Su Tingge had a long dream, she was in a large meadow, where patches of purple romantic lavender bloomed, they grew poetically and quietly, and the little pieces of purple slowly merged into a purple river. A breeze blows, and the fragrance of flowers hits the nose, which makes people feel refreshed. She looks like a little girl, running happily in the sea of flowers, completely like a little wild horse that has escaped, running freely in the paradise. Tired of running, she lay on the fragrant grass, looking up at the white clouds fluttering in the blue sky, her eyelids gradually became heavy, and the moment she was about to close her eyes, it seemed that countless insects were eating her heart, and her body curled up together in pain, and all the organs seemed to have been taken out and stuffed into her body fiercely, in an infinite loop.

In reality, Yang Yang, who was waiting for Su Tingge by the bedside, held Su Tingge's hand tightly with both hands, his eyes were gray and deadly, and his body sat upright and stiff.

Suddenly, Su Qinge, who was quiet on the bed, frowned, his bloodless lips trembled slightly, and the hand he held was slowly clenched into a fist, as if he was enduring great pain.

He stretched out his hand nervously, and when he touched her sweaty forehead, he was extremely gentle, and his voice was hoarse: "Little sister! Wake up! Please wake up! Su Qingge's body trembled even more, the corners of his lips in the oxygen mask oozed blood, Yang Yang's heart chuckled, and he suddenly felt colic. He turned around in a panic to call the doctor, his trembling hand was grabbed, he turned around slowly, his eyes touched Su Tiange's open eyes, and he lost his mind and leaned over to hug her tightly.

"Brother..."

Su Tingge, who was strangled in a panic, pulled his lips, still had palpitations about the sharp pain just now, and just woke up and saw the back of his brother leaving, and his hand subconsciously grabbed him. When he was hugged in fear, the strength of his body was like being drained by a huge needle, and he resisted the urge to cry.

She's like... It always makes him scared, not as if it has always been.

Yun Ci, who was outside the intensive care room, held a milky white porcelain bowl in his hand, stared at the cooked duck egg in the bowl, hesitated for a while, and inserted the silver needle in his hand into the egg.

In the final analysis, he was still a little suspicious of that person, although the other party's expression was serious and sincere, he was obviously unwilling to come with him to meet the boss, and Gu was too fantastical in his cognition. For the sake of conservatism, he followed the method described in an ancient book: insert a silver needle into a cooked duck egg, put it in the mouth, and take it out after an hour. Experimenting with the boss, the method seems a bit nonsense, and after all, it is the experience handed down by the ancestors.

He lingered at the door with a bowl for a while, and finally made up his mind to push the door in, Yang Yang heard the movement behind him, let go of Su Qingge in a complicated mood, and turned to look at Yun Ci, who was a little nervous.

Yun Ci walked up to Su Tiange heavily, brought the bowl to her and said, "Boss, you put the egg in your mouth..." Su Qingge was also hungry, she didn't notice Yang Yang and Yun Ci's expressions when they looked at her, and before Yun Ci finished speaking, she couldn't wait to pick up the egg, take off the oxygen mask, and saw that the egg was inserted with a needle, pulled it out and put it on the bed, and stuffed it into her mouth and bit it a few times. In the next second, a sharp voice sounded in Yun Ci's throat: "This egg can't be eaten!" ”

"#&#毒?" Su Tiange, who was halfway through eating, felt a little dry and asked with slurred speech.

Yun Ci swallowed his saliva with difficulty, unwilling to hide the boss in the dark, and said honestly: "The egg is not poisonous, but the boss, you have been tricked!" ”

The person concerned, Su Qinge, looked as usual when he heard that he had been hit by Gu, and silently chewed the remaining eggs. Because of some memories in her mind, she couldn't be shocked.

She once heard the legend of the grass ghost woman releasing Gu, the legendary grass ghost woman has red eyes, the same as suffering from pink eye, it is said that there are always a lot of eye feces in the corners of the eyes, which sounds like some very dirty women, making people dare not approach. Because of such a dirty woman, who wants to approach her? So it's mysterious. The grass ghost woman is all women, passed down from generation to generation, from ancient times to today, and can only be heard, and it is impossible to see it again. Some people say that this is when the matriarchal society dissolved, it was handed down by the witches of the time, as a mysterious and unpredictable technique to maintain women's love, dignity and even life, which sounds very reasonable, but what the truth looks like, who knows?

I was recommended to watch a movie in high school, and the content is that the heroine's family has specialized in raising Gu for generations, although the heroine is proficient in the art of raising Gu, she ran away on the day she was going to inherit the Gu master, because she didn't want to become a Gu master. When she came back at night, she saw the tragic situation of her family of thirty being poisoned with Gu, and she was also chased and killed by the fish that slipped through the net, and finally with the help of the male protagonist, she killed the enemy with Gu to take revenge.

What attracted her to watch it was not the same plot, but the shooting of flowers in the movie, "shooting flowers" is a method of releasing Gu. In one scene in the movie, some women who have fled the famine, wrapped a blue cloth around their heads, walk to a house, hold his hand when greeting people, pat his palm a few times, and say "good, good". The next day, the person who had been slapped by her palm suddenly fell to the ground and started to turn upside down. Later, he was seen by the heroine who passed by, and after giving him medicine, he spit out dozens of paper balls in his mouth, and the man was no longer crazy.

Why is she interested, because she once had a servant who was very close, that is, she was slapped by Su Yimeng's servant, and when she was doing things the next day, she suddenly fell to the ground, and she also suddenly started a frenzy, ran out of Su's house and was killed by Su Yimeng's driver.

At that time, she knew that things were not so simple, and there was no evidence in her hand pointing to Su Yimeng's side. But she didn't want to let a person die so wronged because of herself, especially when she saw the tears on the faces of the maid's parents, she led someone to tie up Su Yimeng and knelt in front of the maid's tombstone for two hours.

It was also because of this incident that she was punished by her father for fasting and fasting water for two days, and relied on Uncle De's "fake public and private" to eat bread to survive those difficult two days.

I still remember Uncle De persuaded her that the reason why the eagle can soar in the sky is because of her full wings, and she hasn't even grown wings yet, how can she protect the people around her.

But if she is given a chance to start over, she will still do that, not for anything else, just to be worthy of her heart in this life.

As Haruki Murakami said: I may be defeated, I may lose myself, I may not be able to reach anywhere, maybe I have lost everything, no matter how much I struggle, I can only cry out in vain, maybe I just pick up a handful of ashes in vain, I am the only one in the dark, maybe no one here bets on me, it doesn't matter, one thing is clear: at least I have something worth waiting for and something worth seeking.