He still smiled, "Anything else?" ”

"I've said so many shortcomings, it's not enough."

I paused, as if something was wrong, it was obvious that he was showing his heart to me, how did it become my self-examination.

I hated and said, "No, it's done."

"But you didn't get to the point, and you didn't make your current attitude clear."

Changji's eyes sank and he restrained his smile.

I hesitated and asked him, "You just said you like me, I don't understand too much."

He was surprised, looked at me with a foolish look, and hesitated, "What don't you understand, is it that I didn't say it clearly enough?"

I shook my head and explained, "I don't understand why you like me, how can you like me?"

Seriously, I didn't expect him to say that to me, not because I didn't want to, but because I didn't dare. I'm in a complicated mood right now, I'm very chaotic, I'm panicked, and I'm more sober in stealing joy.

"Aren't you, you've always been in love with the thirteenth mother of the Wen family, don't you like her anymore?"

I still asked how deep the affection between them was, and how much I knew.

He smiled lazily, "That's what you care about, right?" ”

I wringed my fingers and pretended to be calm, "I have heard that you were willing to be scolded and whipped by the present day for not accepting your marriage to me. At that time, you were for the sake of Wen'er. I can tell you like Won'er. That being the case, why didn't you settle a family affair with her as soon as possible, maybe you can save me from this catastrophe, and you don't have to marry me, and you have become the first choice for those who are close to you, leaving a lifelong regret. ”

I said it extremely hard, but the words were very clear: "Changji, I originally thought that it was easy to like someone, as long as I was happy in my heart, whether that person knew it or not was secondary." But now I know that it's not so easy to like someone. Unless he is really wide enough not to mind his indifference, he suffers from lovesickness alone. But unrequited love is really a stupid, stupid, and laborious thing. What you said to me today makes me feel very unreal, like a sea of smoke, like a dream. I'm afraid that when I wake up from a dream, I find that everything is fake, I imagined it myself, and how hurtful it will be to end up like this. ”

Changji didn't expect me to say these words with interest, and his face changed, with surprise, puzzlement, and a flash of laughter. I don't know what this laugh means, I'm afraid it's a mockery. But how could he mock it, I'm afraid that I'm careless again. But he was silent, and sat upright with neither joy nor anger, which made me unpredictable.

I took his hand and forced him to look at me, "If, I mean, if it's not for who I am you have to marry me, but just because I'm a person, will you marry me?" ”

I looked at him for a moment, full of anticipation......

But he didn't answer, and the invisible pressure almost overwhelmed me.

He stared at me for a long time, his eyes inexplicable.

Just smiled bitterly, maybe it was really because I met him one step later than Wen Er, so I missed so much about his age, this is a congenital defect, no matter how I catch up, it seems that I can't keep up. I can't fit into their space, it's something I've always cared about.

Loss rose in his heart, and he smiled reluctantly: "Forget it, although I don't understand why you changed your attitude towards me tonight, it's still ...... And kissed me. If you are sick because you pity me and want to make me happy, then you don't have to. Don't worry, I'm not good at anything, I only have the widest heart, and I will never let myself get into the horns. If you want to take back what we said tonight, I'll assume that you didn't hear it, and forget all about it. ”

He was still silent and didn't reply to me, it seems that this must be a difficult question.

But I suddenly laughed, and what I had hidden for a long time said, I took advantage of the fact that today I actually said it in one breath, so that I would not be too late to say it when I wanted to.

It's just strange why the eyes are astringent and sore, the nasal voice is thick, and as soon as he speaks, tears fall.

Uh- I'm useless.

I was silent, tears dripping down the back of my hand.

With a wave of his hand, he wiped away the tears on my face without pity, and said with a teasing smile: "Don't you dislike yourself for not looking good." Then don't cry, cry, it's even more ugly. ”

It's too much, is it appropriate to say such things that disturb my brewing feelings at this time? I was furious, picked up a pillow and smashed it: "You are ugly, you are the ugliest." ”

He caught the pillow I threw over, put it behind me, pinched my face, and laughed: "I really can't imagine that you girl is so stupid on weekdays, and her mind is so fine, and she still hides so many thoughts." It can be seen that you are really not a simple character. ”

I stared at him with angry eyes and said indignantly, "What do you mean by that? Are you taunting me? ”

Changjilang laughed and withdrew his hand, "Whatever you want to understand." ”

How can I understand it, naturally it is literal. But I deliberately disobeyed his words, blushed my face, and said proudly: "I am indeed not a simple character, I am the princess of Beiqiu." How can a person like me, who has a good background, a good personality, and a good appearance, be a simple person. ”

My words amused Changji, who said half disdainfully, half helplessly: "Are you really stupid or pretending to be confused." The meaning of my words clearly means that you are thoughtful and have too many ideas. ”

I'm angry, I'm angry, and that's how he looks at me? In his heart, I am afraid that he is also a person with evil intentions and pretending to be good.

I didn't throw the pillow this time, I just put it in my mouth, and when he was unprepared, I grabbed the back of his hand and bit it down. I was so angry that my teeth were grinding hard, but I was afraid that it would hurt him, so I had to suppress this anger desperately.

I let go of his hand, my anger did not subside, and I sneered: "I know, in your heart, no one is simple, everyone has two faces, only your thirteen mothers are the kindest and most innocent."

"Why did you mention her again?"

"Just mention her, what, if you think about her, you are not allowed to mention her. I didn't say anything bad about her, what are you nervous about. Don't you have a ghost in your heart, and I'm afraid that I will tell you about it. ”

I'm not stunned, I can be so unreasonable, I'm scared of myself.

Changji was even more stunned, crying and laughing, and pulled the corners of his mouth.

"Why do you say that the person I have a crush on is Win'er? Do you see us behaving too closely, or do you say something about that emotion? Why do you keep saying that I like her? ”

I smirked, "I think you like her." And it's not just me, but all discerning people can see that you just like Wen'er. It's just that you're hypocritical, twisting and pinching and refusing to say it clearly. ”

He sneered and flicked me a loud brain crash: "What do you think? Do you think so? When am I admitting it, when am I acting like I like her? ”

I bowed my head and thought about it, as if he hadn't admitted it, and most of the time it was my own speculation.

"You didn't say it, but that doesn't mean you don't like her. If it weren't for your hesitation and indecision, reveal your heart to Wen Er as soon as possible and let her know that you have her in your heart. She will not become the prince Liangdi with regrets. Maybe—maybe......"

Changji seemed to be angry, and asked coldly, "Maybe what?"

I pursed my lips and bowed my head in silence, trying to hide my past.

Seeing that I was silent, he sneered, and then said, "Why don't you speak?" If you don't say it, then I'll say it instead. Are you trying to say that maybe I won't marry you, but let Wen Er be my Princess Jing? ”

I stiffened my neck and didn't nod my head to admit it, nor did I shake my head to deny it, I just stared at the tooth marks on Changji's arm with a sad look. I took his hand with apologetic guilt and gently stroked the tooth mark.

He didn't appreciate it, and took it back with a sigh, not giving me face at all. I let out a long sigh of shame.

He added, "If it is true that I should marry Wen'er, then what about you, who will you marry, and who do you want to marry?" Mon Festival? ”

"What nonsense are you talking about, what does this have to do with Meng Jie."

"You dare to say that you can't see what Meng Jie thinks about you! You didn't think you'd marry him! I'm afraid that the person you want to marry is never me, and the Ruyi Langjun you want is Meng Jie. It's just that God makes people, and for the sake of harmony, you have no choice but to marry me. You have regrets in your heart, that's why you have used Wen Er several times to talk about things, and let her be the barrier between us. ”

I was dumbfounded by what he said, and I couldn't bridge my tongue, and it took me a while to react. I gritted my teeth and refuted: "You really can reverse black and white and confuse right and wrong." Obviously I'm talking about you, why is it involved in Meng Jie, besides, what does I have to do with him, you talk about me like this. ”

"You naturally have nothing to do with him, you want to have a relationship with him, but unfortunately you don't have a chance."

I was deflated and shouted hatefully: "Nonsense, I won't talk to you, go away, I'm sleepy and I want to sleep." As he spoke, he was about to lift the quilt and lie down, but he wouldn't let him.

"What, I was embarrassed by what I said?"

I think the person in front of me must not be Changji, how could he be unreasonable and make trouble like this, could it be that someone pretended to be him to tease me, or he was possessed by a monster, otherwise, it was directly a monster illusion. I stared at him, trying to see any flaws. But it looks no different, the skin is still the same skin, and the eyebrows and eyes are still the same eyebrows. Only cold arrogance is not seen, a little naïve.

I looked at him without blinking, and he glanced at me with a slight displeasure, and in an instant he returned to his former conceit.

"Why don't you refute it?"

"What to refute, what is there to refute."

I stroked my hair very naturally, pretending not to understand what he meant.

He was stunned, as if he was trying to suppress something, and said, "Do you admit that what I said is the truth?" You really have thoughts about Meng Jie. ”

I was furious, patted my chest, stared at him intently, dull and clumsy, and only hated that I couldn't find any cruel words to sarcastically mock him for a while. When I was angry enough, I solemnly stated, "I know what Meng Jie thinks about me, but I don't have any thoughts about him, from beginning to end." I only regarded him as a friend, and I never had the slightest thought that I shouldn't have been. He treats me sincerely, but I treat him as avoidant as possible, because I know my heart very well, and I have no affection for him. ”