Mom turned her head and covered her mouth tightly so that she didn't let herself laugh.

Lu Fengchen pursed his lips tightly, looking at Shu Yi, his handsome face was about to be suffocated by the smile that popped out of his throat.

In the end, he couldn't help it, Lu Fengchen hurriedly cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks on the table, and ran into the kitchen with a smoke.

I didn't come out for a long time.

“…… Laugh if you want. Shu Yi held the bowl in her mouth, raised her eyes to look at her mother, and said inarticulately: "Holding it is not good for the facial muscles." ”

Mom put down her hand and looked back at her with a thick smile on her face.

But the face-saving one didn't laugh out loud.

Shu Yi stretched out her tongue and rolled a grain of rice into her mouth.

Looking at her mother's smile, she couldn't help but think of her father.

Dad likes to see Mom laugh the most.

It is said that back then, my father fell in love with my mother at first sight because of my mother's laughter.

Very gentle, very elegant.

At some point, my mother's smile added to her tiredness.

Sometimes I don't want to laugh, but for my father and for them, my mother will still laugh hard.

When......

Since when, and because of what, has made my mother's smile bitter and tired?

Is it from the time I had her?

Or since that incident ten years ago......

Shu Yi rolled up the rice grains and stopped suddenly.

Looking at my mother's gaze, it became a little blurry.

always felt that something was blocking her eyes, and the mist made her gradually unable to see her mother's smile.

I can't see the brightness and tiredness in my mother's smile.

In fact, she knows very well that her mother's tiredness basically stems from her.

If it weren't for her going to the scrapyard.

If it weren't for her helping Fang Yu Fang Nana get ahead.

If it weren't for her...... Didn't keep the agreed.

If not......

How can my mother be tired!

The mist in front of me is getting denser and denser.

Suddenly, I felt something overflow from my eyes, from my face, to the bowl.

"Hey!" My mother suddenly shouted distressedly, "If you don't have soup, you won't use tears to soak rice." ”

Tear......

Shu Yi raised her hand and wiped her face in a trance.

Wet......

Look at the droplets of water on your fingertips.

Yes.

Crying.

She actually cried.

How long has it been?

It's like the water is stuck in the valve, how long has it been since it came out of the eye socket?

Straightened up and wiped his face indiscriminately, but the water ...... It's like a sudden burst of the embankment, it comes so fast that it can't be wiped clean.

"Hey, what's going on?" Shu Yi wiped endless tears, while her nasal voice was thick, and her voice was crying to herself, "My eyes are broken." I can't even control a little droplet. ”

Ms. Zhao Shuxue, looking at her own daughter pretending to be strong in front of her, couldn't bear to twitch in her heart, and she was in pain!

got up and walked to Shu Yi's side, her mother gently hugged her head, gently and gently rubbed her head, "What a fool, tears want to come out of my eyes, what's the matter with closing my eyes." ”

“…… Whose business is that? Shu Yi buried herself in her mother's arms and asked in a muffled crying voice.

"Of course it's about people." My mother said lightly: "As soon as people's emotions come up, the body will naturally vent/vent/something." These tears...... It's the best way for it to vent. ”

"Yes......" Shu Yi responded in a muffled voice. Two seconds later, I suddenly hugged my mother's waist and cried.

Mom sighed silently.

The hand rubbing Shu Yi's head didn't stop, and he didn't speak.

just indulged Shu Yi's crying.

Let's cry......

It's been ten years.

Her girl knows how to cry.

--

Shu Yi really didn't hold back this cry.

In the end, my crying voice was hoarse, and the tears were still flowing down.

"Alright, alright." The clothes were wet with crying, listening to Shu Yi's hoarse cry, my mother rubbed her head very distressedly, and said softly: "Cry again after a while, look at this voice is crying." ”

Shu Yi laughed violently and cried.

Laughing and crying for a while, Shu Yi burst into tears, hugged her mother's waist tightly, and said in a hoarse and muffled voice: "I'm sorry, Mom...... It's all because of me, every time it's because of me. If it weren't for my ......"

"My life wouldn't be so fulfilling." Mom cut her off softly, rubbed her head, and smiled and continued, "Don't blame yourself, big fool, Mom has never blamed you, and she hasn't felt a little impatient because of your things." ”

"In the same way, Mom has to thank you because you ...... Mom's life can be so colorful. Although sometimes I want to pry your head open to see what brain circuitry is inside. But Mom is still satisfied with you. ”

“…… Good words? Shu Yi said in a muffled voice.

"Bad words." Mom said with a smile.

Shu Yi: ......

"Alright." The old mother slowly let go of the hand holding her head, bent down and squatted in front of her, and touched her eyes, "Look, I actually cried into rabbit eyes from my big stupid person." ”

“…… I'm sorry. Shu Yi lowered her head, and the tears from the embankment were still falling silently.

"Got it." Mom patiently wiped her tears, "But don't have a next time." ”

"Hmm." Shu Yi responded.

"Your grandfather is angry about this." Mom said, "Let me clean you up severely." ”

“…… I'm sorry. She really didn't know what to say now except sorry.

"Your grandmother is angry too." My mother said, "I gave you an ultimatum." ”

“…… What the? Shu Yi raised her eyes and looked at her mother.

"Next time," the old mother puffed out her face and was very cute, "she doesn't care what gentleman's agreement your grandparents have made, she can come and serve you in person with a bedroll!" I have to keep you firmly under my eyelids. ”

Shu Yi: ......

Okay.

She also understood why her grandfather would let her mother clean her up.

For her sake, his wife will abandon him.

She has to be beaten too.

"I'm angry too." The old mother helped her wipe away her tears, put her hands on her knees, put her face on her face, and looked ...... Really angry.

“…… I'm sorry. Shu Yi blinked.

The tears that had just been wiped away burst the embankment again.

The old mother sighed, and while continuing to help her wipe her tears, she said helplessly: "Are your eyes really bad?" ”

“…… It seems like. Shu Yi cried and laughed, wiping tears on her face with her mother.

This time this water ...... It wasn't too flooded, wiped it twice, and it was gone.

The old mother held her face and said earnestly: "Don't feel that you can carry everything on your shoulders anymore, okay?" Don't worry about those fake things anymore, okay? You're only fifteen or eleven now, so why should you make yourself like an idiot and a fool? Obviously, he sees everything so thoroughly. ”

Shu Yi looked at her mother and didn't reply for a long time.

Lu Fengchen hasn't come out yet.