It's a shame that I'll say goodbye in that way.

"My Glory with You" is over in a sense, but it is not over in a sense. When I was writing, I had already thought of writing it in two parts. The first part is "bitter", and the second part is "willing".

The original intention of writing this book is to write it to myself and the readers who see this book, no matter what setbacks I experience in this world, the protagonist never gives up the kindness of his bones from beginning to end. After the storm, all the beauty came as expected.

Knowing the world but not the world is the kindest maturity. - Xu Xiao

In the process of writing, I not only wrote the stories of the heroes and heroines, but also added the stories of many supporting characters. Because I think that if I write a novel, I should not only let readers understand what love is, but also let everyone understand friendship and family affection.

Personally, I am particularly disgusted by a sentence, "fire prevention, anti-theft and anti-girlfriend", a classmate once confided in me, saying that her favorite boyfriend cheated on her and was with her best girlfriend. To illustrate my point here, they are not "girlfriends" in the real sense at all, at most they are "friends" in a certain sense.

"Girlfriends" refer to good friends who women want to be nice, intimate, and have nothing to talk about. She's always there where you can see her whenever you need her. The weight of your heart in her heart is far greater than that of herself.

When I wrote about the later stage, I deliberately added the plot of "Tanmei" to "express my cognition of "Tanmei". Tanmei refers to indulging in aesthetic and romantic things. "Tan" means to indulge and be obsessed. It originated from the bourgeois literary and artistic trend called aestheticism, which was popular in Western Europe at the end of the 19th century. The term Tanmei originated in Japan and originally referred to aestheticism, and was later used in China by rotten women to express love between men and men.

Love should be the attitude of one soul to another, not the reaction of one organ to another. –––Chai Jing

Homosexuality is neither alien nor disgusting, and in my heart there is no difference between the feelings of men and women. Whether it's Tanmei or Lily, the other person they like happens to be of the same sex.

But in the real world, too many people distort "Tanmei" and "Lily" more and more, when will intimacy between people of the same sex be understood as a kind of "love"? ? It has even become a tool for some people to gain popularity? There are also some people who do not hesitate to "sell corruption" for profit. I'm sad about this. The only thing that can be done is to show in his book that homosexuals are neither dust nor stars in the sky, and that their feelings are normal and not special.

Here, I would like to say sorry to the readers.

I don't have the ability to write the next "Ganlai", and I am forced to be helpless and helpless.

The night before yesterday, my uncle called my grandmother, and the content of the phone call was roughly about people like me who have no interest in college, so they should stop studying as soon as possible, and use the most contemptuous tone to belittle me as worthless. The attitude of letting me go out to work, and persuaded my grandmother to leave me alone in the future...

I listened to the side, listening to his ridicule of me, while bowing my head and silently coding words, and it was at that time that I understood the sentence that words can really kill.

The reason why this book is a bit depressing is because the things I experienced in my life are expressed in another way in the book. My whole world is dark, and deep down I yearn for the sun.

When I was three years old, when my mother gave birth to my younger brother in the hospital, the doctor's mistake left scissors in my mother's stomach, causing her to die of pain. The doctor ran away from responsibility, and the hospital did not compensate my family.

Perhaps, because I lost my mother's company on the way to grow up, I was not good at words since I was a child, and I grew up in an environment where adults in the countryside called me a "dumb", in the family education that "you are never as good as other people's children", and in an environment where I would be beaten and abused if I didn't do anything. Therefore, I don't want to have any communication with other people except those who are close to me.

I'm sorry to disappoint the readers who liked this book. I'm a sophomore in college, and I have a lot of schoolwork, so I have to plan for my future.

Before the end, do something that can be done and leave everyone with a side that is not a pity. Also, write about yourself, and hope that those who have a better living environment than me must strive to become excellent people!!

The world is beautiful and worth loving.