But the hardest part is separation.

I didn't want to drag her down, but I was reluctant to part with her.

The greed in my heart makes me feel happy even if I stay with her and breathe the air of the same place.

It's just that she'll probably never know.

What to say, I just want her to be happy.

So much so that I wanted to ask her shamelessly: Can I ask for it all at once......

But after all, the person I love the most.

I hope she will be happy.

She has a long, long life ahead of her, and it shouldn't be wasted on me as a blind man.

I thought I could be very free for her.

But when the real parting came, I didn't dare to ...... Don't dare to look her eyes.

I'm afraid to look into her eyes, and I can't help but want to take her into my arms.

Perhaps, I just don't have the stamina.

Perhaps, I just can't do it without responding to her.

But I had to do it......

When we first met, we were in the music club, and when we parted, we were still in the music club.

It was a warm afternoon, and a faint light shone on me and her.

I didn't even dare to look her in the eye.

All I could think of was the words she said, the last sentence—

It's just a dream, who will never forget a dream......

We haven't seen each other since the last time we met that day.

Because in less than three days, I was completely out of sight.

I didn't dare to go to school for fear that she would see me when I went to school.

I used to protect her behind me, but now I can't do it at all......

Will she dislike me, dislike me like this......

Sometimes this strange thought comes to mind, but such a thought is abruptly interrupted by reality.

I don't want to, I don't want her to go through this with me.

Not at all, not at all.

But in the end, the ending is telling me that I am a big fool from beginning to end......

It turned out that the final outcome was just that I didn't even see her for the last time.

Oh, yes...... The last side...... Didn't see any of them......

Self-blame, remorse, panic, helplessness, despair......

All the emotions came to me at the same time, and I felt like I was being pushed into the ocean, not even a single driftwood.

That's the person I love the most!

But I didn't stay by her side when she was most helpless and in pain.

What kind of person am I, why do I say I love her, and why do I ......

After the music club, we will meet again to be her graveyard.

On the tombstone is a picture of her wearing her school uniform, combed in a ponytail, the corners of her mouth gently raised, with two shallow pear vortices.

I used to tell her that no matter how long it takes, I will hold her hand for the rest of my life.

Now, she is the first step ahead of her unpromised, and I naturally want to accompany her.

Actually, I'm too selfish......

I selfishly want to be with her all my life and death, but I don't know if she really wants to.

It's just that for this answer, I can only go to Huangquan Road and ask her.

But does her answer really matter?

Whether she wants to be with me or not, I'm going to stay by her side.

What's the big deal? I love her enough, I can ...... I've been pestering her all the time, so that she can't get rid of me......

Happy......

-

On the seventh day after Chu Nian's death, her tombstone was filled with all kinds of flowers.

A teenager in a school uniform leaned against her tombstone, took an overdose of sleeping pills, and fell asleep quietly.

When he was dying, he slowly opened his mouth to say a word, something that he had been obsessed with in his heart.

- Baby, if our encounter is a dream, not only will I never forget it, but I also want to stay awake for the rest of the year.

(Final)

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