(Girls' Literature)

So many women in love. The most heart-wrenching thing for me is Tsing Yi. Met the wrong person at the right time. I didn't expect to give up my life for him in the end.

From the point of being sensible. I don't know who my parents are. All year round, I was in the company of beggars. Before I knew it, I forgot about it.

At the age of seven. After meeting the noble person in my life. I was admitted to the house by him. Silently accept everything he gives.

I didn't understand it at the time. What the hell did he want her to do. I'm just a beggar.

A year later. Accept all the teachings. I went on a journey with him. I didn't know if he would be sent there. Every time I looked at his silent face. I was so scared that I didn't dare to say half a word more in front of him.

Later. I was sent by him to the strange land of the Blind Kingdom. He told me almost commandingly. I want to learn from the largest red mansion in Beijing how to make men soft and considerate.

I'm eight years old, though. But I can see what he meant. Since then. I began my days of being alone in the kingdom of Kuo. Perform on stage every day. But I never wanted anyone to touch me. Girls' Literature

At the age of thirteen. He came back to see me. It was a benefactor who stepped into my bedchamber in the way of a benefactor.

I know from his big mouth. My mother betrayed her promise with me for five thousand taels of silver. I didn't expect that. That person would be him. He was willing to spend five thousand taels of silver to see me.

"It's been five years. The first time you came to see me, it cost me five thousand taels of silver. Is it the need for me to do something else? "Face him. I'm not the slightest bit delicate. I know those kung fu weren't for him.

He didn't say a word. Just sit still and watch me. Time's up. And he departed. After that day. I know his name. It turned out that his name was Ling Han. Sure enough, it's the same as him. Even the name is callous.

Next year. He came to see me again. This. He was very drunk. I've vomited several times when I came to my room. To take care of him. I didn't dare to sleep all night.

He stayed for days on end. There was no intention of leaving.

Whenever I ask him. What he said the most was the story with that Xiao Jiu. That's when he met her when he was fifteen.

Exactly six years. He didn't let go of the man. Maybe that's why he's drunk.

I smiled. It turns out that this cold-blooded person will also have a sincere relationship that he can't let go. Since then. I changed my mind about him.

I've been with him for more than half a year. It was also to accept him as the only man in my life. since. He began to disappear from my sight again.

Afterwards. I made two nobles in Kyochu. It was later learned that one of them was His Royal Highness the Crown Prince of the current dynasty. One is the little prince of the palace.

They treated me like a confidant. Whenever there is any confusion, they will come to my place and sit for a while. Occasionally, I will make tea and discuss art.

A few more years passed. The Red Mansion is gone. Mom and several girls are involved in a lawsuit. It's even more in vain. And me. under his arrangement. He was led back by a general who had been stationed in the border city all year round.

He often came to see me under the guise that it was my cousin. He said let me wait here. Someday there will be a time when I will be needed. I was seventeen years old at the time.

He came to see me at the General's Palace for the last time. Say it's everything on track. Let me do it myself.

Two months later. I did wait for what he said. In the General's Palace. I met Jing Hao and Chen Xuanxi again. I heard that they were here to greet their relatives. The woman who was seriously injured was Jing Hao's wife who had not passed through the door.

I was surprised. Later, I heard him tell the truth. It turned out that the woman was his sister. had to be in the name of harmony. I became friends with the woman named Su Jinyu. She is a woman who makes people feel comfortable. I like her a lot of girls' literature.

Sometimes. I've been thinking. If Ling Han hadn't appeared in my life earlier. I will definitely covet Jing Hao's love. The thought in my heart sprouted shamefully.

He sent someone to bring me from the border town to Kyoto. There were many collisions with him. I can't forget who I am. I can't forget the meaning of existence. When I know he cares about me. I was very happy. But they hate and fear.

I was afraid that Ling Han would kill him. Only escaped from Kyoto early. Girls' literature no longer meets. There will be no danger.

Go back to the front of the General's Palace. He sent for me to take me to an inn. He wanted me to provoke the General's wife. Then it completely disappeared into the kingdom of the Ignorance.

I am as he said. After the general entered Beijing. After successfully beating the general's wife, he left the border city. With him, he returned to Wanguo. Only then did I know that his true identity was actually the prince of Wanguo. Slowly I realized it. What he wanted to do. But he couldn't persuade him.

After that, he got busier and busier. I don't know what he's up to. I didn't even see him at night. I got a lot of news from the guards. said that Su Jinyu was already the concubine of Wanguo. She will escort the spirit to the White Horse Temple. Ling Han's mission came again. He wanted me to get close to her. Return to the palace with her.

With my sisterhood with her. I managed to get close to her. Knowing what she was planning. Secretly handed it over to Ling Han. Maybe it's because something went wrong. He didn't succeed in this task.

I'm happy with it, too. At least I don't want her to hurt Su Jinyu. In this life. I've never had a real friend. When I saw that she was treating me with sincerity. I'm a little happy about girls' literature.

But he exists. It forced me deeper and deeper. He wanted me to drug her. When it comes to determining that her child will not be harmed. That's when I was relieved. But I didn't think about it. He's going to lie to me. She almost lost her life.

His gentleness. It will make me lose in it again. Silently let him manipulate it all. Loved him with all his heart.

He said he was going to rebel. I'm speechless. The only way to persuade Su Jinyu is to leave this chaotic palace as soon as possible. He knew it later. It's a punishment for me. Physical. Spiritual.

Maybe. It was Heaven that gave me hope. I found out I was pregnant. He was cautious several times. After all, he was careless when he punished me with his body. I didn't expect to have a child of my own.

After the last time he vented. I told him the news. But he wanted me to beat it down. I was completely devastated. Just after I have to accept this reality. Su Jinyu suddenly returned. I sensed that she had discovered my betrayal.

For the sake of the children. I don't have a choice. I can only take refuge in them. In exchange for peace.

I deliberately listened to the concubine's words and detained Su Jinyu. Afterwards. I know it from her mouth. All the things that have happened in the past six months. The person I have my heart for. unexpectedly concealed that I had a secret knot with the little Jiuzhu fetus who had become a concubine.

No wonder. He's going to ask me to get rid of the kids. It turned out that he already had a child with the woman he loved. So for this unexpected child. So dismissive. Treat him to it. I'm just a pawn. His catharsis. He never really loved me a bit. Instead, he gave all his crush to that Xiao Jiu.

"Have you ever loved me?" I asked him with tears in my eyes.

"I didn't love anyone. I don't know who I'm going to love. ”

His answer broke my heart.

Acquaintance for several years. I've never seen his heart so seriously. The only time. It has broken my heart to ashes.

After being injured by Ling Xiao. After letting Ziyue beat and scold again. I knew I couldn't keep this kid at all. I regret what I did before. Watching Su Jinyu being threatened with her life. I knew she was the only one who treated me like a relative.

The little nine who I regarded as death saved her. After she promised me not to let Jing Hao know about this. I hastened my own death. That kid. In the end, I didn't have a chance.

I don't want them to see it. Blood slowly flowing out of my belly.

If there is another chance to choose. I would not hesitate to choose to go all over again. Even if it's just a beggar for the rest of your life. It's better than leaving like this.