Chapter 126: The most painful expression is the absence of expression

In the spring, all depression can be covered. In autumn, everything is revealed. The flowers are gone, the grass is withered, the leaves are falling, and the trees are almost gone.

Lin Moyue sat in a noisy corner and became quiet, without excessive joy or extreme sadness. This is how life should be when it comes to setbacks.

Isn't the most painful expression the absence of expression?

The so-called Yiren are far away.

"Hey, Dr. Lin, you've been in a daze for an hour, what are you thinking?" Miss Nurse asked.

"Oh, don't be busy right now, empty your head and wait for a while." He came to his senses.

The nurse smiled: "Could it be that you are lovesick?" What is Dr. Lim's ideal type? ”

He replied lightly: "Outstanding people, people who are still stable in their hearts in the face of changes and have perseverance." ”

"I feel that Dr. Lin is a humble gentleman, I originally thought that you should be obsessed with the kind of woman whose face and body are five-A scenic spots that make people can't take their eyes off, but I didn't expect you to like a woman who is as light as a wind and lotus." The nurse began to chuckle.

"You describe it so well! She really is a woman who is as light as a lotus! He glanced at the nurse.

"Dr. Lin, there are so many such women around! Like me! I'm the kind of person who doesn't envy the prosperity in front of me, my heart is very beautiful, I'm a scarce product in this era, I smile, I can clear the clouds and let you see the radiance. The nurse introduced herself passionately.

"Hahahaha...... Nurse Wang, you're really interesting. Lin Moyue smiled.

"The past is like smoke, unbearable to look back, the only thing in the world that can not be repeated is life, although I am willing to be ordinary, but I try to be optimistic!" Nurse Wang's voice was raised, and she spoke from the bottom of her heart as if she had found a confidant.

"It's good to be optimistic! I envy you, Nurse Wang! I still have something to do, I'll get off work first, you're busy! Lin Moyue nodded, got up, took off his white coat, opened the door and went out.

"Hey, I'm not done yet, Dr. Lin, Dr. Lin, Dr. Lin...... Really, cold! Tsundere! I really like it, though! The nurse shouted after his back.

The autumn fields are so gorgeous and so pleasing to the eye. Under the blue sky, the golden colors are dazzling and alluring. The city life of reinforced concrete is tireless, Tong Tiantian sat in the car to meet the autumn sun, and walked to the field with Lu Lei on the days when the maple leaves were flying and the sycamore leaves were dancing.

The beautiful song came: "The song of the countryside, rely on it forever, go home, return to the original beauty, to this world, if you have too many complaints, you don't dare to continue to move forward if you fall...... The dream that can't be chased can be changed to a dream, color your life brightly, first paint your love with the color you like, laugh at it, success is not the goal, let yourself be happy is called the meaning......"

The village, the river, the fragrance of rice, and the laughter of relatives are all deeply engraved in her mind.

She got out of the car, took off her shoes, and walked on the soft ridges. The breeze was blowing, and the rice paddies hit her waist in waves, itchy and crispy, and the rice in the distance, swaying in the wind, kissed each other in broad daylight without being shy.

The fragrance of rice flowers mixed with the smell of earth comes to the face, refreshing and intoxicating. Tong Tiantian couldn't help humming a song from her childhood: "Harvest rice, pile up straw." The hedgehog looked at the haystack and smiled, and after a few days, when winter came, I slept in the grass. ”

Lu Lei smiled silently and looked at the innocent Tong Tiantian.

So sweet! So pure!

They sat on the grass at one end of the field, their clothes covered with grass juice and dandruff, still enjoying themselves and not caring about it.

Tong Tiantian recalled with a smile: "I'm most afraid of planting seedlings, it's terrifying!" The fear that the guy called the leech brought to me still lingers. ”

"I know, you've been bitten." Lu Lei laughed.

"That guy is attached to my calf, it's scary!" Again, she expressed her fear.

"But it's really a playground where we played when we were kids. The owners of the fields were peasants, and they worked hard all day long, with their trousers rolled up and even shirtless, hunched over the fields. Lu Lei said with emotion.

"This is where they shed their sweat, and it is also where the hopes of the farmers are pinned." Tong Tiantian looked at the golden front and said.

In the evening, the smoke curls and the sun sets, and a touch of warm hues ripples in the fragrance of rice flowers.

Earth, rice, sunset, air.

"Take a deep breath! The taste of rice fragrance is still so intoxicating! Tong Tiantian said intoxicatedly.

Lu Lei got up and stretched out his hand to pull her, she stretched out her hand, hugged hand to hand tightly, and a warm current poured into Tong Tiantian's heart. The hand, the hand, the person, the person, the same thing, what doesn't change is love, what changes is still love.

Tong Tiantian instinctively broke free and quietly looked at Lu Lei's face.

He asked, "What's wrong?" Something on my face? Or am I old? ”

Year after year, day after day.

The wind is light and the clouds are light, the flowers are falling and the water is flowing, heaven and earth!

"It's that you're old, and your beard needs to be shaved." She giggled.

Who didn't come from a teenager? Who doesn't go to old age? But Lu Lei has always longed for romance. All romance is lonely! He can't explain his love to others, he can't explain loneliness and loneliness.

Memories are like sugar, sweet to sadness, why is the past so sad?

He was willing to accompany her all day long, but he couldn't figure out her heart, and wanted to let go of her completely, but his heart hurt like being poked by a knife.

He said, "Because of your presence, autumn is slightly cool but beautiful." ”

"Hahahahaha...... Brother Xiaolei, are you a poet? ”

He saw her innocent smile and fell at once, but reason told him that he had to be sober: not to overdo it, and to stop in moderation and with reservations is best.

Tong Tiantian lowered her head, her face was crimson, and she rubbed her hands at a loss.

"Is it cold?" He grabbed her hand again.

"Oh, it's okay." She walked forward with her head down.

"How do you feel when you get to work?" He digressed from the subject.

"It's not bad, but there are fewer people who can talk, I'm a little autistic, and I don't like to take the initiative to talk to someone, so I have fewer friends." She spoke of her frustration.

"The better the people, the fewer friends, don't you know? You have to take the initiative and let others see your sincerity and kindness. Lu Lei comforted him.

"Brother Xiaolei, you ...... You ...... "She didn't say the next sentence for a long time."

"What's wrong with me?" He stopped.

"Are you already dating that blind date?" She asked cautiously.

What does that mean? He still couldn't figure it out. He stared at her clear eyes, for a long time, for a long time.

"What do you want me to do?" He asked rhetorically.

Trap Questions! The answer must be deliberate. Tong Tiantian said mischievously: "You and her are married, I want to eat candy!" ”

It's really speechless, and I'm cowardly! Why did you drop the chain at a critical moment? If he marries her, she will cry for three days and three nights, right? It's a mouth-wrenching.

Lu Lei smiled bitterly: "Really? So like to eat sugar? I'll buy you a box today. When you're unhappy, you eat a little. ”

"Brother Xiaolei, I want to hug you." She said coquettishly.

Lu Lei gently wrapped his arms around her, her height just reaching his shoulders. She pressed her face against his warm chest.

He gently stroked her soft hair, and a sweet scent spread, passing through the wings of his nose and filling every nerve in him.

How she cherished his arms, how he wished to hold her like this until he was old.

She felt a little flustered, because she really felt that she loved him, and that she loved him deeply. His eyes were wet unconsciously. It is always said to let her go, let her go, but how easy is this process? It's really hard to imagine what kind of life it would be like after losing her? Maybe the sky is gray and the flowers have lost their color.

He looked at her wistfully.

She noticed that there seemed to be tears in the corners of his eyes, and asked puzzledly, "What's wrong?" ”

"It's okay, it just feels like time flies so fast, and in a blink of an eye you've grown into an adult."

"Hahahaha...... When you say this, you feel like a little old man. ”

Her eyes were curved into an arc and looked good, Lu Lei couldn't help but be stunned, and said stupidly: "You are the best-looking woman I have ever seen." ”

Tong Tiantian stopped laughing, stood on tiptoe, and imprinted a kiss on his cold lips.

He was stunned, and then replied to her mercilessly.

The fields are golden, reflecting the blue sky and white clouds, and the two people who have forgotten each other hug and kiss each other, making autumn seem more warm.

Tempted again and again, he began to wonder: was she moved by him? However, enjoying the moment and following his heart, he constantly warns himself that there are always times when he is not in control, such as now.

He let go of her, his voice was hoarse, and he said something meaningful: "I can't control myself even though I know you're going to hurt me, tell me, how can I control my heart?" How are you responsible for my life? ”

Tong Tiantian was sure of his intentions, it turned out that he had not changed.

I don't feel like I'm happy! Another gentle peck on his warm lips.

Lu Lei recalled that at this stage, she took the initiative to kiss him more and more times.

"Why kiss me?" He asked stupidly.

"Because you're stupid!" She chuckled.

At this time, Lin Moyue was still staring at his mobile phone in a daze, and said to himself: "Why don't you call me?" Is it me who takes the initiative every time? ”

He dialed, "Hey, Tiantian. Will you rest tomorrow? I want to ask you to go hiking. ”

"I've already got my time set." She said lightly.

"What are you going to do tomorrow?" He asked.

"Rest, because I'm tired. And, Mo Yue, you really don't want to ask me out again, I have nothing to do with you now, be careful of being known by your mother, and make a fuss. She spoke faster.

"What are you doing now?" He doesn't give up.

"In the fields, look at the rice fields. Brother Xiaolei, wait for me, you're walking too fast......" she shouted.

"You can answer the phone with peace of mind, I'll avoid it!" Lu Lei waved his hand.

"Hey, Tong Tiantian! Did you go with him again? Why do you want to be with someone you don't like and do something between lovers? Why? You answer me! He roared.

"If you want to speak in such a tone, I have nothing to say." Tong Tiantian was angry.

The phone hung up, and Tong Tiantian trotted all the way to chase Lu Lei.

Lin Moyue looked at his phone distractedly, and his heart began to be restless.