When Ji Yuanliang said this, his expression looked a little unpredictable, the situation of wanting to see his wife and children secretly, and then go to think about it was originally very sad, and the situation he said was indeed desperate, but he looked a little wooden now.

"Do you think I should feel particularly sad and sad that I was almost ready to think?" Unexpectedly, Ji Yuanliang was a very sensitive person, he noticed the subtle change in the expression on Tang Guo's face, and suddenly said to Tang Guo, "I did have that feeling before this, but now I don't know what other emotions I can have except being dazed, I think I must have done something wrong in my last life, so God wants to punish me like this in this life." If he wants to take Xiaowan away, why should he give me a turnaround, so that I think everything will be fine, I don't need to think about it, and I can continue to live a happy life with Xiaowan...... It was better for me to die at the beginning, and now I can be reunited with Xiaowan......"

"Then didn't you think that you and Tian Jingwan also had a child? If something happens to you and Tian Jingwan, have you ever thought about how pitiful your children will be? Tang Guo felt that Ji Yuanliang's thinking had already drilled into the horns.

Ji Yuanliang was stunned for a moment, as if he had forgotten about the problem of the child he had with Tian Jingwan, and only thought of his desperate situation at that time, as well as the sudden bad news from his wife, and now that Tang Guo reminded him, he finally came back to his senses, and suddenly came to his senses: "Our child is also a poor child...... There is no mother at such a young age, what will we do in the future......

"Then don't you want to ask Tian Jingwan how she died?" Tang Guo asked.

Ji Yuanliang shook his head almost without any hesitation: "I don't want to know, no matter how you died, dead is dead, people can't be resurrected after death, the more I know, the more painful it is, and Xiao Wan can't come back." ”

Qin Cang listened to the conversation between him and Tang Guo, and was silent at first, but after a long while, he said to Ji Yuanliang again: "You continue to talk about the situation on your side, what happened to the turn of events later?" ”

Ji Yuan nodded and said, "I was ready to die somewhere, Xiao Wan told me that there is a park in City A, and there is a lake in it, and that lake is what she likes very much, and she used to go there to play with her classmates when she was studying, and then she married me and moved here, so there was no chance." So I thought, if I can choose that place and throw myself into the lake, it can be regarded as the last intimacy with Xiaowan. ”

When Tang Guo heard this, she was shocked, she felt that what Ji Yuanliang mentioned was the park where Tian Jingwan was killed before, and the specific geographical location of Tian Jingwan's murder also happened to be in the pavilion by the lake, which is a bit too coincidental, right? But this was just a thought in her heart, and nothing was revealed on the surface.

Ji Yuanliang continued: "Just when I was about to go to the park, I suddenly received a phone call, saying that there was an investor on the company's side who was willing to negotiate with me, and if he could negotiate, he was willing to raise funds, so that my company would be able to turn around. I went to negotiate with people, every day I ate at a fixed time, I couldn't untie my clothes, I tossed until yesterday, and finally talked about it in general, just signed a contract, I was busy all night last night, it turned out that my heart was very excited and very happy, I think God is favoring me, I was already full of despair, and I was about to give up my life when I gave me a glimmer of life, but now I am confused, I don't know if God is doing this to give me a way to live, or want me to live rather than die......"

"What about the employees in your company?" Qin Cang asked.

Ji Yuanliang shook his head: "I thought that the company would definitely not be able to survive, so they gave them a holiday, and some people estimated that they were looking for a new job now." I originally planned to inform them today, but I didn't expect that at this juncture, I suddenly told me that something had happened to Xiaowan...... I don't think I need to inform them. ”

"It seems that this accident in your company is really serious." Qin Cang looked at Ji Yuanliang with a distrustful eye, and suddenly asked, "You haven't thought about it, why don't you just die with your wife and children?" ”

"I didn't! Never have I ever had such a terrible thought! Ji Yuanliang didn't jump like thunder because of Qin Cang's usual set of provocative questions as Tang Guo expected, he just shook his head, his eyes were full of tears, "I never thought of hurting Xiaowan and the child, I'm not afraid of your jokes, Xiaowan is the person I love the most in this world, and the child must come second, because the child always has to grow up in the future, be independent, start a family, have his own lover and children, and only his wife is the one who will accompany him for a lifetime." I'm a person who doesn't have any ambitions, in fact, I've always liked that kind of peaceful and stable life, as long as my wife and children are not short of food and drink, it's okay, and I'm very content. I'm not the kind of person who is particularly business-minded, I used to help my father together, and I thought it was okay, but after I took the lead, I was particularly inadequate, and I felt very tired of deceiving me in the shopping mall, and I didn't have such a keen sense of smell for business opportunities. ”

When he said this, he looked very tired: "My always wish is to find a safe and stable job, anyway, the family background is relatively solid, and the life is also guaranteed, so that Xiaowan and I and the children are enough to live a good life." Xiaowan is different from me, she is a very ambitious person, she told me that in order to assist me, she sacrificed her work and career, if I don't make some achievements, I'm really sorry for her, she can't accept that she married a man who has achieved nothing, she is very strong, and she can't lose anything to others from the time she was in school, so it doesn't make sense that her husband is more angry than other people's husbands. ”

Tang Guo listened silently, and felt that if Ji Yuanliang was not a lie, then Tian Jingwan's behavior of putting gold on her face was really strong, whether it was Zhang Ying or Lin Banlei, no one had ever mentioned how strong Tian Jingwan was in her studies, even Tian Jingwan's parents and brother talked about the past, and they only said that Tian Jingwan had a good life and was very happy, and she married Ji Yuanliang not long after work, and then she was taken back to her hometown by Ji Yuanliang and lived in a villa to become a rich full-time wife. But no one has ever told them how enterprising and hard-working Tian Jingwan is. How did she get to Ji Yuanliang, Tian Jingwan seemed to have become another person, sacrificing her career for the sake of her family.

In other words, Tian Jingwan is not the kind of full-time housewife who needs to take care of housework, take care of children, and serve her in-laws.

Tang Guo could only determine that Tian Jingwan seemed to really eat Ji Yuanliang to death, and Ji Yuanliang bought everything Tian Jingwan's words and deeds, and believed everything to be true, and may never have doubted it.

Ji Yuanliang didn't know what was going on in Tang Guo's mind at this moment, and he was still talking to himself: "So I've been working hard for the past few years, just because I don't want Xiaowan to be disappointed in me, but my ability is really limited, and I didn't expect to encounter such a big problem this time, it really hit me almost a little bit at once and I couldn't turn over." I had a thought at that time, I felt that if I continued to live, Xiaowan would be disappointed in me, and she would resent me, hate me, and hate me in the future, so I might as well just die, anyway, if the company is down, I'm sorry for my parents, it's better to die a hundred, at least they will be sad for me for a while, and when they think of me in the future, they may think of me better. My will has been written, and a small half of my money is given to my parents, because my parents themselves have a lot of savings, and I give them some of them to show that my son is not filial piety, and the guilt of going first, and most of the rest is left to Xiaowan, she wants to take care of the child, the cost is relatively large, and I hope she can live well before she finds a better person. ”

"What you said is quite touching, but I don't know if this will is still there?" Qin Cang interrupted him.

"Yes, do you want to see it?" Ji Yuanliang asked, seeing that Qin Cang and Tang Guo both nodded, then he struggled to stand up, "Then I'll look for you, my mind is in a mess now, and I can't remember where to put it." ”

As he spoke, he rummaged through the boxes and cabinets to find it, and it could be seen that he was indeed a little messy, and he was rummaging through it in a random manner, Tang Guo saw that he had turned over the same drawer for the third time, and he was a little anxious, hesitating to remind him, seeing Qin Cang standing aside and not even having the intention of opening his mouth, he simply didn't open his mouth to do much trouble.

Ji Yuanliang rummaged through the six gods without a master, rummaging for a long time, and he had already had the idea of wanting to give up not looking for it, but fortunately, he then found the suicide note in the pocket of his dirty clothes on the back of the chair, the suicide note is estimated to have been in this pocket for a while, it is an envelope with the word "suicide note" written on it, and a layer of plastic bag is wrapped on the outside, sealed with transparent glue.