first love

'Do you remember him?' ’

'I forgot about it a long time ago, how could it be. ’

But I haven't said who it is. ’

I remember that day, I was just going to have dinner with a few colleagues after work. We went to a restaurant that I liked very much. The three of us found a place by the window. While chatting the sky, I watched the passers-by come and go, and experienced the leisurely time after this busy day. Just as we were talking about the interesting things about the unit. There was one man in the crowd.

It's still so tall that you can see it at a glance in the crowd. It's still that style of dressing, and it's a little cute. His top has always looked like a crop top worn by a girl. He felt that wearing it like that would give the impression that he had long legs.

Maybe I'm taking it too seriously, and I don't know that my colleague is chatting with me all the time. My colleague was also curious to come over and take a look. "You know that big boy, and he's a little handsome, hahaha." My colleagues said to me with a smile. 'yes, it's a little handsome, I don't know it. ’

How so. Only I know. How could I not know him. The corners of my eyes moistened when I thought about it. It's just that I didn't approach his identity anymore. The place where we had our first date that summer three years ago was this restaurant. I was picky when I ate, even though the restaurant was just a home cooked restaurant. But I vaguely remember the time I came to eat with the one I loved the most, and I was really happy. Later, because he was not in a university, he couldn't survive the long-distance relationship. So we put each other back into the sea of people. I've thought more than once that we met perfectly at a certain time and place. But I didn't expect to be here. Where we started. As if to confirm the phrase 'where it begins, where it ends.' ’

I finally mustered up the courage to rush out of the restaurant, and when I got out, I couldn't find him. Just as I lowered my head in disappointment and was about to go back, as soon as I turned around, he was actually standing behind me. Even if a thousand words are accumulated in my heart, but at this moment. I didn't say a word, and neither did he. We just looked at each other like that. Until the last sentence, which I haven't seen for a long time, has become our end.

'Long time no see. ’

He's gone, really gone. This is where we start and where we really end.

------ netizens.

Long time no see, these four words. There's too much to contain. There is helplessness and reluctance. There are regrets, there are unwillingness. We tend to overlook the details of a relationship. Some people will ask what love is. yes, what is it after all? So what does the most perfect love look like?