Xiaoyun listened to Su Nian's narration, and an embarrassed expression appeared on his face. She shook her head and said, "If that little brother knew Su Nian's intentions, he would regret it!" A big star once had a crush on me! ”

Su Nian listened, smiled slightly, nodded Xiaoyun's head and said, "You are becoming more and more able to speak now." ”

Xiaoyun stuck out his tongue with a smile, and then asked seriously: "So, Sheng Yankai is your first love!" ”

Su Nian's face turned red, and then nodded.

"Wow! How lucky you are, the object of your first love is Sheng Yankai! Envy! ”

"yes, I'm lucky!" Su Nian nodded thoughtfully, although she tried her best to get Sheng Yankai's heart, she had to admit that if she didn't have the blessing of luck, she couldn't have been so successful.

"Sister Su Nian, haven't you contacted Sheng Yankai since then?" Xiaoyun asked cautiously. Su Nian glanced at her and didn't speak.

These days, Su Nian has been busy shooting, coupled with Zhao Mengqian's affairs, he didn't ask Sheng Yankai how he was doing.

When I think about it now, my heart is suddenly full of guilt. Although it is not appropriate for the two to meet now, Su Nian not only did not care about Sheng Yankai, but even entangled with Sheng Yanke at this time. She scratched her hair a little irritably, how could she fall into such a sober state and become a veritable scumbag?

After returning home, Su Nian thought about it for a long time, and still dialed Li Dan's phone.

After a long time, Li Dan picked up the phone.

"I'm not mistaken, you actually called!" As soon as he picked up the phone, it was Li Dan's mockery. But this is also within Su Nian's expectations, Li Dan has always been very protective of Sheng Yankai, watching the big star he brought out single-handedly being made like this by himself, it would be good that he didn't chase after him with a hammer.

"How is Sheng Yankai?" Su Nian asked calmly.

"You still have time to care about Akai, I thought you only had time to get together with Sheng Yanke!"

Su Nian was speechless for a while, she wanted to refute it, but thinking about it, Li Dan seemed to be right!

"I know you hate me very much, but I really want to care about Sheng Yankai, if you don't want to tell me, forget it!"

"He's always wanted to see you!" Li Dan sighed and said, "I just took the medicine and went to sleep, these days, do you know what kind of life Akai is living?" ”

Su Nian pursed his lips, was silent for a while, and then said, "It's me who is sorry for him!" ”

"You also know you're sorry for him! It seems that you still have a bit of a conscience! Li Dan sneered and said, "I'll ask you, when Akai is with you, is he single-minded to you, is it good for you?" ”

Su Nian held the phone and did not speak.

"Even if it's a block of ice, it's going to melt! It's better for you to turn into an ice pick and stab him in the heart! If you want revenge, no one will stop you! But if you hurt someone who loves you in the name of revenge, what is the difference between you and the person who bullied Yu Wanxia in the first place? What did Sheng Yankai do wrong, to be your pedal? The more Li Dan spoke, the more angry he became, so he simply hung up the phone!

Su Nian pursed her lips, thinking about what Li Dan said at the end, and felt very uncomfortable. Yes, Sheng Yankai is not at fault, why should he suffer this sin?

What is the difference between her behavior and Sheng Yanke's indifference back then? If something happened to Sheng Yankai, then Su Nian would be tantamount to a murderer!

The next day, Su Nian's filming scene was relatively easy, and she completed the task quickly, and her shooting task ended early. After thinking about it for a while, she decided to go and see Sheng Yankai.

"Ah, Sister Su Nian, you're going to see Sheng Yankai!" Xiaoyun said in surprise: "Don't, what if Sheng Yankai goes crazy, what will you do?" "She's too heavy on what happened last time!

"Not really!" Su Nian smiled and said, "He won't go crazy!" You can rest assured! ”

"No, I'm going with you!" Xiao Yun hurriedly stood up and said.

"Okay, obedient, it's really going to be fine, it was just an accident last time! Don't worry! Su Nian patted Xiaoyun on the shoulder, changed his clothes and left the set.

Xiaoyun chased him out, but Su Nian had already left.

She stood at the intersection and watched Su Nian's car drive away, and sighed heavily.

Sheng Yankai is now at Li Dan's home, where he is being treated by a psychiatrist these days. Li Dan looked at him while dealing with his work that had been suspended, and he had to deal with the endless stream of media, if there was no Guo Yalin to help, he was afraid that he would not be able to be busy.

In just a few days, Sheng Yankai's whole person was visibly emaciated.

"Akai, are you awake?" Li Dan said while cooking: "Then let's eat!" ”

Sheng Yankai didn't speak, just sat silently at the table, picked up the bowl, thought for a while, put down the bowl and said, "I can't eat it!" ”

"How can you do without eating? You see that you have lost your weight, and when it comes time to make a comeback, your fans won't recognize you! ”

"I don't want to come back!" Sheng Yankai said lightly: "Anyway, I'm just playing tickets in the entertainment industry." ”

"Even if you don't want to be in the entertainment industry, you have to eat! If you want to do something, you must have enough food before you have the strength to do it! ”

Sheng Yankai looked at the rice in the bowl, thinking only that when he was with Su Nian before, Su Nian would always cook a bunch of meals, and the two of them ate while watching TV. When he finished eating, he would "eat and wipe clean" Su Nian, because both of them were very busy, and he always remembered the rare leisure time very clearly.

"Su Nian ······" As soon as Sheng Yankai spoke, Li Dan glared at him and said, "That woman has already said that she wants to break up with you, don't think about her anymore!" ”

Sheng Yankai was silent for a long time before saying: "She just said that she was temporarily separated, not that she broke up!" ”

"Akai, why aren't you awake?" Li Dan said a little speechlessly: "She has always been using you!" Use you to get close to Sheng Yanke, use you to fight Yao Junyi! Use you to accomplish your own ends! Now that she's done that, you're useless. She doesn't care what you become at all, she shoots her own drama and continues to climb up! You're just a springboard! ”

"Enough!" Sheng Yankai lowered his face and said, "Su Nian won't be so ruthless and unrighteous to me!" ”

Li Dan was so angry that he couldn't speak, he looked at Sheng Yankai and said, "People put the evidence and the video in front of you, but you still pretend that you didn't see anything?" Ah Kai, what kind of woman do you want, why do you have to hang yourself on Su Nian's tree? ”

"Don't worry about it!" Sheng Yankai said coldly, then stood up and didn't eat anymore.

At this moment, the doorbell rang at home, Li Dan turned around, turned on the camera, and saw Su Nian standing outside the door!

Sheng Yankai's eyes widened, and he immediately rushed to the door, ignoring Li Dan's obstruction and opened the door.

I hadn't seen him for a few days, and when Su Nian saw Sheng Yankai again, he was also shocked by his emaciated cheeks.

"Akai? How did you lose so much weight? ”

"Hmph, if you don't eat or drink all day long, it's strange that you can get fat!" Li Dan on the side said coldly.

"Nothing, I haven't had much appetite lately!" Sheng Yankai smiled and said, "Are you coming to see me?" ”

"Hmm!" Su Nian nodded, Sheng Yankai hurriedly took Su Nian's hand and said, "Come in, I know that you won't leave me aside!" ”

Su Nian didn't speak, and Li Dan shook his head helplessly when he saw Sheng Yankai being so excited, and went back to his room.

Su Nian looked at the food on the table, didn't move, and said a little angrily, "Don't you eat?" ”

"No, it's not a meal just cooked, I just wanted to eat it!" Sheng Yankai sat at the table, picked up the chopsticks, and ate it in a big gulp.

The gobbling up look was like deliberately currying favor with Su Nian, which made Su Nian feel very uncomfortable.

"Akai, slow down!" Su Nian scooped a bowl of soup and put it in front of her and said, "Eat slowly, don't worry!" ”

Sheng Yankai nodded, although he was eating, his eyes were still staring at her as if he was afraid that Su Nian would leave.

Su Nian felt uncomfortable in her heart, she was a good person, but she was like this!

She stood up, and Sheng Yankai hurriedly grabbed her.

"Where are you going?" He said nervously.

"Go to the bathroom, don't worry, I'm not leaving!" Su Nian smiled slightly, then lowered his head and walked into the bathroom.

As soon as the door was closed, Su Nian couldn't help it, and cried silently with his hands on the edge of the sink.

What the hell did she do? How could she let Sheng Yankai become like this? He is the most popular male star in the entertainment industry, the pride of the sky, and such a sunny and handsome person. Back then, he was even the only one who helped Yu Wanxia. And how could she hurt him like this? How can it be?

Su Nian took a deep breath, and cleaned up the mistakes he made! The top priority is to cure Sheng Yankai's bipolar disorder first!

After wiping away her tears, Su Nian opened the door and walked out. Sheng Yankai looked at the dining table, and when he saw Su Nian coming out, he continued to pull rice into his mouth.

Su Nian sat in front of Sheng Yankai and stared at him carefully. He's growing a beard and his hair is a little messy. Usually he has to shave twice a day, and always jokes that he wants to be a cream boy for ten years, and he can't leave a little scum!

Seeing Su Nian staring at him, Sheng Yankai wiped his mouth a little overwhelmed and said, "I haven't washed my hair or shaved my beard, did I scare you!" ”

Su Nian shook his head with a smile, touched his stubble and said, "Actually, you have a beard, and you're quite handsome!" ”

Sheng Yankai listened, and then smiled.

Li Dan opened the door of the room and watched Su Nian and Sheng Yankai sitting there eating, talking, as if the two had never had a conflict. But he knew that it was guilt rather than love that made Su Nian sit there.

After Sheng Yankai finished eating, Su Nian said softly, "Can I help you shave?" Didn't you like me to shave you the most? ”

"Okay!" Sheng Yankai couldn't ask for it, so Su Nian took him to the bathroom, helped him wipe the shaving foam, and then carefully shaved his beard as before.

Su Nian still remembers that when she shaved Sheng Yankai for the first time, her nervous hands were shaking, and she said that Sheng Yankai's face was too valuable, and she was afraid that she would not be able to pay for it if she shaved it. But Sheng Yankai said that it was because this face was the most valuable that he asked Su Nian to shave, and he handed over all his most valuable things to Su Nian.

Su Nian's nose was sour, in fact, if it weren't for her revenge and being able to feel the love Sheng Yankai gave her, maybe she would have fallen in love with Sheng Yankai. Because the memories of the two together are really too many and too beautiful!

Now these good memories pierced Su Nian's heart like a thorn, as if to tell her how unforgivable she had done for herself.

"Niannian, why are you crying?" Sheng Yankai stretched out his hand to wipe the tears on Su Nian's face and said, "Isn't it······ Embarrassing you for taking care of me? ”

Su Nian hurriedly shook his head and said, "No, no, I think I'm sorry for you, I'm really sorry!" I'm doing it wrong, I'm ·······"

"It's okay, it's okay!" Sheng Yankai hurriedly hugged her and said: "I didn't blame you, I know you don't like me, I've been thinking about it all this time, when I'm with you, I can feel that you are sometimes acting, your coquettishness, your care, a lot, are all acting." Because you're so calm! ”

Su Nian wiped her tears and looked at Sheng Yankai in disbelief.

"Remember how often we like to watch TV shows while eating? We often watched the idol dramas I used to act, you are always so calm, it's not that I haven't been in love, other girls, as soon as they see me falling in love with someone else on TV, they immediately say that they want to change the channel, even if it's work. But you didn't, you just watched me and another girl holding hands and kissing so calmly, without a trace of waves in your eyes. That's when I knew you didn't really take me to heart! ”

Su Nian was stunned, Sheng Yankai, in fact, he always knew?

"I didn't know at first, why did you stay with me when you didn't love me. I thought you had taken a fancy to my identity, but later I found out that you were here for revenge. Sheng Yankai turned around and washed off the foam on his face with water.

"The moment I knew the truth, I didn't blame you, really. I think you're great and admire you. I also thought that I would fulfill your wish and help you get revenge. Even if I want to go against Sheng Yanke, I will not hesitate! I thought that I had done so much for you, that you would fall in love with me! ”

Su Nian trembled, she didn't want to hear it anymore, she didn't want to know what Sheng Yankai had done for herself, she didn't want to know! This will only increase her guilt and will only drive her crazy!

"However, I am ready to go against Sheng Yanke, but you ······ But you hugged him as if you were a couple of lovers and I was a third person! Sheng Yankai choked up and said, "I know, you only came here because of guilt. But I don't need this guilt! Sheng Yankai closed his eyes and said, "Nian Nian, you go!" ”

"Akai, I don't, I ······" Su Nian squatted to the side, she didn't know how to explain her behavior except crying. She's really going too far!

"I lost control of my emotions before, I scared you, I'm really sorry!" Sheng Yankai squatted down and said, "I won't be in the future, but we won't have a future either!" I used to think a lot about what we should talk about when we meet again. I thought I would let you stay and keep you by my side in various ways, but just now, when you shaved me, I saw the tears in your eyes, and I suddenly sobered up, as long as you are happy, it will be fine. So I don't ask you to stay. ”

"What did you say?" Su Nian was a little shocked, before she came, she also thought that Sheng Yankai would beg her, order her, and use all kinds of methods to make Su Nian not leave her. But unexpectedly, he just said lightly, "I don't ask you to stay."

"As long as you're happy, no matter who you're with, I'm happy!" Sheng Yankai smiled and said, "But if you're not happy, can you come back to me?" I can give you happiness! ”

Looking at Sheng Yankai's sincere and innocent eyes, Su Nian finally couldn't hold back, hugged Sheng Yankai and cried loudly.

She was extremely self-reproachful in her heart, but she told herself all the time that she couldn't soften her heart because of this self-blame and sympathy, and once again promised Sheng Yankai to be with him. This will only cause him deeper damage and will be irreparable!

But Sheng Yankai's injured appearance, how could Su Nian bear it? How can you say words that are heartless?

"I'm sorry!" After a long time, Su Nian choked up and said, "I'm a bad woman, I'm really not worthy of you." I only hope that in the future you will meet one, really good girl, not like me! I also hope you can forget about me, really, I'm sorry! ”

Su Nian could see the flame of hope in Sheng Yankai's eyes being extinguished little by little. He knew that Su Nian had decided to leave him!

No matter how much he retained, Su Nian still had to leave.

Anyway, if you are happy to leave yourself, then let Su Nian go!

At least she also made herself realize how happy it is to love someone.

"I really envy the person you fell in love with!" Sheng Yankai said softly: "He has something I can't have!" ”

Su Nian bit her lip, slowly stood up, looked at Sheng Yankai and said, "In the future, you still have to eat well, live well, and don't waste yourself like this anymore!" ”

"I know!" Sheng Yankai turned his head and didn't look at Su Nian.

"I'm leaving!" Su Nian said softly.

Sheng Yankai closed his eyes, listened to the sound of Su Nian leaving, and only opened his eyes after a long time. He wanted to cry, but he only felt that his vision was blurry, and no tears fell for a long time.

After a while, Li Dan walked in with a box in his hand.

"This is what Su Nian left at the dinner table!"

Sheng Yankai turned his head, it was the ring he proposed to, and it was a diamond ring designed by him himself. In the shape of a pumpkin carriage, he wants the whole world to know that Cinderella can also be a princess.

It's a pity that Su Nian has never seriously looked at the ring on his hand.

She's really gone, never looking back!

Sheng Yankai held the ring, trembling all over, and finally cried.

The next day, Sheng Yankai appeared in front of the public again. He confessed his mental illness to everyone, and also said that he was temporarily separated from Su Nian because of this incident. At the same time, I hope that everyone will not blame Su Nian, no one is at fault for emotional matters, the two of them just missed it.

also said that because of this incident, he also decided to temporarily quit the entertainment industry and come back after adjusting his mentality.

After the press conference, Sheng Yankai disappeared from the media's sight. And Su Nian looked at this sensational press conference, but his heart was dripping blood.

Even at the last moment, Sheng Yankai was still defending himself.

In fact, everything is her fault!

Yao Junyi saw this press conference, and her brows gradually tightened.

How could this be the result? Sheng Yankai quit the entertainment industry? And Su Nian was unharmed? Even when he left, Sheng Yankai was saying good things for Su Nian.

Could it be that Su Nian's charm is so great? One by one, they all love her and protect her like crazy! Sheng Yanke is like this, and Sheng Yankai is like this! What kind of drug did Su Nian give them?

Even if she spent money to buy a bunch of sailors to go to Heisu Nian, there were always people behind her back who silently cleared these obstacles for her, making her helpless.

And after that, Sheng Yankai really did not appear in the entertainment industry, on the contrary, he appeared in Huasheng Group.

On the third day after the press conference, Sheng Yuefeng found Su Nian.

At that time, Su Nian was hurriedly changing her makeup in the dressing room, and saw Sister Wu walking in nervously, and then saw Sheng Yuefeng, who had rarely appeared in public, appear in front of her!

Su Nian's heart tightened, although she broke up with Sheng Yankai, but the two still have a marriage contract, Sheng Yuefeng can be regarded as approving Su Nian as his daughter-in-law, and now he has come to the door, maybe he came to Xingshi to ask for guilt!

Su Nian was also mentally prepared, she hurriedly moved a chair for Sheng Yuefeng to sit on, and then rubbed her hands and stood aside a little nervously.

"Sit down, don't worry, I'm just here to ask you a few questions!" Sheng Yuefeng's attitude seemed to be a little kinder.

Su Nian smiled reluctantly, and then sat down in front of Sheng Yuefeng.

"Akai told me that he didn't have a good personality with you, so he broke up and didn't get married, right?"

"Hmm!" Su Nian nodded.

"I'm from the past, and I never believed that anything wrong with my personality would be a problem. Two people can't get by, it's just that one of you doesn't love each other anymore! I know Akai, although he is superficially careless, but he really likes something and will not let go. So I want to know, why don't you like him anymore? ”

Su Nian blushed, and the words he had thought of had nothing to hide in front of Sheng Yuefeng. He is indeed a person with a lot of experience, and he can even see the problems between the two.

"I'm sorry, Uncle Sheng. I first became Sheng Yankai's girlfriend, but I don't know if it's because I love him or because he's my idol. You know, when your idol confesses to you, you're sure to say yes right away. But what about after the enthusiasm? Whether there is love under the worship, you know best. I can't deceive Sheng Yankai, so ······"

"So what do you mean, you worship Sheng Yankai, not love?"

Su Nian nodded, not knowing if this excuse could satisfy him.

"I see!" Sheng Yuefeng sighed and said, "Akai said that he wants to enter Huasheng Group and wants to help me!" This excuse also makes me feel ridiculous! ”

He shook his head and said, "Anyway, this relationship has changed him. I don't know if it's good or bad. I'm here just to tell you that when Akai told me about this, he took all the blame on himself. ”

Su Nian was a little stunned when he heard this.

"He said, it's because he doesn't love you anymore. It's that he is tired of you and tired of the entertainment industry, so he broke up and quit the entertainment industry! Sheng Yuefeng said in a low voice: "Knowing the son Mo Ruo's father, I know too well what Ah Kai is thinking in his heart. I'm not here to blame you, I just want to tell you that he loves you very much, and you have the right to know who is the giver in this relationship! ”

After speaking, Sheng Yuefeng stood up and then left the dressing room.

Only Su Nian was left to sit there in a daze, without saying a word.