Liyou nodded, I didn't have a backpack, just a mobile phone, so I got up and was about to leave, and when I just walked to the door, Liyou didn't reply to me: "Don't feel sorry for me." I'm not worth it. ”

I was silent for a moment, opened the door and left.

For Liyou, I have loved, laughed, hated, and been crazy. I guess I should let it go.

Let him go, and let myself go.

The thoughts are rational, the actions are restrained, but my heart is still hurting like blood, but I believe that the wounds can be scabbed, broken love, and time will heal.

I walked downstairs to Liyou's house, and this time I didn't look back. I looked forward fixedly, and then walked away without looking back.

When I returned to Su Wei's villa, Li Wen asked me nervously, and I told the situation truthfully. She opened her mouth wide as if she had lost her teeth, and she couldn't close it for a long time.

I guess she was scared.

But I guess looking at my sad expression, Li Wen didn't ask much, but just sat next to me and told me a story, she said: "The Buddha said that there was a woman who died naked on the beach, and there was a person who looked at her and became a woman who could not catch up with her suitor in this life; There was a man who covered her with clothes and became the woman's ex-boyfriend in this life; There was a man who buried her and made a monument to her, and became the husband of the woman in this life. Therefore, there is no one who can't get by. ”

I nodded, didn't cry anymore, and tried not to think about it.

I told Levine that I wanted to go home and rest for a while.

Levine didn't keep me, she told me she was going to leave here too, she was going to live with her boyfriend.

I nodded.

Soon, we were dividing our stuff. I am very grateful to have Li Wen in my life, but I sometimes feel that when I am in love, I always put her second, but she never dislikes me.

I took the longest bus and went home slowly. No one said.

But I didn't expect that when the bus arrived at the station, Su Wei would come to pick me up.

I looked down and smiled, it must be Li Wen who was making a fool of himself again.

"How long have you waited? A bus is not a bullet train. ”

Su Wei smiled and took the suitcase in my hand and walked forward without saying a word.

I haven't seen him for a few days, and I found that Su Wei's beard has grown, which is really not good-looking.

I told Su Wei that I want to stay in a hotel! Su Wei didn't speak, so he arranged a hotel with a very good environment for me.

When he moved my salute to my room and was about to leave, I stopped him: "Su Wei." ”

He didn't look back.

"I forgot if I told you that what I like is Liyou. I've forgotten if I've ever rejected you well. Su Wei, don't be nice to me, I'll ......" Before I finished speaking, Su Wei smiled bitterly and said, "Rest early!" He strode away.

I haven't seen Su Wei since then, I don't know where he went, and I didn't bother to ask.

Because I don't want to meet Su Wei who treats me warmly early in the morning, but I can't give a reply to my feelings. So as soon as I woke up, I took a taxi home.

Mom and Dad didn't know what had happened during this time, and they just thought that I hadn't been able to get out of the Blue Dust incident. So I stay at home every day, turn off my mobile phone, and occasionally bask in the sun, basically every day I chase after all these years I want to watch but don't watch it, and I watch the middle at the beginning, and I haven't had time to watch the first few episodes of the TV series.

Occasionally, when I wake up in the middle of the night, I can still hear my parents sighing, afraid that I have a psychological problem.

My sister has also become very well-behaved, but she still often quarrels with the girl next door, mostly cheating me. For example, people say that men don't like your sister, and my sister comes to say, and my sister doesn't like men.

I was so angry that I wanted to roll my eyes, but I didn't have the courage to run to the window and scold my sister.

After two months of such a mess, I gained weight and didn't say anything, and I still felt disgusting when I ate. I'm a doctor, and I pinched my fingers to count my postponement aunt, and my anomaly, and I shuddered to guess that I might be pregnant.

To verify this question, I filled an empty bottle with my first bubble of urine in the morning, and then took a taxi all the way to the hospital in my pajamas, bothering my former colleagues and going to the laboratory myself.

As a result of the lab tests, I was pregnant.

I was shocked. I took the list of results I gave myself and sat on the toilet lid without any image.

I was unusually calm on the surface, but my mind was like a paste, a mess. I took out my mobile phone and prepared to call Li Wen and ask her what to do, but I thought it would be better if I knew it alone. So I gave up.

Whether the child wants to be or not, the child was in time three months ago, so I don't have to make a decision so early. After all, the child is only two months old. Not so fast, not that fast. I comforted myself and shredded the test sheet and threw it in the trash.

I ran to the pharmacy, bought some folic acid, stuffed it in my pocket, and went home.

The body is no longer mine, the little one is in my belly one day, and I have to take care of the little one one day. So, as soon as I got home, I took a good shower. Turned on my phone. My phone is very strange, sometimes you can see missed calls when you turn it on after turning it off, and sometimes you can't see anything when you turn it on after turning it off. For two months, I only had a strange missed call.

My popularity is too bad! At that time, I really didn't know, in fact, my mother was afraid that I would be disturbed in the relaxing time, so every day the phone flushed me for an hour, and deleted all the missed calls for me.

I saw that the missed call was from Italy, so I clicked back directly, completely forgetting that the cross-border call was super expensive.

When the phone rang, it turned out to be my professor in Italy who called me from the school's phone. It is to the effect that he opened a hospital in Italy, and now it is basically developing steadily, and ask me if I have any intentions?

"I'm so ......" like this, how many things are going on? Before I could finish the rest of the sentence, the phone automatically hung up and my phone stopped.

In just a few minutes, I went to dozens of dollars in phone bills, and my eyes closed and rushed in pain.

As soon as I finished flushing, I wanted to make it clear to the professor, but I didn't want the professor's text message to come, with the address, work hours, etc.

In other words, my professor only heard the good, not the euphemistic rejection that I followed!

I sighed, I don't believe in fate, but I believe in fate. Maybe it's just as much fate for the child in my womb as it is for my work in Italy.

At dinner, I told my parents about it.