When I think of someone, I laugh unconsciously, and I think I probably fell in love with this person.

I loved him for 8 years, giggled 2549 days, cried 17 days, and laughed 257 days.

He touched my head and said, "Prepare me to giggle for the rest of my life."

Actually, I wasn't ready, the first time I was kissed by him, my legs were weak, and I didn't dare to move when I hugged him.

He said that it may be that he has experienced too many twists and turns in the past 20 years, so God intends to reward him for this ingenious and natural love.

And his presence in my life was already the biggest surprise.

……

The story begins in Lianghai City in 2012.

That winter, I was just in my first year of junior high school, and the results of the mid-term and monthly exams came one after another, and I was defeated repeatedly, but I got used to it.

People often talk about the end of the world, and I don't want to get involved in it, and even if the end does come, it has nothing to do with me.

I don't like to communicate with people, unless it's someone I trust, and people think I'm autistic, but that's pretty much it.

The middle and high school campuses of Lianghai Middle School are separated by only a guardrail, and the boys with athletic skills can climb through it. From the playground of our school, you can see the basketball court of the high school students next door.

Watching him play basketball through the fence was my only activity during the afternoon recess.

He's a pitcher, but he's not very aggressive, and it's hard to figure out the routine. His moves aren't too elegant, but they're not as violent as other boys playing basketball.

"Hey, what's your name?" The sweet voice of a flower season with a breeze rings in my ears.

I look back and am a beautiful older sister.

"My name is Gu Yinghan." I asked, "What about you?"

"Hello, my name is Mo Chen."

She smiled like a ray of sunlight, but the boy had already blocked my eyes, and the light seemed to flow through a crack in the side.

Mo Chen, who is 4 years older than me, is a student in the second year of liberal arts at Lianghai Middle School, and the first good friend I have made since I was in middle school.

Her father is the director of the third level of high school, so Mo Chen can easily steal the key to open the big iron door at the junction of junior high school and high school, and often come to junior high school to "visit the door".

I always have a lot of questions for her.

What is high school like, which school do you want to study in the future, what major do you want to study, what novels do you like to read, whose songs do you listen to, do you have a favorite person, and what is the name of the boy in the white jersey and black sneakers.

Mo Chen always answered me one by one.

She said that there was someone she liked, but that person didn't like her, listen to Easo

I want to study psychology and go to Wucheng University of Political Science and Law, which is far away in Wucheng.

His name is Shen Liangchen, and he is five years older than me.

Everything else is cover, and that's the answer I really want to explore.

I secretly toured the high school campus with her, which is where I would go to school in the future.

Two people sit on a swing in the playground and watch the teenagers on the basketball court.

"You like Shen Liangchen, right?" Mo Chen asked.

"Are you so sure?"

"If you don't like it, what do you ask him for?" Mo Chen said that Shen Liangchen was her senior and her friend, and he was in the same class as Mo Chen's cousin, and he was also very good. "Little sister, he has a good eye, he doesn't have a girlfriend, don't worry, my sister can help you."

I hurriedly refused: "Don't...... I feel like I'm ...... with him Square peg...... We're not the right age, and he's in his third year of high school and he's about to leave here...... I...... I ......"

Mo Chen patted me on the shoulder: "Don't worry about it, I'll arrange it." He was quite famous in our school and wrote novels in magazines. And thou shalt say, Thou shalt worship him as a teacher. Take your time, if you like someone, don't miss it, and even if you don't succeed, don't regret it for the rest of your life, right? ”

It's already very attractive to me to play basketball so handsomely, it turns out that he is so versatile, so there should be a lot of girls who like it......

Mo Chen took out his flip phone, looked for it for a while, and gave me Shen Liangchen's mobile phone number and QQ number.

At that time, I still used a button mobile phone, only 30 trillion traffic per month, and the mobile phone QQ could only view contacts and chats, which was not as convenient as making direct calls.

I have his mobile phone number, but I never dare to call.

Mo Chen seemed to be deliberately matching the two of us, always encouraging me, and planning a "chance encounter" between me and him.

But I didn't dare to follow Mo Chen's plan, Shen Liangchen was just like the sun, closer, I was afraid that I would be melted by him.

I looked at him through a guardrail, which was the best distance.

He gave me an occasional look, and I could have a good day. Mo Chen asked me: "Why don't I tell him for you directly!"

"No...... Don't ...... I'm scared. ”

Shen Liangchen "accompanied" me for a year, but it seemed to occupy all my youth.

The closest thing to Shen Liangchen was when their basketball flew to our playground.

"Classmate, can you help me?"

The sparse sunlight shone through the sparse guardrail, and the light and shadow fell on his face.

"Oh...... Oh......"

I picked up the basketball for him, and with all my strength, threw it over.

"Thank you."

"I didn't ...... It's okay, it's a matter of effort. I said with a smirk.

Finally, he still graduated.

I know that I may never see him again in this life, at least in the five years I have stayed in Lianghai City.

During the summer vacation, Mo Chen gave me a bracer worn by Shen Liangchen. Her cousin and Shen Liangchen are good brothers, and after graduation, it is not difficult to ask him for a souvenir.

Mo Chen told me that Shen Liangchen went to Wucheng University of Finance and Economics, and if he was admitted to the University of Political Science and Law next year, he should be able to see him again.

"I really envy you, I have to work hard." I say.

I rarely saw Mo Chen in my second year of junior high school, firstly because I no longer go to my old place to watch basketball games.

The second is because she is busy with her studies in her third year of high school, Mo Chen is not a genius like Shen Liangchen, she can play basketball, write novels, and study at the same time.

Mo Chen stayed with me for another year, and she also graduated.

However, she was not admitted to Wucheng University of Political Science and Law, I think she should be very sorry. She went to Luzhou, not far from Wucheng, but fortunately, she studied psychology, and her dream could be regarded as half complete.

When I went to college, she still kept in touch with me, and she was also the only link between me and Shen Liangchen.

What kind of story happened to Shen Liangchen and what he was doing, I only knew through Mo Chen.

Mo Chen will tell me without concealment, Shen Liangchen has changed many girls and friends back and forth, what he looks like, and whether he likes him or not.

I tend to laugh it off, and I can't just because I like him that I don't allow others to like him.

At the same time, I also secretly decided to go to Wucheng to find him.

In 2015, I successfully exceeded the score line by 99 points, climbed over the guardrail that had blocked me for three years, and continued to study in Lianghai Middle School, where every grass and tree was the place he had walked.

It was also the year that my father was finally released from prison.

He used to be the chairman of a state-owned enterprise in Lianghai, and the reason why he said "so-and-so" is because I don't know which one it is. I spent 8 years in prison for embezzling a huge amount of demolition money without authorization, and I happened to miss the second half of my childhood and the first half of my youth.

I'm a little unfamiliar with my father, and I don't have much of an impression of it. Although he did something wrong, he came back and was a member of the family.

My mother took me and my 13-year-old brother to pick up my father, and it was a good thing that the family could be reunited after eight years.

After my father came back, he had no job, so he could only get up early and stay late to do some small business.

My younger brother also went to middle school. Dad said that because of the help of old friends, his business finally took off, and the family's income and expenditure could barely keep running.

But there are gradually some contradictions between parents. I don't know exactly what they're arguing about.

I chose to live in the school to get away from this seemingly happy family, but in fact it was on the verge of collapse.

In my sophomore year of high school, everyone basically switched to smartphones, but Mo Chen and I chatted as often as before.

She finished her studies early with honors, and at the age of 21 she became a psychiatrist.

One day, I finally mustered up the courage to add Shen Liangchen's QQ friend and had some contact with him in the name of apprenticeship.

I said, "I like writing, could I ask you for something?"

Shen Liangchen replied: Yes.

I asked him if he wanted to be a writer in the future.

He said that he plans to start his own business in the future. In the four years of college, he basically failed all subjects, missed all exams, and devoted all his energy to writing.

It's not been long yet, and I'm about to face the college entrance examination.

Listening to Mo Chen, Shen Liangchen stopped writing books after graduating from university, his father and grandfather were high-ranking officials, with the help of his family, he took down several supermarkets and convenience stores, and worked hard in Wucheng in a year, which can be regarded as a young man.

Many people say that he is just a gentleman who relies on his parents and family.

I don't think so, because I didn't know who he was when I fell in love with him, and I never liked him because of his wealth and status.

So even if he's no longer good, I'll still like it.

Why do you like it? I can't answer it myself.

Sometimes I talk to him as an apprentice, but most of the time he's busy.

When I message him, I still laugh inadvertently.

If I liked him when I was 12 years old, it was probably because I was young and ignorant, but after all these years, my thoughts and feelings have not changed.

I must work hard to get into the university in Wucheng.

Shen Liangchen, I have had a crush on you for so many years, I have to give it a try.

Even if you fail, you can't regret it.