The next day, Ye Yi, who was sure that the team had no objections, was officially ready to go back.

Of course, before going back, she had to say hello to Song Anning.

"Auntie, it's been a long time."

Song Anning's expression suddenly became very subtle: "Are you here to laugh at me?" Busy for so long and finally getting nowhere? ”

"But at least you know what you want, don't you?"

Ye Yi smiled: "In the past, you didn't even know what you wanted, but now people at least know what they want, and they live in this world just to get something." ”

"It does ......"

Song Anning's expression was slightly silent.

Ye Yi: "There are many times in life that you can't help yourself, even if I have to be friends with my enemies, you can do what you like to your heart's content, and you are happier than most people in this world." ”

"I don't feel happy, what I want to do is to kill you, but until now, I can't even touch your hair, you are like a nightmare hidden deep in my soul, I want to kill you, I want to kill you very, very much, but I never have a chance, I don't have a chance at all, I don't have a chance ......"

"That's because that's how your life is."

Ye Yi didn't want to answer the question.

Song Anning didn't want to dwell on this issue for too long.

She smiled wryly and said, "You know what? When I heard that you actually became an ally with Ziwei Zhenren, my first reaction was dreaming, the second reaction was impossible, and the third reaction was - nonsense! ”

"It was an incredible decision, for most people."

"But when this kind of thing really happens, I can only accept it."

Song Anning said: "On the surface, I can be myself, but in fact, my so-called being myself is just deceiving myself, I can't really do anything I want to do, my life is still as bad as the past, I don't even have the ability to decide my future!" The time I was with Ziwei Zhenren was just jumping from one cage to another, and if there was anything that had changed, it was that in the past, I was forcibly chosen by others, and now, I choose the cage myself. ”

"Do you like the change?" Ye Yi asked.

Song Anning laughed at herself: "Who would like a life where fate is held in the palm of someone else's hand, but there is no choice but to do this ridiculous struggle." ”

"I see."

Ye Yi smiled and said, "That's really a choice without a choice. ”

"Yes, I don't have the right to choose, but I still have to say to myself that you are very good, my life, sometimes it is really a big joke."

Song Anning looked at Ye Yi fiercely: "If I had a choice, I would not have made an alliance with you if I died, but I didn't have the right to choose, and from beginning to end, I didn't ...... I can only accept his decision, passive, active, anyway! ”

"You've worked hard."

Ye Yi said expressionlessly.

She didn't want to sympathize with Song Anning.

Because if she fails, Song Anning won't sympathize with her too much.

Song Anning knew Ye Yi's thoughts, and said with a wry smile: "No matter what, you have the absolute upper hand now, I am a loser, and I am really ...... I'm very happy and I don't know how to describe this excessive feeling, probably, when I die or you die, I will know how to express it in words. ”

"That can only be if you die."

"I'm not going to die so easily. ”

"I've seen it for a long time."

Song Anning said resentfully: "You can live better than anyone I know, my favorite adopted daughter and nephews have all died in your hands, but you are still living very freely, you are like a spiral controlled by fate, no, you are the spiral that controls fate, everything I love cannot escape from your palm!" I really...... I hate ......."

"But you can't do anything."

Ye Yi smiled, reiterating this fact that Song Anning didn't want to face and had to face.

Song Anning's mood was a little broken.

She said: "Yes, you are right, I can't do anything, but even if I can't do anything, I can at least hate you in my heart!" I hate you, I hate you from the bottom of my bones! I want to kill you, and then I'll kill you—"

"What will happen to me again? You can't take the words in your dreams too seriously, and it's easy to get depressed and commit suicide. ”

Ye Yi said half-truthfully.

Song Anning looked at the current world painfully.

It's all so unsatisfactory together, but what can she do?

The Ziwei Zhenren she trusted the most and most likely to help her kill Ye Yi chose to take refuge in Ye Yi, although it was only a temporary cooperative alliance, but sooner or later they would ......

"I don't want to live like this!"

"And yet you have to live so badly."

Ye Yi reminded Song Anning again.

She likes Song Anning's current appearance, full of unwillingness but having to accept fate.

Song Anning actually knew that he had no choice, and after struggling to curse, he still bowed his head.

"You're right, I really don't have any qualifications to fight against my fate, all the misfortunes now are basically my own findings, but even if all my troubles are self-inflicted, I won't give up my hatred for you! It has become a part of my life, and if one day, I can't even hate you, then I will instantly lose the driving force of my life and become a walking corpse. ”

"I know, so I'm not going to force you to give up your hatred of me."

Ye Yi said: "Hate is the driving force for people to live in many cases, your hatred for me is like this, and my feelings for this world also come from hate!" In short, let's work hard together! Staying alive is the essence of the world. ”

"What did you say?!"

Song Anning was shocked.

Ye Yi: "I said, living is the essence of the world. ”

"No, I'm talking about the previous sentence! What did you say in the previous sentence! ”

Song Anning's eyes widened: "You actually want me to cheer with you!" Are you ......"

"Yes, I invite you to try to live with me."

Ye Yi said with a smile: "No matter how many grudges we have, you are one of the few blood related people left in this world, I hope you can live well, isn't this a normal thing?" ”

"So ......"

Song Anning smiled bitterly.

"You decided to let me live because of that blood relationship that I couldn't even believe, and I was ...... Because...... Another person who is not related by blood but has watched it grow up with his own eyes decides to let you die...... I...... I ......"

Am I doing something wrong?

Song Anning asked himself.

The persistence that has been there is facing collapse,