231 I feel really uncomfortable in my heart

"Wife, I have already negotiated with Xiaoru, I will bear the living expenses of their mother and son and Junjun's education fund, except for the agreed time to accompany the children, I usually will not go over." In the car, Xu Junyan turned his face and looked at me with a solemn expression.

I believe that his attitude is rigorous, and I also believe that he will not lie to me, but "the agreed time with the child"?

In a word, it instantly caused ripples in my heart.

I clearly feel that there are some things that may change from today, and what is even more terrifying is that neither I nor Xu Junyan are powerless to stop it.

Because from today on, Xu Junyan is already a father, even if he can use money to maintain the apparent peace of Zhou Yunru's mother and son life between me and me, but as a father, he must do his duty.

No one can blame him for this, including me.

It's just that this duty, is it really as simple as accompanying children?

Xu Junyan started the accelerator, and the moment the car drove out, through the half-open window, I saw a figure on the balcony that seemed to move.

The shadow was petite and weak, but in the dim light, it gave people a gloomy feeling.

With a cool breeze, the windows suddenly closed.

"In the future, open the windows less and be careful of colds!" The man's mellow and deep voice sounded in his ears, revealing undisguised care.

I nodded wordlessly, and the dullness in my heart did not diminish by half a point.

When I got home that night, Xu Junyan and I kept talking about two o'clock in the evening, and the topic was of course nothing more than Zhou Yunru and Junjun.

Xu Junyan's reaction to this was much calmer than I expected, maybe it was because men are more broad-minded than women, or maybe it was the innate freedom and domineering in his character, he firmly believed that he could handle everything, and he firmly believed that he could find a balance between the two roles of father and husband.

But what makes me feel bad is that he is my husband, but he is the father of another woman's child.

Completely torn apart by two characters, how do I believe him.

Our conversation was difficult and exhausting, and although I was holding back a fire in my heart, I realized more clearly that anger was not the solution to the problem, and besides, where did my anger come from and to whom could I vent it?

In all fairness, the appearance of the child was an accident, and Xu Junyan did not know the existence of the child from beginning to end, with his character, if he had known earlier, whether it was out of responsibility or morality, he would not have abandoned Zhou Yunru's mother and son, and of course he would not hide it from me.

But the reality is cruel, God has given me a problem, on the one hand, the man my husband loves deeply, and on the other hand, the mother and son who represent his past, how can I crack it, how can I continue?

I don't know, I really don't know.

"Wife, I just want to tell you that whoever it is, it will not affect my love for you, I will do my duty as a father, but that's all. As for Xiaoru, I won't have any unnecessary contact with her. After I asked Xu Junyan over and over again how he planned to face Zhou Yunru's mother and son in the future, Xu Junyan's expression became a little helpless, but his tone was still patient and gentle.

"Husband, I just don't think things will be as simple as you think." I shook my head and looked at him calmly, "My intuition tells me that Zhou Yunru came back not only to bring the child to recognize you, I always feel ......"

"What do you always feel? Miss Holmes! His hand rested on my cheek, and his tone was playful.

I think he was trying to lighten the mood, but I couldn't really get the slightest interest.

I stared at him and said word for word, "She still loves you." ”

As soon as the words fell, Xu Junyan's face was covered with a layer of fog, he picked up my face, looked at it carefully for a while, and then said in a firm tone, "But I only love you." ”

In an instant, it was as if a flower had bloomed in my heart, which was both touching and happy.

"Wife, I know what you're worried about." His slender fingers gently rubbed my cheek, his eyes focused and serious, "But I will never be with her again, because in my eyes there is only one woman in my heart, and that is you; Now that I take care of her and Junjun, just out of responsibility and morality, can you understand me? ”

"Hmm!" I nodded, still feeling uneasy in my heart, "But Zhou Yunru, does she understand?" ”

"She understands, I've made it clear to her. And her current situation is not very good...... Xu Jun hesitated for a moment, but continued, "Xiaoru her father died a few months ago, Du Suxin's investment failed, and now the Zhou Group is only left with an empty shelf, the factory sells and closes, and the finances are in a mess, after Xiaoru came back, she fell out with Du Suxin again, so she took Junjun to rent a house outside, and she had to go to work alone and take care of Junjun......"

"Falling out? She fell out with her own mother, why? I don't know why, the strong sense of pity in Xu Junyan's tone made me feel uncomfortable all of a sudden, and I even interrupted him with a little anxiety.

"After she returned to China, Du Suxin asked her to ask me to save Zhou, but she refused, and she and Du Suxin's positions were very different from Zhou Jingru's death." Xu Junyan seemed to sense my emotions, and his tone became flat.

"So, she has no one to rely on now, and she can only rely on you?" There was a hint of sarcasm in my tone that I couldn't even imagine.

Unexpectedly, in less than twenty minutes, Zhou Yunru established an image of an empathetic, distinguishable but lonely weak woman in Xu Junyan's heart.

This pot of black dog blood, did it come a little too fast?

Xu Junyan obviously felt my unhappiness, and he hurriedly explained, "No, wife, I have already agreed with her that I will sign a maintenance agreement, except for fulfilling the maintenance obligations in the agreement, I will not interfere with anything else, and she will not come to disturb us." ”

Speaking of which, what else can I say, especially looking at Xu Junyan's nervous and apologetic eyes, I can't bear to say any more exciting words.

I'm not so stingy that I cut off the father-son friendship between Xu Junyan and Junjun, but I just hope that Zhou Yunru won't make any trouble.

In the next few days, several cooperation projects between Zhengqing and Uniasia began to start, and I was so busy with work that I couldn't think about anything else, and what reassured me was that Zhou Yunru's performance was also calm, and I didn't even see Xu Junyan take her call.

Maybe, it's me who is too careful, she really just wants to live a good life with Junjun?

"Wife, what do you want to eat?" Xu Junyan said as he pulled out my seat.

In order to compensate for the Italian dinner and concert I missed last time, Xu Junyan specially brought me to a newly opened Western restaurant.

"Anything, I'm hungry, let's order!" I looked up and smiled at him, and was about to call the waiter over when his phone rang.

For a moment, I saw Xu Junyan's eyebrows furrowed.

"It's Junjun." He looked at me calmly.

Then he answered the phone and said softly, "Junjun, what's the matter?" ”

I don't know what Junjun said, Xu Junyan's tone gradually became serious, "Okay, Dad will go over immediately, you wait a minute." ”

"What's going on?" As soon as he hung up the phone, I couldn't wait to ask.

Xu Junyan's expression was full of helplessness, "Junjun is home alone, saying that there is a power outage." ”

"It's so late, Zhou Yunru hasn't gone home yet?" When I entered the restaurant just now, I paid attention to the time, it was already past eight o'clock, even if Zhou Yunru had to go to work during the day, it was time to go home so late, not to mention that there was a child at home.

"I don't know what the situation is, but I'll go over it, children are afraid of the dark." Xu Junyan naturally showed his feelings of licking the calf, and at the same time, his eyes also swelled with deep apologies, "Wife, you order to eat by yourself first, don't wait for me, I'll come back to pick you up later." ”

Joke? How could I possibly eat it?

Especially when I think that after Xu Junyan passes, I am afraid that I will inevitably have to meet Zhou Yunru, and my heart is even more uncomfortable.

"I'll go with you." I stood up and said in a firm tone.

Probably because my expression was unacceptable, Xu Junyan didn't say anything, he picked up my coat and helped me put it on, and then took my hand and walked out of the restaurant.

Since the last time she talked to Zhou Yunru, Xu Junyan asked her and Junjun to find a new place to live the next day, and the new residence is in a garden community called "Xinyuan" near the city, which is much better than the old building where Zhou Yunru originally lived, both in terms of environment and geographical location.

There were not many cars on the road at night, and after ten minutes, we arrived at Xinyuan.

went upstairs, Junjun had already opened the door and waited in the corridor.

The child was probably really afraid of the dark, and only wore a thin sweatshirt, and he shivered from the cold at this time.

Xu Junyan's eyes darkened, and almost subconsciously took off his suit jacket and put it on the child, and then went to check the meter.

"Junjun, where's your mother?" I saw that Junjun was silent, his eyes only staring at the ground, so I took the initiative to talk to him to ease the atmosphere.

"Mom is still working overtime." Junjun turned his face away from my gaze, his expression a little indifferent.

"It's too cold outside, Auntie will accompany you in first, okay?" I crouched down and asked him tentatively.

Unexpectedly, Junjun shook his head, and said with a firm look in his eyes, "Don't." ”

The atmosphere was a little awkward, and the child was obviously resisting me, but a child of his age obviously didn't understand the complicated relationships between adults, so why bother?

"The meter card jumps 0, it's time to buy electricity." Xu Junyan hurriedly walked over, and then said to me, "I'll go in and find the electric card." ”

"Dad, I'll go with you, I know where the electric card is." Junjun hurriedly said.

"Good!" As soon as Xu Junyan's words fell, Junjun couldn't wait to take his hand.

Looking at the two figures that disappeared in front of me, one large and one small, I was in a trance for a while.

It's uncomfortable, it's really uncomfortable in my heart.

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