first kiss.
After the kiss, I went to the security check, and he cried even harder.
It was just a dose of condiment when I was young and frivolous, and when I thought about the past, I thought it was ridiculous.....
Lu Jiapeng held a basket of fresh cherries, his face was full of excitement: "Xia Xia, you are back." ”
"Well, just came back, how do you know?"
"I just saw Mr. Sheng go downstairs, he said it." Lu Jiapeng looked at me, very unnatural, his hand kept nervously grabbing the hem of his shirt, "That, how are you doing?" ”
"It's good."
"Xia Xia, are you going to leave when you come back this time?"
"I'll come back from vacation for a few days, and I'll leave in a few days."
A trace of disappointment flashed on Lu Jiapeng's face, and there was a hint of expectation in his eyes, "Xia Xia, I'll take you out to eat tomorrow, I know a few places, and the food is delicious." ”
I'm thinking about installing an air conditioner in my house tomorrow, replacing the faucet that keeps dripping in the bathroom, and the shower head that doesn't come out well.
Since I got home, the whole person is like being charged, I won't be entangled in those things between me and Xue Zikun, and I won't be distressed because of Qu Man, I just need to be my parents' daughter and be happy.
Xue Zikun's call came from the phone, I didn't answer, muted the phone and put it in the bag, Lu Jiapeng kept smirking on the side, and I was a little awkward when I laughed.
"Where do you say you're going tomorrow?" I asked Lu Jiapeng, and he said a restaurant that sounded luxurious and atmospheric, and I asked for the address, and he said that it was in the city center. "That's right, you go buy something with me."
Lu Jiapeng was very happy, and left without saying anything, I took out my mobile phone and looked at the name that was still flashing on it, struggled in my heart for a long time, and pressed the answer button, "Hey." ”
"Where did you go when you didn't go home?"
"How do you know I'm not home?" I snorted, "Can you handle it?" ”
"Let me ask you again, where did you go when you didn't go home?"
Xue Zikun's questioning tone made me very unhappy, just imagine, who wants to be monitored like this, without a trace of freedom? But it's not right to think about it, if the chainsaw man told him about my ticket, he would definitely know that I was back in my hometown and wouldn't ask me that.
The problem is, he just knew I wasn't home?
I had an idea and said, "I'm at home." On the balcony above the hundred~ten thousand\small! Say. ”
"At home? Hmph, Xia Xia, lying is really not a good problem. Xue Zikun's voice was several degrees cold, "You go into the living room, I'll take a look." ”
See?
What to look at?
A not-so-rosy thought crossed my head, "You pressed the camera at home?" ”
There was silence on the other side of the phone, which confirmed my suspicion even more, and I shouted, "Xue Zikun, you are too much, do you have to trap me in your cage to be satisfied?" ”
There was silence on the other side of the phone for a long time, "I just don't want you to leave me." ”
"You're insane!" I hung up the phone and pinched my eyebrows, I don't know when this camera was installed, except here, will there be rooms and kitchens?
Will there be a video of us snapping between us?
Some time ago, as long as Xue Zikun was idle, he would directly knock me down if he wanted to, my resistance didn't work at all, he still teased me, and there are traces left by us in every corner of the house!
The last time we were in the kitchen, in the living room, on the sofa, or even on the carpet........
I sighed helplessly, is Xue Zikun sick in his heart!
It's really annoying to think about it, Xue Zikun's arrogance and naivety have been complained about ten million times in my heart, his so-called love should be tied to a rope to take me with him, he wants to see me laugh, I have to laugh, he wants to snap with me, do I have to separate my legs?
This kind of love is simply ridiculous.
"Xia Xia, who is Xue Zikun?" My mother's hurt was foaming with a cleansing spirit, and she asked me suspiciously, "What do you mean by trapping you in a cage?" ”
I completely ignored the fact that my mom was washing dishes in the kitchen and was confused, "I ....... I'm talking about a movie line. ”
My mother's face flashed with a thoughtful look from a state-owned enterprise accountant, "Is that so?" ”