Chapter 143: Only Memories Are Permanent
The snow has fallen, accumulated, and melted, the world is still the world, and youth has become an irretrievable thing after all.
The only thing that can last forever is memory, painful memory.
Tong Tiantian rarely gets drunk, and today is an exception. The smell of wine swelled up, and when it reached the eyes, it became a hot steam, as if it was about to gush out. She shook her head, trying to be more sober, but there was always a face dangling in front of her, and she couldn't see who it was.
She laughed and whispered, "What? Do you regret it? Aren't you going to marry that woman named Hua Ling? This plan! I was caught off guard! If I knew this, why would I still be in love with you? I'm kind of abandoned now, am I? Alas! I thought you were the real man, right? ”
You Xiaotong and Wu Yan felt that she was a little drunk, and the two of them served tea and water. Wu Yan muttered in his mouth: "It's really a bumpy road for beautiful women since ancient times." ”
You Xiaotong glanced at her: "How can an ugly girl have a love path?" ”
Wu Yan was anxious: "Don't bring such a harmful!" How do you speak! ”
Director Ai looked at Tong Tiantian from a distance of one meter, and muttered in his heart: This woman is so beautiful even when she is drunk! There is a difference between a woman and a woman! felt that the meat was about to reach the mouth, but a Lin Moyue appeared! This guy completely treats her as private property, 24 hours a day, whenever he sees her, he will see him! It's an eyesore.
After a long time, she closed her eyes slightly, patted Lin Moyue's shoulder, and said with a smile: "Borrow your shoulder to lean, my head seems to be filled with sand, so heavy, so heavy." ”
She leaned in lightly and began to sob: "What is love, from tomorrow onwards, I will work hard and forget these damn memories." ”
It's also strange to say that since Lu Lei announced that he would save the company and Hua Ling, they haven't been in touch again, as if they really disappeared. If you want to talk about meeting, you may have seen it in a dream.
Tong Tiantian walked on the crowded streets, tilting her head to look at the various shops, humming a small tune. Hawkers are vying to attract customers, selling their good goods, and the shops are prosperous.
At this moment, a man walked across from her and passed by, wearing a hat and a black mask, and put his arms around another woman.
She stayed for a moment, and then continued on her way, pretending that nothing had happened, and suddenly, her name rang in her ears, and his voice was still warm and magnetic......
It turned out that he didn't recognize her, she hid her face in a red scarf and covered herself so tightly that he still recognized her at a glance in the dark.
In an instant, tears filled her eyes, she didn't look back, but quickened her pace, she was afraid that as soon as she turned around, she would collapse, the person who used to be full of her eyes, there was no place for her next to her.
When I woke up, I found that it was in a dream, yes, the reality was cruel enough, and even the dream had to be made worse and poured salt on her wounds.
She leaned on Lin Moyue's shoulder, feeling that she was extremely tired and couldn't muster up a little energy.
You Xiaotong couldn't stand it anymore, and persuaded: "Or, Mo Yue, you can take her back to rest first." She looks like this, she can't stay here anymore, let's play again. ”
Director Ai stared at them reluctantly, Lin Moyue got up, grabbed her arm, and staggered towards the door.
As soon as she arrived at the car, Tong Tiantian's drunken state reappeared, she sat on the seat and said, "Do I have a fever?" I'm uncomfortable, I'm uncomfortable, who are you? So close to me? ”
Lin Moyue was so angry that he vomited blood! One's lips are sealed.
She said in a very small voice: "I want to hold you, you haven't told me a story for a long time, I used to listen to stories to fall asleep......"
Before she could finish speaking, she took the initiative to hug his waist, tightly, tightly.
Like a child, she rubbed her face back and forth against his cotton coat. Maybe it's an illusion, the smell on his body is very good, a faint fragrance, a fresh fragrance.
His tears were about to fall, her hands were softly clasped around his waist, as if they did not have the strength just now, her breathing was a little heavy, a little warm wetness, her eyelashes were wet.
He didn't drink a drop, but he called a taxi anyway, and he let her hold unscrupulously.
His heart felt like he had fallen into an abyss, and there was a trance that bordered on pain.
Because, she showed such pain for other men, which exacerbated his pain even more.
There is a kind of sadness that hurts to the bone marrow, just like a person who is seriously ill, unwilling, unwilling.
When it finally arrived, she didn't know when she fell asleep, and the wind kept pouring in, and it was cold on her head.
When she was settled in and sleeping comfortably in bed, she rolled over to herself and said, "I want to drink water." ”
Lin Moyue poured a glass of water and handed it forward. She glanced at him and said, "Why are you here?" When did you come? ”
Lin Moyue smiled dumbly: "I've been sleeping with you for three hours, because you have pestered me and said, don't let me go away, can't leave my arms, it's really enough, I've never seen this kind of open woman, innocent stalking......"
Tong Tiantian choked on a mouthful of water, looked at the clock incredibly, it was already half past twelve, no wonder his neck hurts!
"There's really such a thing, I didn't say anything, did I?" She said weakly.
"Does what you say must count?" He asked.
"I'm not going to tell you the money, am I?" She made a joke.
"No, but, you say, you want to hold me forever, forever, it seems that you are in love with my arms, do you promise to each other?"
Tong Tiantian waved her hand and played tricks: "How is it possible?" I'm not such a casual woman! No matter how empty and lonely I am, I won't mess around. ”
"Really? For this sentence, I also specially recorded a paragraph. ”
Lin Moyue turned on the mobile phone video, in the video, Tong Tiantian really hugged him, his face was close to his waist, as if he was enjoying it, and his mouth was grunting: "I won't let you go, you are not allowed to go, I have relied on you all my life, your body smells so good, when did your muscles become so strong?" Wow! That's how it feels, it's so warm, so comfortable, I want to sleep with you like this......"
Her face turned red with shame as she said this, she avoided her gaze in disbelief, and began to curse herself in her heart: "What a hell! Such a cheap thing can be said, although he is regarded as someone else, but it is still a shame, a shame. ”
Lin Moyue sneered: "Do you still want to quibble? ”
"It's just a drunken gaffe." She said.
He smiled evilly: "Let's spit out the truth after drinking!" ”
She smiled: "It's normal to be out of proportion after drinking, it's normal, it's normal." ”
Who knows, Lin Moyue's face suddenly turned cold: "Tong Tiantian, I warn you, if you drink again in the future, I will be rude to you, get drunk and hug men, I will really marry you!" ”
This man's face changes faster than flipping through a book.
He knows that she has a good-looking skin, a unique personality, and a self-motivated heart, and she will be the focus wherever she goes. Perhaps, if he hadn't been so persistent, he wouldn't have been worrying about her all day long.
It should be said that most of the time, his whole person was shrouded in darkness, so close, and so untouchable.
She looked at him in a trance. The man in front of her is her first love. His gaze tugs at the heartstrings of the girls. His voice sweeps away the dust from people's hearts. Affectionate, cold and cute.
However, it was just an irretrievable youth story.
His existence, only in the past, she could not confuse reality with the past.
"I'm sorry, Mo Yue." She bowed her head.
The anxiety in his chest surged fiercely, and he gritted his teeth: "Don't say those three words to me, why do you always say those three words to me." ”
He didn't know why his tone was so fierce, as if he was still a little hateful: "You are amazing, you are very amazing, you bad woman, do you sleep with that guy every day?" Do you know what that means? Mean, ruthless woman! ”
The words were beautiful, with coldness, and woke up Tong Tiantian in a trance, it turned out that it was not only herself who was hurt, but he was more painful than her.
She couldn't find any other words, so she said, "I'm sorry!" ”
"I said, don't say those three words to me again." He finally roared.
She was choked for a long time before she said, "I can't control my feelings." ”
"Say no more! Tong Tiantian, I now think that whatever you say is hurtful. ”
Every word, every word she said, pierced him like a sharp sword. Unable to suppress the outpouring of anger and surging resentment, he wanted to break the body of the person in front of him into pieces, he grabbed her neck fiercely, and went crazy: "I don't care who you sleep with, from now on, don't tell me this again, pollute my ears." ”
She was so angry that she cried with tears in her eyes: "I thought I would marry him......"
He sneered: "You're going to cry, aren't you?" Don't keep using this set, acting in front of me again and again, I'm tired of acting, Tong Tiantian, you are so cheap! ”
It was the first time she had heard a man scold her like that.
Before, it was his mother who scolded her like this.
It seemed that the grievances and pain that had been gathering for a long time finally broke out, and she broke free from his confinement and shouted, "What's wrong with me? You can make fun of me as much as you want, and if you have a habit of cleanliness, you can ignore me. ”
There was no sound, he was gone, and with what mood he had left, she whimpered.
He stumbled out and saw the starry sky, which was the most beautiful light in the world, and at that moment of loss of control, he had a dizzy illusion, and he felt a deep loss at this moment.
He didn't know if she was still crying.
He only knew that he had broken down from the time he knew that she was sleeping with that person in his arms every day, and his persistence for a long time was deeply crushed.
He loved him, and he began to hate her.
"It turns out that the beautiful love in the world is a little girl who has been dressed up, and what is shown to others is the part of screening, and under the surface of the water, it is real."
That's right, his love became truly imperfect from this moment on.