Chapter 264: Go and find lovesickness
I moved my shoulders, looked at the people gathered around the door, and said, "Aren't you afraid?"
Everyone shook their heads, and a middle-aged uncle who looked to be in his forties laughed and said, "What are you afraid of in this coffin, anyway, people have to live in it when they die, sooner or later, so don't be afraid."
Hearing this, I also smiled and said, "Uncle, you are cheerful enough."
"That's, hehehehehe". As he spoke, the uncle laughed again.
"Yes, now, please don't gather around the door, you can stand three or four people, but don't block them all together, otherwise I don't know who the Lord here is looking for at night."
I deliberately scared them, this group of people were stunned, and they disappeared by the door in a swarm, standing elsewhere, and as soon as the crowd dispersed, I saw Zeng Daishan standing on the side of the road and looking at the firewood room, his eyes were full of indescribable emotions, maybe it was sadness, maybe it was reluctance, or it was missing, in short, Zeng Daishan, Zeng Old Man just looked at the coffin in the firewood room quietly, as if he had fallen into the past memories.
I sighed, and said to the three buddies and Jianzhao: "Shuren, Old Man Zeng is outside."
The three buddies were stunned for a moment, and they all looked over, and Li Muyang came over at this time and said, "Do you want to evacuate everyone?"
I nodded and said softly: "All evacuated, at least stay away from here, quietly let the old man come in and catch up with Aunt Fengping, and talk about the words that have been held in my heart for decades."
In the end, my voice became lower and lower, and Sister Yu glanced at the coffin beside her and said, "Let's go."
After saying that, Sister Yu passed by my side and patted me on the shoulder, because she knew that I was a person who could easily move emotions, and it was inevitable that I would feel uncomfortable when I encountered this kind of scene.
I took a long breath and beckoned the three buddies to open the coffin lid and put it aside, and then walked out with Sister Yu, they walked to the crowd and began to ask the villagers to leave, while I walked in front of the old man Zeng and said softly: "Old man, go in and have a look."
The old man Zeng didn't speak, he kept looking at the coffin in the firewood room with a cane, and after a long time, he walked in slowly with a crutches, and I helped the old man Zeng to the door, and said: "People go to the old man to turn off the lights, mourn."
After speaking, Mr. Zeng closed the door of the firewood room by himself, and I walked to a chair on the side of the road opposite and sat down, because I want to provide Mr. Zeng with a quiet parting occasion, not the kind of parting occasion that someone disturbs.
Sitting on the chair, I looked at the closed door of the firewood room opposite, at this time Jianzhao took out a pack of new cigarettes, opened it and gave it to a few of our male compatriots, and finally handed it to me and said by the way: "The head of the house, don't blame me for giving you cigarettes at the end, some things are better at the end, so smoke one to relieve the boredom in your heart."
Jianzhao deliberately made the latter two words a little heavier, and I didn't blame him for anything, looking at the cigarette in front of me, I took it and put it on my mouth and whispered, "Thank you."
Jianzhao pressed the lighter and lit a cigarette for me, and when the cigarette was lit, I patted his hand gently, and then he put away the lighter and put it back in his trouser pocket.
"Whew". A puff of light smoke entered my lungs, and I exhaled a long time, Li Muyang and Lao Dai sat next to me and smoked, but the little fox did not smoke, but put it on his ear.
"Sister Yu, why do you say that after a person dies, the living relatives are sad." I picked up the cigarette and suddenly turned my head to look at Sister Yu and asked.
Sister Yu was stunned for a moment, turned her head to look at me and said, "Because people's feelings are too deep, because they are reluctant to give up on each other, because they have been together for too long."
"Then why don't even relatives feel a wave of sadness in their hearts?" I asked again.
Sister Yu thought for a while and said: "Maybe it's caused by your own personality, or maybe it's been affected, Xiao Xuan, I know that you are uncomfortable now, and I also know that your character is like this, but if you want to think about it, people live so hard in this life, maybe they are really trapped by seven emotions and six desires."
I nodded, lowered my head and took another puff of cigarette and said: "I know, I have mixed too much in this aspect of feelings, whether it is love, family affection, friendship, or all kinds of feelings, I shouldn't care too much, just need to be in place, otherwise in the end it will be difficult to be myself, right, there is a saying, life in the world, happy, yes, happy."
Lao Dai sat next to me, suddenly smiled and shook his head and said, "Why don't you want to be happy."
"I said why are you so sad, the first time I met you before, aren't you quite happy, don't you ask about other people's emotions, just want to be comfortable." The little fox said again.
I turned my head to look at the little fox and said with a smile: "People will always grow up, you see that when we were children, we cried and cried and laughed, and now we grow up and laugh and cry, and when we are old, we can't laugh anymore, and we can't cry, so boring, right?"
The little fox was stunned, nodded and didn't speak, I looked at the door of the firewood room, and didn't say a word, on the chair, we sat for more than an hour, I just stood up and walked towards the door of the firewood room, pushed open the door, I saw the old man Zeng sitting on the edge of the coffin with his hands on the edge of the coffin, his head still resting on his arm, he didn't speak, and there was no movement, I frowned slightly, walked over quickly, and said: "Old man? Old man"?
I shouted twice, but Old Man Zeng didn't respond, I frowned tightly, raised my voice and shouted: "Old man! Old man"?
But no matter how I shouted, the old man was so quiet lying on the edge of the coffin without moving, at this moment, I seemed to realize something, stretched out my hand and slowly probed between the old man's nose, at this moment, I withdrew my hand, clenched my fist tightly, and tried to suppress the sudden sadness in my heart, everyone also ran in quickly, and asked, "What's the matter?"
I clenched my fists tightly, exhaled a long breath, and then whispered, "Old man, ..... gone."
Everyone was taken aback and shouted, "What? How could it be so sudden"?
Lao Dai looked at the old man's back in shock, and I shook my head again and said, "I don't know."
Everyone was extremely shocked, and the firewood room was quiet, I exhaled again, looked at the old man and said, "Why are you bothering, alas~".
After speaking, I sat on the firewood pile next to me, didn't say a word, everyone stood in place and didn't speak, I looked at the firewood next to me, tears unconsciously slipped a drop, in fact, I don't know why I shed such a tear, the old man and I are not related, and there is no long-term relationship mixed with what Sister Yu said, but why do I just shed tears, I can't suppress the sentimentality in my heart, at this moment, I sat on the firewood and suddenly remembered the old man Du who had just passed away, and he was also not related to me, It's just that I took care of Mr. Du for a while, and I also cried after he left, and I still remember that day, my anger was like a firecracker that exploded at one point, and I almost killed ordinary people with aura, if it wasn't for Sister Yu to stop me, maybe I would have become the number one villain in the circle, why, this reflects that the name is useless, as long as something happens to you, there will be countless people who pay attention to you for the first time, exploit you, ridicule you, and abuse you, so I said that most of the fame is fart, and it is best to live a real life.
For five or six minutes in the firewood house, none of us spoke, and finally I stood up first, walked outside the door and called the village chief, and after a while, the village chief answered the phone, and then I said: "Village chief, come back, the lime does not need to be mixed."
The village chief was stunned on the other end of the phone and said, "What, what's wrong."
I exhaled a deep breath and said, "Old Man Zeng is gone, come back and have a look."
At this moment after speaking, I ignored any politeness issues, and subconsciously hung up the phone of the village chief.